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Did Ecstasy change your life? MERGED

Has MDMA been beneficial in your life?

  • Yes

    Votes: 105 74.5%
  • No

    Votes: 22 15.6%
  • Other

    Votes: 14 9.9%

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    141
Good for you :) ALthough i would be a little worried about having a terrible comedown on your third experience... How much did you take?
Be VERY careful :) I didnt have a comedown till about my 10-15th time and that was just from excessive use voer 2 weeks... :O
 
Their is already a thread open that asks if MDMA has changed peoples lives I can't be bothered looking for it at the moment..

If you search for it you will find it an their are some great comments in their which would give you a better point of view.
 
Yeah i'd say it has. Before experiencing MDMA i was a pretty close minded individual.. negative thoughts about society and other crap, people annoyed me.. basically i was a pretty selfish minded person lol.

But after i experienced MDMA when i was 18 also, changed my outlook on life, made me more appreciative of social interaction, feelings, emotions etc.. as it does. And in term effected me on a positive level to wanna do MORE in life, to experience things.. and not let life pass me by, embrace everything.

I would say LSD effected me more, made me see the beauty of life, nature and everything around me, made me have the most amazing connection with my brain from a 3rd person perspective. I think if you were amazed by how MDMA made you see the world and life.. LSD would blow you away hehe.

Anyway thats awesome if its motivated you to pursue something your interested in, its hard to pick something to pursue.. but its even harder to actually go and do it, but you sound keen, so goodluck :)
 
Merged with the existing thread.

The the OP: please check to see if there are other threads started regarding your question rather than starting a brand new one. There is a topic with almost the exact same title as your not even 8 posts below your thread. Thanks!! :)
 
FlippingTop said:
Good for you :) ALthough i would be a little worried about having a terrible comedown on your third experience... How much did you take?
Be VERY careful :) I didnt have a comedown till about my 10-15th time and that was just from excessive use voer 2 weeks... :O

I definitely took entirely too much. Two rolls, two mollies over about a 10 hour period (6 pm-4 am). I'm also thinking the pills were cut with some really shitty meth so that probably was the biggest contributor to the bad comedown.

As for the LSD, definitely have experimented with that a bit too, but probably not a large enough dosage to truly understand what you mean (I'm sure it just varies person to person too), all I've found with it is I manage to fumble over words and screw up my speech quite a bit more after using it a few times.

Sorry purplefirefly for noobing it for the 50th time. Ill try the search bar before I post next time.

We'll soon find out how serious that motivation is when I get to college in a month. Thanks for all of your answers.
 
mmm

before i ever tried a pill i was a introverted shy kinda guy...
one night i tried it and i couldnt believe how much confidence i had. I was going up to girls and just talking. I had the ability to hold a conversation with a group of very good looking girls.. a feat which was very much impossible for me before.

I just feel alot more confident with anything social now.
 
yokidsup said:
mmm

before i ever tried a pill i was a introverted shy kinda guy...
one night i tried it and i couldnt believe how much confidence i had. I was going up to girls and just talking. I had the ability to hold a conversation with a group of very good looking girls.. a feat which was very much impossible for me before.

I just feel alot more confident with anything social now.

I was the same way on pills, but when I came down I was still my anti-social, anxiety ridden(which MDMA isn't good for I know) depressed self.
 
yokidsup said:
mmm

before i ever tried a pill i was a introverted shy kinda guy...
one night i tried it and i couldnt believe how much confidence i had. I was going up to girls and just talking. I had the ability to hold a conversation with a group of very good looking girls.. a feat which was very much impossible for me before.

I just feel alot more confident with anything social now.

I agree COMPLETELY. This also happened to me. If you read my previous reply to the thread, I was that "stoner dude" in high school and though I was really sociable I was never a ladies man. After I rolled I had this newly found confidence when it came to talking with girls. I've always been sorta passive with girls so it kind of shocked me when I found myself getting girls for the first time without a problem.

I also felt like I had almost reopened a part of my brain that had been closed for a long time (probably all the bud smoking clouding my mind). I can't even describe how it felt, but it definitely was no afterglow because this continues even now and I haven't rolled in over a month.
 
before i ever did e, i was depressed and wanted to die. i didnt want to finish college, i wanted to quit my job, i lost all interest in life. then one day i asked some guy for a light in my hood and he asked me if i ever did x, and i told him no. he said they usually go for 15-20 for the good ones but since im from his hood i can get my 1st one for 10. i popped that sumbitch that night, and ALL my problems elevated off my shoulders, and i hung out with my family and they didnt notice. also i usually never sat with the fam during dinner, i was always in my room or outside with the homies. ever since i did x i got my priorities in order, and my friend and i also found god. thank god for X.
 
Yes!

oh my god, it completely changed my life. It's so hard to explain how, but it really did change everything, including my points of view on different subjects. I only do it once a month, that's the safest thing and you won't lose the magic of it. I've rolled about 5 times.
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so

i've done ecstasy the past four weekend. i have never done anything but smoked before so i was terrified when i tried it. the first time was at a rave, the second time was on halloween at a friends house, the third and fourth times were with my roommates who i had just moved in with and didn't really know.


i'm just curious if any of you have ever been able to experience the connection with other people the same way that you do when you're rolling? i've done five pills now and i have to take a break for a while. my old friends are giving me major shit about it and i got wicked depressed the other night thinking about how i feel when i'm on it.

its not really fair that we can't feel like that all of the time. there really wouldn't be any problems on the earth. everyone would be open and conflict would be resolved in an instant. there's no awkwardness its just pure ecstasy.





and do you think i've actually done that much damage just by doing 5 pills in 4 weeks?
 
^^^^^^^^ You probably havent done much lon term damage however you will if you continue this ammount of use.

Try to keep it to once a month max.

As you have noticed, you are feeling down, this is due to the number of times used in a short space of time..............slow down or it may get worse.


Remember thast you connecting with others is not just a you thing, its the others as well.

However I suggest you simply work at making changes in your life that can positively affect how you want to lead your life.
 
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