cancerparty85
Greenlighter
Hi There! New person here with some questions that might possibly be dumb. A little background, I have stage 4 cancer so I have a ton of meds here at my home and my doctors write me prescriptions for meds pretty frequently. I've never used them recreationally, but that is what I'm looking into today. Doc gave me meds to calm my nerves (lorazepam/ativan). I started at .5 mg and doc upped my dose to 2mg per day, but I'm still a ball of nerves. I have other meds at my disposal, specifically dilaudid (4mg hydromorphone) and vicodin & vicodin ES (5 & 7.5mg/300mg). I just want a few hours of feeling mellow/peaceful. Can any of these drugs accomplish that? Can I combine any with alcohol? The only time I've taken pain killers is when I'm in pain but I tolerate meds well (14 rounds of chemo speaks for itself). Any help would be appreciated, I apologize for the lengthiness of this pose. This has been a difficult year for me and I just need a little peace. Thank you!
