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Bluelighter
I live in San Francisco and I was told of a psychedelic church that has spirit guides on site as well. Curious as I was I went there, I filled out paperwork, took a picture for a member ID and it was official I was a member.
New members are given the opportunity to have a DMT session. They have a vape they let you hit and a sitting area to feel the effects.
I did as Instructed and inhaled until my lungs were absolutely full and held it in as long as possible. Boy I wasn't prepared for how intense this trip was going to be.
As soon as the effects hit me, I closed my eyes. I became engulfed with extreme fear and panic. I was starting to feel like I was going to have an adverse reaction to the DMT and suffer a fatal heart attack. The thought felt so real and everything felt demonic and I felt like it was an inevitable truth that this was going to be my reality ; me suffering a fatal heart attack right here at the spiritual church. I had visions of me collapsing, ambulance coming, and being transported to the hospital. I felt the most realistic pain that my mother is experiencing when she gets the phone call and now had to pay to have my body transferred from California back to NY to be cremated. I also visioned her finally getting the autopsy results and finding out I was using drugs in California when I was supposed to be sober doing the right thing and me violating her trust while she is sending me money supporting me only to be getting high lying to her.
I had to fight with my life for the longest 15 minutes of my entire life to stay alive. I felt like I was forced to navigate an airplane with zero experience to prevent it from crashing. That's how hard and agonizing the 15min DMT trip was.
I came to the conclusion that I have demonic spirits embedded deep in me and my soul Is having a constant battle fighting it off.
I didn't feel welcome at all by the spirits when I did the DMT. It felt taken over by demonic entities.
This was the most scariest, demonic and dysphoric feeling I have ever felt in my life and I'm never touching it again.
Im in San Francisco and I can't believe this psychedelic church is legal and allowed to run like it is. They also have mescaline, 5-meo-dmt, DMT, mushrooms and marijuana. I must say it is pretty cool to see a place like that.
New members are given the opportunity to have a DMT session. They have a vape they let you hit and a sitting area to feel the effects.
I did as Instructed and inhaled until my lungs were absolutely full and held it in as long as possible. Boy I wasn't prepared for how intense this trip was going to be.
As soon as the effects hit me, I closed my eyes. I became engulfed with extreme fear and panic. I was starting to feel like I was going to have an adverse reaction to the DMT and suffer a fatal heart attack. The thought felt so real and everything felt demonic and I felt like it was an inevitable truth that this was going to be my reality ; me suffering a fatal heart attack right here at the spiritual church. I had visions of me collapsing, ambulance coming, and being transported to the hospital. I felt the most realistic pain that my mother is experiencing when she gets the phone call and now had to pay to have my body transferred from California back to NY to be cremated. I also visioned her finally getting the autopsy results and finding out I was using drugs in California when I was supposed to be sober doing the right thing and me violating her trust while she is sending me money supporting me only to be getting high lying to her.
I had to fight with my life for the longest 15 minutes of my entire life to stay alive. I felt like I was forced to navigate an airplane with zero experience to prevent it from crashing. That's how hard and agonizing the 15min DMT trip was.
I came to the conclusion that I have demonic spirits embedded deep in me and my soul Is having a constant battle fighting it off.
I didn't feel welcome at all by the spirits when I did the DMT. It felt taken over by demonic entities.
This was the most scariest, demonic and dysphoric feeling I have ever felt in my life and I'm never touching it again.
Im in San Francisco and I can't believe this psychedelic church is legal and allowed to run like it is. They also have mescaline, 5-meo-dmt, DMT, mushrooms and marijuana. I must say it is pretty cool to see a place like that.
