No_Hindrance
Ex-Bluelighter
Ok so this is my first time posting on bluelight. I've been visiting the site for quite some time without actually contributing but after smoking DMT for the first time the other day I decided its time to be sociable.
My history of drug use: smoked weed mainly just on weekends for the past few years, rolled around 12 times during the past 9 months and have occasionally used speed, nitrous oxide (often on pill comedowns and while stoned) and ofcourse alcohol.
At present im half way to finishing a four year university degree and so have always made sure to keep my drug use under control. However, I have been becoming increasingly interested in psychedelics, mainly because I have always had an open mind and a some what allready trippy mind state and also because of some of the really intense experiences I have had with weed and nitrous oxide especially while coming down off a pill or meth.
I have a good friend M who is an experienced tripper and is one of the people i usually roll with and smoke up with and since doing pills he has told me alot about his own pyschedelic experiences with acid and shrooms. So for a while now I have been wanting to get some acid and trip with him but every time we have organised to trip it has fallen thru. Acid seems to have become hard to obtain up here. Anyway on good friday we decided to drive down to nimbin (about one hour south of where i live) in my car. If you havent heard of it its basically a cool little hippy town where everyone lives off the government and you get asked if you want weed by every second person. After asking around a bit we find that noone seems to have any acid for us except one old guy who said he didnt have any tabs but that he had liquid. Anyway M was a bit sus that it would just be water or something because he has been ripped off alot before so we declined his offer and went into a herb store. M has done DMT before and has told me alot about it and so we decided that if we couldnt get acid we would try and get DMT. So we asked the woman behind the counter if she had some and she said she didnt have the extract but had some leaf. So we thought what the hell we'll get it. M said it wouldnt be as intense as the extract.
So we drive all the way back up the coast and park in an empty carpark to smoke this DMT leaf. M is sus that it isnt going to do anything and says he will go first to see if its real. He packed a bit into his pipe, lit it and sucked it all in. In a matter of seconds I saw his body do a small shudder and then he burst out laughing before going into an eye wobbling state and rolling his head around. Then he just seemed to be passed out for a while. Well I knew it would be doing something after seeing this so i packed myself a cone of it and drew it in and held. its hard for me to explain what happened next. I held the smoke in for about 10 seconds then i felt my heart rate go right up. I felt extremely relaxed yet physically tense at the same time, i tried putting the pipe down but dropped it because my arm was shaking. i closed my eyes and all of a sudden i saw the most intense visuals i could never have even imagined before i tried this. my body did not exist anymore, i couldnt feel it or see it. what i could see was this stunningly beautiful and in perfect clarity, red, green and blue patterned tunnel that i was looking thru, at the end of it seemed to be just darkness. this tunnel was very slowly rotating and the texture of it was just amazing i could not believe it. i remember screaming out "what the fuck???!!!" it was like being in a 3d movie where u wear those glasses because i felt i could just jump into the tunnel, like it was right in front of me or perhaps i was part of it because i could not feel my body. i then tried to move through this tunnel towards the dark hole at the end and this is where i cannot remember any more. M said i came to about 5mins later. for about another 20mins i still had some mild sort of visual distortions eg. i thought the car was moving and the seats moving backwards act.
an hour later we are back at a friend's house so we can let him try some. this is when i had my second hit of it. this time it was even more warped and i think it is because the tv was on. once again i had these stunning visuals that just looked too real and once again i could not feel my body but this time instead of the tunnel i could see these jelly baby shaped beings that were different colours standing in a semi cirle around me with long arms and very long fingers beckoning at me. it was all very mellow, they moved very slowly. they did not look like a human or creature, they were just 3d shaped in the form of like a penguin/human/jellybaby and they were different colours. they started poking me in the chest and then i realised i could feel them doing it i opened my eyes and i could still feel the tips of their fingers on my chest untill i rubbed the sensations away. i was still really tripping. when i closed my eyes i kept seeing these same figures and i think it might have been some image on the tv that i saw just before i closed my eyes. when i did open my eyes and the ego loss was gone i felt like my body was 2d and that i was as thick as a sheet of paper. this resulted in me moving my arms and legs in a ridiculous manner wondering what the hell was going on, even when i looked down at my waist i looked 2d? i didnt know how long it had been, time didnt seem to exist in that it was just random. i couldnt put together any sequence of time at all, it could have been 5 seconds it could have been hours i had no idea at the time. few mins later M told me it had been aroun d 5-10mins. Anyway i wish i could explain this better, i probably could if I had the time but I have to get off the computer now thats why my writing has become a bit scrappy. I truly enjoyed this DMT experience and i am looking very forward to trying acid and shrooms. I will be posting within the next couple of weeks about my experiences. Thanks for reading if you got this far.
My history of drug use: smoked weed mainly just on weekends for the past few years, rolled around 12 times during the past 9 months and have occasionally used speed, nitrous oxide (often on pill comedowns and while stoned) and ofcourse alcohol.
At present im half way to finishing a four year university degree and so have always made sure to keep my drug use under control. However, I have been becoming increasingly interested in psychedelics, mainly because I have always had an open mind and a some what allready trippy mind state and also because of some of the really intense experiences I have had with weed and nitrous oxide especially while coming down off a pill or meth.
I have a good friend M who is an experienced tripper and is one of the people i usually roll with and smoke up with and since doing pills he has told me alot about his own pyschedelic experiences with acid and shrooms. So for a while now I have been wanting to get some acid and trip with him but every time we have organised to trip it has fallen thru. Acid seems to have become hard to obtain up here. Anyway on good friday we decided to drive down to nimbin (about one hour south of where i live) in my car. If you havent heard of it its basically a cool little hippy town where everyone lives off the government and you get asked if you want weed by every second person. After asking around a bit we find that noone seems to have any acid for us except one old guy who said he didnt have any tabs but that he had liquid. Anyway M was a bit sus that it would just be water or something because he has been ripped off alot before so we declined his offer and went into a herb store. M has done DMT before and has told me alot about it and so we decided that if we couldnt get acid we would try and get DMT. So we asked the woman behind the counter if she had some and she said she didnt have the extract but had some leaf. So we thought what the hell we'll get it. M said it wouldnt be as intense as the extract.
So we drive all the way back up the coast and park in an empty carpark to smoke this DMT leaf. M is sus that it isnt going to do anything and says he will go first to see if its real. He packed a bit into his pipe, lit it and sucked it all in. In a matter of seconds I saw his body do a small shudder and then he burst out laughing before going into an eye wobbling state and rolling his head around. Then he just seemed to be passed out for a while. Well I knew it would be doing something after seeing this so i packed myself a cone of it and drew it in and held. its hard for me to explain what happened next. I held the smoke in for about 10 seconds then i felt my heart rate go right up. I felt extremely relaxed yet physically tense at the same time, i tried putting the pipe down but dropped it because my arm was shaking. i closed my eyes and all of a sudden i saw the most intense visuals i could never have even imagined before i tried this. my body did not exist anymore, i couldnt feel it or see it. what i could see was this stunningly beautiful and in perfect clarity, red, green and blue patterned tunnel that i was looking thru, at the end of it seemed to be just darkness. this tunnel was very slowly rotating and the texture of it was just amazing i could not believe it. i remember screaming out "what the fuck???!!!" it was like being in a 3d movie where u wear those glasses because i felt i could just jump into the tunnel, like it was right in front of me or perhaps i was part of it because i could not feel my body. i then tried to move through this tunnel towards the dark hole at the end and this is where i cannot remember any more. M said i came to about 5mins later. for about another 20mins i still had some mild sort of visual distortions eg. i thought the car was moving and the seats moving backwards act.
an hour later we are back at a friend's house so we can let him try some. this is when i had my second hit of it. this time it was even more warped and i think it is because the tv was on. once again i had these stunning visuals that just looked too real and once again i could not feel my body but this time instead of the tunnel i could see these jelly baby shaped beings that were different colours standing in a semi cirle around me with long arms and very long fingers beckoning at me. it was all very mellow, they moved very slowly. they did not look like a human or creature, they were just 3d shaped in the form of like a penguin/human/jellybaby and they were different colours. they started poking me in the chest and then i realised i could feel them doing it i opened my eyes and i could still feel the tips of their fingers on my chest untill i rubbed the sensations away. i was still really tripping. when i closed my eyes i kept seeing these same figures and i think it might have been some image on the tv that i saw just before i closed my eyes. when i did open my eyes and the ego loss was gone i felt like my body was 2d and that i was as thick as a sheet of paper. this resulted in me moving my arms and legs in a ridiculous manner wondering what the hell was going on, even when i looked down at my waist i looked 2d? i didnt know how long it had been, time didnt seem to exist in that it was just random. i couldnt put together any sequence of time at all, it could have been 5 seconds it could have been hours i had no idea at the time. few mins later M told me it had been aroun d 5-10mins. Anyway i wish i could explain this better, i probably could if I had the time but I have to get off the computer now thats why my writing has become a bit scrappy. I truly enjoyed this DMT experience and i am looking very forward to trying acid and shrooms. I will be posting within the next couple of weeks about my experiences. Thanks for reading if you got this far.
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