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Did Ecstasy change your life? MERGED

Has MDMA been beneficial in your life?

  • Yes

    Votes: 105 74.5%

  • No

    Votes: 22 15.6%

  • Other

    Votes: 14 9.9%
  • Total voters
    141
i rolled for the first time at a very crazy point in my teenage years, I had just withdrawn from college 2 weeks after going, and the second day I got back the girl of my dreams left me.

after that night , everything that had bothered me from high school and friends and relationships and whatever turned so positive after the roll, like i could learn from each event better.

crazy stuff, g. kappa original
 
It has definitely changed my life.
Prior to use I had a lot of reality issues after mushroom use that I thought would be permanent. It also lead me to feeling slightly depressed.
Since using it I've been happy at almost all times. I've forgotten my worries from the mushrooms.
I feel closer to my friends.
:)
 
Yeah. It increased my confidence and helped me stop worrying about what other people think of me.

But, you have to want to be open to that. If you never are, you won't get it.
 
snakjaw said:
Yeah. It increased my confidence and helped me stop worrying about what other people think of me.

But, you have to want to be open to that. If you never are, you won't get it.
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Seriously. I find myself talking and laughing with people i've never met now. (not something i would have done prior to use)
it's like unlocking that part of yourself you've always wanted to come out.
 
^That's exactly what MDMA has helped me to do as well. I always use to be pretty reserved, but now I make an effort to get up and meet people.
 
i would say it has made me a lot more social. I have always been social, but at time i would get really shy. But after taking E it has made this shy feeling go away. I fell as is if now i can go up to anyone and talk to them about whatever is on my mind. It is amazing. It is such a wonderful experience.
 
I dunno,

I chose yes, only because I met my g.f (at the time) when i was on a pill and I truly believe if i was just drinking then i wouldn't have had the confidence to go up and talk to her, it also brought us really close over the next few months, one bad thing about it though was we kind of got too close too quickly and in turn we broke up because of it.

So I gained and lost a special person from it ... the other side to it, It has made me very close to some of my mates but other mates have distanced me because of it ..so it really is as good as it is bad.

:)
 
Well it was beneficial since it was fun and had some good nights. But its not changed anything overall i'm back the same the next day.
 
Well the 4times I did E before this week-end was pretty nice but not really life changing, but this time I discovered that my uncle is pretty active in the local rave scene....I met him in an afterhours, I freaked on the moment because I was in my E peak lol but the rest of night was just magic.

After the afterhours he invited me to go whit his friend in a small chill party, when I was there I met a beatiful 30years old women(I'm 20) and I endup having the best sex in my life whit her, I never had sex on E before god I know what heaven is now

For me right now 2days after it's almost like a dream, normally 2days after I took some E I'm depressed but now I still have a big smile in the face lol
 
This reply will be lost in the crowd but iI'll speak up anyway. E has shown me one really important thing and that is that there is more to life and that I have the potential to feel much better than I do on a regular basis. What I mean is I don't get too depressed about life because I know that it Can feel better. I know that, in the words of "The Crow", "it can't rain all the time".

Good thread Mega.:D
 
The loved up feelings you experience from ecstasy are simply the effects of a drug. They are nothing more and nothing less. They will not change the world and if the whole world were to take E then there would still be war because eventually everybody is going to come down.

I'd say LSD or something like that would be more insightful. Ecstasy is really only a "fun" drug.
 
I voted Yes. Like the others people had stated, E as well brought me closer to some of my friends. Before E I never really had much friend or any friend at all. When I found E I would do it with a group of people and a few of them I got really close to. While we all on E we really got to know each other. We are so open minded and can talk about anything. Now I'm just glad I found E although I don't do it as much as I used to when I started.
 
yes indeed,it has change my life for the better.
i use to be hella quite and not talk to ppl at that much.
but after i tred some,ive became more relaxed and able to talk to ppl.
 
it has made me more friendly and generally nicer i thin.
changed me for the better
but i feel so depressed the first couple days after
 
dyslecstasy said:
it taught me so much about people and religion and relationships ... i discovered a sense of spirituality through taking ecstasy and developed amazing connections with my friends...

but i never regret taking ecstasy and the things it showed me about spirituality and people in general. i wouldn't take that back for anything.
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i totally agree. beautiful sentiment...
 
mdma has allowed me to see the big picture in life ,,i used to be kinda ..narrow,but rolling really opened my eyes to what this world is really all about
 
The way I see ecstasy and the way I describe it to my friends is like this:

In your mind you have these walls (mental barriers) which in a sense prevent you from doing things that you normally do when you roll, self confidence, openness, etc.

While you're on ecstasy, those walls are torn down.

In the days following the roll, they are rebuilt, but never completely to the top, meaning that (at least the way I see it) everytime I roll, I become closer to becoming a better person when I'm sober. And everytime you roll, the walls are rebuilt less and less.
 
It can show you love, but I've seen that before in other places.

If I had taken it earlier in my life, it would have changed me.
 
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