Venting Describe your struggle in three words or fewer

Luckily my sister just gave me three Tramadol because it's my birthday. :reggae:

Happy Birthday Illy 😉😉

Have a Great One. 🍰<3

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Get any? I dropped benzo dose again last night and had a little trouble thank gods for that clonidine.
Not really, insomnia was hitting hard and then PTSD night terrors when I tried … so I made myself get up. Hopefully though tonight will be better. I’ll take a full clonazepam & a muscle relaxer or something. If I can’t sleep I’ll just hang out with my cat and he’ll show me all his toys & throw them around again lol 😄

I’m glad you got some sleep, that’s good 💜
 
PTSD night terrors
Oh, god, I am soooo sorry to hear you have those. Dealt with em for decades almost every night. The only thing that helped was bromazolam. Not recommending it for anyone or promoting the RC. I took it for a "break" from reality initially but found it knocked out my back issues fairly well. Then weeks later I realized I hadnt had a night terror in the same period of use. Stopped for a while (almost a year) and it all came back. 🥺
Been on it for about 3 yrs now I think and nothing. Gonna get off of it and see if my brain has been rewired and they stay tf away from me.

Love the cat playing. ❤️ I find they can calm me instantly when I get worked up. Amazing, really, imo. Bobo likes to play fetch with his pink mice before bed. It is adorable and he is one proud little boy. :)

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Sleep was fitful
 
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