B9
Bluelight Crew
Just the basic facts (can you tell me where it hurts?)
Saturday 17th February 2007.
13.20~ board coach down 75cl of Cinzano
13.30 down 6grams GHB and 10 mgs of diazepam
13.45 (due to G madness) decide to have a line or five of cocaine
17.00 last cocaine (still have 0.6 gram left )
22.00 beer 3 pints (spitfire , nice)
23.45 moclobemide 300mgs (MAOi )
00.20 DMT oral in capsule
00.40 Standing in worlds biggest ever queue to get into raindance feeling groovy and arguing economic theory with person who believes they are correct pffft!
0055 feeling of massive weirdness
01.05 awake on ground , confusion , how did I get here ?
01.15 by now I am being told I am fucked up , I refuse to believe it
01.25 Ambulance arrives , it's beginning to sink in that somehow something has gone wrong.
01.30 Insist on climbimg onto stretcher myself , I succeed.
01.40 Oxygen mask, weird blacknesses, coming and going.
01.55 Arrive hospital Guys and St Thomas (or other way round)
02.00 Observation , hooked up to monitor , grim faces all around.
Until
03.00 regular readings and grimmer faces , I have to be told to try to keep breathing. Scary !!!!
During this time it becomes clear that I am in very dodgy territory, I 'Fight' to stay with it .
03.10 moved to resuss ward as they decide I am about to be needing recsucitated.
Whoa getting really iffy blackouts galore feel myself slipping into a place I don't wish to go to yet.
04.15 Feeling a bit better , doctor looks at monitors asks "you got chest pain "? "No" I say !
Examination with stethoscope, puzzled look ?
"Sure you've no chest pain"? "None" I say.
By now I'm quite jovial taking the piss in a friendly way of course.
04.45 wife allowed back in(Thank God for her phoning ambulance for me) or you wouldn't have the pleasure 8( of reading this!
04.45 doctor says that my heart seems fine (they had said it was damaged)
05.00 DMT winding down , as it does I seem to grow stronger quite rapidly.
05.30 Allowed to walk to the toilet, no problem.Have a good long piss!
06.00 After much hassle blood is extracted from my veinless arm .
06.15 full cardiovascular check . CNS check , renal , check , the works , no symptoms at all !!!!
06.30 They say "you must have one more test to determine if your heart is damaged by checking for enzyme" This wil take place at 10.30 !
06.55 try to sleep , get some .
10.30 Blood taken in about 2 seconds by skillled nurse!
waiting until 12.40 for results
12.40 Result through , negative , much relief . Lets go to the pub!
12.41 I ask "so exactly what happened to me in medical terms "? Doctor looks at notes and says "we have no idea"but we obviously think you took too many drugs ! So all that information could not yield a medical label to fit it !! Strange one!
12.55 In pub with fine fellows from varying parts of UK all EAdders (mostly )
Few beers and a sandwich , then train home !!!
Ok first off sorry to those who were freaked out by what happened , I am only glad it was me it happened to me and no one else THANK GOD!!!! two of us had taken exactly the same concoction at the same times. The only difference was my wife was sick a la` purge , I was not, I never am .
The accepted conclusion is that by ignoring the contraindications I had precipitated hypertensive crisis! But the hospitals data didn't say that ? It just puzzled them !
It seems peculiar to me that it came on with the DMT and went with DMT , surely a MAOi interaction with say cocaine cuts would have persisted the length of action of the MAOi ?
an allergic reaction , toxic shock ? I don't know and no one else really does either !
One thing we can say with certainty is that I am a complete hypocrite regards Harm reduction and applying it to myself!
The other thing we can say is that I was wrong to be so blase` about HR and contraindications (whether they were responsible or not isn't relevant)
And once again sorry to all who were worried had their night spoiled etcetera!
I shan't be trying this again , not because I think it would go wrong but it seems to have left a deeply imprinted memory on me , which is why I have taken so long to write this up, my perceptions were changing daily about the scenario, and I did not wish to write about it until I felt fairly non emotive !
Smoked DMT is another thing altogether though !
Take care follow the rules, don't believe you are immortal (I thought I was I found this out in a very strange and unpleasant way)
DMT - the teacher , well this was one very intense lesson, very unexpected type of delivery but effective nonetheless!
Love & Light !
Zophen !
Saturday 17th February 2007.
13.20~ board coach down 75cl of Cinzano
13.30 down 6grams GHB and 10 mgs of diazepam
13.45 (due to G madness) decide to have a line or five of cocaine
17.00 last cocaine (still have 0.6 gram left )
22.00 beer 3 pints (spitfire , nice)
23.45 moclobemide 300mgs (MAOi )
00.20 DMT oral in capsule
00.40 Standing in worlds biggest ever queue to get into raindance feeling groovy and arguing economic theory with person who believes they are correct pffft!
0055 feeling of massive weirdness
01.05 awake on ground , confusion , how did I get here ?
01.15 by now I am being told I am fucked up , I refuse to believe it
01.25 Ambulance arrives , it's beginning to sink in that somehow something has gone wrong.
01.30 Insist on climbimg onto stretcher myself , I succeed.
01.40 Oxygen mask, weird blacknesses, coming and going.
01.55 Arrive hospital Guys and St Thomas (or other way round)
02.00 Observation , hooked up to monitor , grim faces all around.
Until
03.00 regular readings and grimmer faces , I have to be told to try to keep breathing. Scary !!!!
During this time it becomes clear that I am in very dodgy territory, I 'Fight' to stay with it .
03.10 moved to resuss ward as they decide I am about to be needing recsucitated.
Whoa getting really iffy blackouts galore feel myself slipping into a place I don't wish to go to yet.
04.15 Feeling a bit better , doctor looks at monitors asks "you got chest pain "? "No" I say !
Examination with stethoscope, puzzled look ?
"Sure you've no chest pain"? "None" I say.
By now I'm quite jovial taking the piss in a friendly way of course.
04.45 wife allowed back in(Thank God for her phoning ambulance for me) or you wouldn't have the pleasure 8( of reading this!
04.45 doctor says that my heart seems fine (they had said it was damaged)
05.00 DMT winding down , as it does I seem to grow stronger quite rapidly.
05.30 Allowed to walk to the toilet, no problem.Have a good long piss!
06.00 After much hassle blood is extracted from my veinless arm .
06.15 full cardiovascular check . CNS check , renal , check , the works , no symptoms at all !!!!
06.30 They say "you must have one more test to determine if your heart is damaged by checking for enzyme" This wil take place at 10.30 !
06.55 try to sleep , get some .
10.30 Blood taken in about 2 seconds by skillled nurse!
waiting until 12.40 for results
12.40 Result through , negative , much relief . Lets go to the pub!
12.41 I ask "so exactly what happened to me in medical terms "? Doctor looks at notes and says "we have no idea"but we obviously think you took too many drugs ! So all that information could not yield a medical label to fit it !! Strange one!
12.55 In pub with fine fellows from varying parts of UK all EAdders (mostly )
Few beers and a sandwich , then train home !!!
Ok first off sorry to those who were freaked out by what happened , I am only glad it was me it happened to me and no one else THANK GOD!!!! two of us had taken exactly the same concoction at the same times. The only difference was my wife was sick a la` purge , I was not, I never am .
The accepted conclusion is that by ignoring the contraindications I had precipitated hypertensive crisis! But the hospitals data didn't say that ? It just puzzled them !
It seems peculiar to me that it came on with the DMT and went with DMT , surely a MAOi interaction with say cocaine cuts would have persisted the length of action of the MAOi ?
an allergic reaction , toxic shock ? I don't know and no one else really does either !
One thing we can say with certainty is that I am a complete hypocrite regards Harm reduction and applying it to myself!
The other thing we can say is that I was wrong to be so blase` about HR and contraindications (whether they were responsible or not isn't relevant)
And once again sorry to all who were worried had their night spoiled etcetera!
I shan't be trying this again , not because I think it would go wrong but it seems to have left a deeply imprinted memory on me , which is why I have taken so long to write this up, my perceptions were changing daily about the scenario, and I did not wish to write about it until I felt fairly non emotive !
Smoked DMT is another thing altogether though !
Take care follow the rules, don't believe you are immortal (I thought I was I found this out in a very strange and unpleasant way)
DMT - the teacher , well this was one very intense lesson, very unexpected type of delivery but effective nonetheless!
Love & Light !
Zophen !
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