babylonboy
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^Only pussies you're likely to see this month.
^Exactly right. It was like 3 or 4 years between me first starting to get uncomfortable when stoned and actually quitting. I'd end up pacing up and down, or having horrible anxiety, or, in social situations, feeling so out of place, thinking of things to say... there was a time when I loved nothing more than sparking up a fattie boombattie and banging out some ragga, and it was great, but that's gone. They always speak of addicts "chasing that first high", and that's how it ended up being. Once I eventually decided "no more", it became clear that I'd been clinging on to the memory of something that had actually been absent for a long time.
Thats what im like when im smoking with people i dont know, i cant think of anything to say and just over anaylze like crazy. I wouldn't say weed is amazingly social . It is a very inwards drug i have always found or maybe that is just me i dunno . Mixed with my SA its a joke though in social situations. If im with my close friends i dont get anxious or anything
Weed is like the shittest drug on earth. You take it the first time and think, drugs are shit compared to alcohol. Then you take an ecstasy tablet and it's like comparing the best feeling in the world with the worst feeling in the world.
It makes you feel like shit
Smells like shit
And looks like shit (well hash anyway). What more could you want?
I know a guy who once sold an Oxo cube as hash. Still wrapped in the Oxo branded foil.
Thats what im like when im smoking with people i dont know, i cant think of anything to say and just over anaylze like crazy. I wouldn't say weed is amazingly social . It is a very inwards drug i have always found or maybe that is just me i dunno . Mixed with my SA its a joke though in social situations. If im with my close friends i dont get anxious or anything