pmoseman
Bluelighter
It seems like your depression anxiety is caused by being socially deprived; not the other way around. Do you know how to talk to people? Not coming on to strong, not being too uptight, giving them time to speak, and so on. You seem bright.
I had a lot of social discouragement when I was younger and am looking at it from the other side of the glass now, too many friends, everybody thinks I am unique, it is embarassing that people care about me because the emotions and the difficulty trusting. But there are a lot of interesting people, from all "walks" of life and they have a lot of things to teach me.
I really think that is ultimately where you need to go and will feel needed and special, perhaps your social history has been unpleasant. I do not know enough about you. How do you see yourself, what do you do?
I had a lot of social discouragement when I was younger and am looking at it from the other side of the glass now, too many friends, everybody thinks I am unique, it is embarassing that people care about me because the emotions and the difficulty trusting. But there are a lot of interesting people, from all "walks" of life and they have a lot of things to teach me.
I really think that is ultimately where you need to go and will feel needed and special, perhaps your social history has been unpleasant. I do not know enough about you. How do you see yourself, what do you do?
