DMT + Harmaline (Ayahuasca) - My very first ayahuasca trip

[king_kremit]

My very first ayahuasca trip

Well it has been a couple months since my first dmt experience. What an intense first one it was!!! Input would be appreciated since I have no clue as to whether this trip was er............ Normal ; for lack of better words. I've done it multiple times ever since, but that first time was ............................................................................................................... Insane, completely insane.
If a sitter had been there I would have turned up in a hospital somewhere I swear. Here goes.....................

It was the night of the eve of my birthday. I had it. I was sooooooooo stoked that I had it. My mind could not stop thinking about it during work. Well I told my Girl that I had gotten it and I would be tripping alone later at 11:45 , so I would ring in my 23rd birthday inside dmt's realm.

19 Grams mimosa H. 2 Grams Syrian Rue (apparently i'm a moron)

I prepared it , drank it , and ran out of the apartment in a hurry to get to my old apartment (I still have the key its uninhabited) I drove , which was about a 1 1/2 minute drive literally. But I could not make it 1 1/2 minutes in a car (which was not mine!!!!!!!!!) to puke! Even though the recipes said 15 minutes to puke. WTF! Anyway I parked 100 feet from my other apartment with a puke filled car , ran up 3 flights of stairs; opened the door; and deadlocked the door as I collapsed literally 2 seconds later with VERY little body control. Lucky yes , I know. Well what had seemed like about hmmmm 5 hours I really wanted to take off my shoes but couldn't!! Surprise surprise. I tried like a thousand times just to take off my jacket and shoes but I just couldn't. What happens next makes me think it was a difficult trip.

Amidst the time travel slash distortion I had thought that I had made A LOT of noise fighting the trip. So naturally ( i thought) neighbors had called paramedics to get me so I wouldn't die. I knew I wouldn't die , but I freaked at the thought that my squells and pathetic noises for mercy alerted unknowing people to call 911. So at this place and time I could not recognize the room, my arm , the clock , who i was!!! But with that thought in my brain I thought paramedics were there! I was too fucked up to see them or talk much. Heh...... so I layed in a fetal position occasionally whimpering a faint hello. As I progressed out of that crazy catatonic stage I was reborn. This is where I have trouble explaining it. I have yet to have a person understand exactly what i mean by any explaination , but here goes.........
I came upon the realization that I was on dmt , so I then thought. Who am I? Well I'm Jason I answered. Wait ? I"m Jason!!! I lived here for 23 years and didn't even acknowledge existence until now. I realized I was a being with a soul in a different way. Which scared the shit out of me. It scared me so much that traumatically my mind forgot that rebirth (the most eye opening part of the trip ) until a month later as I woke up one morning. Then I guess , DMT brought out an underlying turrets disease or something , because I remember saying " I dont understand" "I dont get it" "What time is it" maybe a thousand times each as I rocked back and forth repeatedly.

It tapered down and what had seemed like an eternity I had finally been left with a smug feeling , calm ,relaxed, little visuals. Wow I thought . What a bad ass trip!! Wait what? Good trip???? How????

The only way I have of explaining that is you know , those strange dreams people have falling off a high ledge to wake up right b4 you hit the bottom or , a similar scary dream. When it happens your like holy shit!!!! But when your awake from it your like " Damn that was cool"
Yeah , it was.

Alien encounters : Definetely
Visuals: 2d chrysanthemum pattern on lower sight , then later , blackish aliens peering at me up and to the left and right. Constantly evading my direct focus. Bastards.
duration: only 4 1/2 hours (felt like 15 hours)

Well thats my 1st trip report sorry it is soooo long but I needed to elaborate on certain things. Let me know what you guys think. Or if anyone can kinda relate.

Peace

 

[Spinal]

Conceder yourself very lucky with doing all the things you've done on such a high dose of Aya. As I'm sure you've realized by now, it's no joke. Peace, Spinal

 

[Morninggloryseed]

Very interesting trip report!

mnmguy said
my first ayahuasca experience was also with way too high a dose, but I felt amazing four hours later, and the next day as well.

Was it "true" ayahuasca, ie caapi vine and p. viridis, or was it an ayahuasca analogue using other plants (or the pure compounds) as a source of harmala alkaloids and DMT? And what was the dosage of each plant or chemical?

 

[Splatt]

So you consider this a life changing experience?

I might try ayahuasca instead of smoking DMT for my first time, just to get used to the trip and see how it effects me. Sounds like a good introduction to DMT though!