IAMTHOUGHTS said:
im not doubting your history with drugs or questioning your intelligence but I can tell from your posts that amphs are not somthing youve had to go to war with yet and i want to help people to avoid what i wnet through. hopefully your long history with drugs will help you make the correct decisions and choosing the best way to manage your add.
good luck! be safe, and be carefull with dat shit.
I'll tell ya' what, it's almost completely subsided now and that's gonna be all she wrote with Desoxyn. I'm absolutely, positively done with that crap!

It took on a really ugly turn after the 2-3 hour mark accompanied by, but not limited to, twitching of the facial muscles, twitching of the left arm, euphoria then depression then euphoria then depression, redness under the eyes, swollen face, tingling of the left leg, disassociated feeling, disconnected feeling, difficulty with speech, lack of wanting to do anything at all but sit on the fucking computer, headache, no appetite, non-sexual and just plain allaround MISERABLE!
All I can say is thank God I don't like amps!

My bodies rejection of them is absolutely terrific as far as what I've been reading from most of you guys about this shit. Looking at this stuff now as having any true medicinal value for me just totally went out the window. An hour or two, at the most, of feeling semi-great vs. 10 + hours of feeling like shit totally reminds me of MDMA. And my days with that are over as well. Five hours maximum of feeling great traded in for feeling like shit for two weeks just wasn't my bag anymore. Sure, the first 10-15 years with MDMA were great, but nowdays it's 100% bad from the shoot with absolutely NO positives anymore, so bye bye MDMA! And now you can throw meth in there as well as I have a really good feeling that this crap, Desoxyn, is going to be just about as much fun as that......or not. 8) My lack of having any seretonin left in my brain after 20 + years of hammering it with ecstasy week after week with absolutely no recovery period probably played a roll in this (no pun intended), but sobeit. Apparentely meth works off of seretonin, so if I no longer have any of that left then the results were probably predictable had you known my history and apparent brain damage. 3000 + hits of ecstasy over my lifetime. That's truly sad, very sad indeed.

I'd hate to see an actual MRI of my brain today for it's probably laden with holes and dead spots. Real impressive Le Junk, real impressive!
Remember these words for anyone that uses drugs. Once the honeymoon stage of any drug is over, QUIT! It'll never be good anymore, it's completely over, those wonderful days are nothing more than a faded memory (or lack thereof), the great high of yesteryear will never ever return, IT'S OVER! Sorry, but that's just the way it is, 100% guaranteed, with absolutely NO EXCEPTIONS!
So for me it's now goodbye meth, goodbye brain sizzling MDMA, goodbye my dear, dear old friend and closest thing to the Devil I've ever tried, cocaine, and hello again my old reliable, hydro.........on an occasional need for mood elevation only.

Ironically, I have no addiction to hydros though I know their physically addictive, but rather a simple need for one now and then when I'm down and blue.
Thanks for all your responses and posts of concern. Meth truly is an awful drug, and I'd certainly hate to be addicted to something so crappy, so I do feel for all of you that are. Meth has always been compared to me as what great coke is, but damn, whoever's told me that over the years has definately never done REAL coke, that's fo show!

Apples and oranges is all I can say folks! Now, I do have 20 + hits of Desoxyn left. Guess where they're goin? Well, I haven't actually quite figured that one out yet, though the toilet seems so perfect, yet so cliche as well. Any suggestions?
I took a sleeping pill an hour ago and it's hitting me very nicely now, so until I'm completely sober again tomorrow, THANK GOD.....goodnight to all!
check another drug off my wish list, Le Junk
