I happened to fall in some thread at some other site telling that it was good practice to take a break of rilitan/aderla once a weak so as to reequilibrate your brain chem etc.
I took the advice and so far it's been a disaster. Just the expectation last night of not taking oral 30mg adderall or 60mg ritilian for 24hrs made me completely awake until 4am, when I was forced to swallow 7 Rohypnol ellipsoids (in Brazil, they are the cheapest, crapiest hypnotics available, being also legal and widely prescribed). I slept until 8am, felt like shit until 3pm, when I took 2 Dormonid ellipsoids (think you call them Versed in US), which gave me some comfort though not put me to sleep in the afternoon (I wanted to sleep while as I`m typing this).
Should I forget about these horror holidays or try another next week?
By the way, I soundly sleep without benzos when in my normal stim regimen.
I took the advice and so far it's been a disaster. Just the expectation last night of not taking oral 30mg adderall or 60mg ritilian for 24hrs made me completely awake until 4am, when I was forced to swallow 7 Rohypnol ellipsoids (in Brazil, they are the cheapest, crapiest hypnotics available, being also legal and widely prescribed). I slept until 8am, felt like shit until 3pm, when I took 2 Dormonid ellipsoids (think you call them Versed in US), which gave me some comfort though not put me to sleep in the afternoon (I wanted to sleep while as I`m typing this).
Should I forget about these horror holidays or try another next week?
By the way, I soundly sleep without benzos when in my normal stim regimen.