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deficiT's bible study

You chose to do what you wanted with your freedoms, bruh. So did I. Betcha aint went through 1/10 of the deaths I beat down. lol
Stay around and yeah fuck god but I guess fuck ourselves? If there is a god... who creates? If there is a devil... Who destroys?
I fuck myself several times a week and I say "Oh god" when I cum; who am I thanking? Myself? Just ramblin.

Back to class, saints:

Luke 22:36 ​

"If You Don’t Have a Sword, Sell Your Cloak and Buy One"​


Whaaaaat? OK. I'll be back with a hammer. lol
Tells me that we are in danger and need to be strapped and ready. :D

Se;lf-preservation
 
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"Then I saw something on the other side of all that, something bright and luminous. I knew I had to get there, but I was stuck in all this shit
and noise, and the terrible things I've done to people, and the even worse things people have done to me. And every time I'd try to get out,
I'd get sucked right back in, and I'd feel that rage rising up again, and I would do anything to make it stop! It's like, do I have to die?!
And then this very clear voice said: "Don't die. Forgive."
 
Psalms 35 verse 9 - 28

Then I will rejoice in the Lord.
I will be glad because he rescues me.
10 With every bone in my body I will praise him:
“Lord, who can compare with you?
Who else rescues the helpless from the strong?
Who else protects the helpless and poor from those who rob them?”

11 Malicious witnesses testify against me.
They accuse me of crimes I know nothing about.
12 They repay me evil for good.
I am sick with despair.
13 Yet when they were ill, I grieved for them.
I denied myself by fasting for them,
but my prayers returned unanswered.
14 I was sad, as though they were my friends or family,
as if I were grieving for my own mother.
15 But they are glad now that I am in trouble;
they gleefully join together against me.
I am attacked by people I don’t even know;
they slander me constantly.
16 They mock me and call me names;
they snarl at me.

17 How long, O Lord, will you look on and do nothing?
Rescue me from their fierce attacks.
Protect my life from these lions!
18 Then I will thank you in front of the great assembly.
I will praise you before all the people.
19 Don’t let my treacherous enemies rejoice over my defeat.
Don’t let those who hate me without cause gloat over my sorrow.
20 They don’t talk of peace;
they plot against innocent people who mind their own business.
21 They shout, “Aha! Aha!
With our own eyes we saw him do it!”

22 O Lord, you know all about this.
Do not stay silent.
Do not abandon me now, O Lord.
23 Wake up! Rise to my defense!
Take up my case, my God and my Lord.
24 Declare me not guilty, O Lord my God, for you give justice.
Don’t let my enemies laugh about me in my troubles.
25 Don’t let them say, “Look, we got what we wanted!
Now we will eat him alive!”

26 May those who rejoice at my troubles
be humiliated and disgraced.
May those who triumph over me
be covered with shame and dishonor.
27 But give great joy to those who came to my defense.
Let them continually say, “Great is the Lord,
who delights in blessing his servant with peace!”
28 Then I will proclaim your justice,
and I will praise you all day long.
 
deficiT said:
Psalms 35 verse 9 - 28

Then I will rejoice in the Lord.
I will be glad because he rescues me.
10 With every bone in my body I will praise him:
“Lord, who can compare with you?
Who else rescues the helpless from the strong?
Who else protects the helpless and poor from those who rob them?”

11 Malicious witnesses testify against me.
They accuse me of crimes I know nothing about.
12 They repay me evil for good.
I am sick with despair.
13 Yet when they were ill, I grieved for them.
I denied myself by fasting for them,
but my prayers returned unanswered.
14 I was sad, as though they were my friends or family,
as if I were grieving for my own mother.
15 But they are glad now that I am in trouble;
they gleefully join together against me.
I am attacked by people I don’t even know;
they slander me constantly.
16 They mock me and call me names;
they snarl at me.

17 How long, O Lord, will you look on and do nothing?
Rescue me from their fierce attacks.
Protect my life from these lions!
18 Then I will thank you in front of the great assembly.
I will praise you before all the people.
19 Don’t let my treacherous enemies rejoice over my defeat.
Don’t let those who hate me without cause gloat over my sorrow.
20 They don’t talk of peace;
they plot against innocent people who mind their own business.
21 They shout, “Aha! Aha!
With our own eyes we saw him do it!”

22 O Lord, you know all about this.
Do not stay silent.
Do not abandon me now, O Lord.
23 Wake up! Rise to my defense!
Take up my case, my God and my Lord.
24 Declare me not guilty, O Lord my God, for you give justice.
Don’t let my enemies laugh about me in my troubles.
25 Don’t let them say, “Look, we got what we wanted!
Now we will eat him alive!”

26 May those who rejoice at my troubles
be humiliated and disgraced.
May those who triumph over me
be covered with shame and dishonor.
27 But give great joy to those who came to my defense.
Let them continually say, “Great is the Lord,
who delights in blessing his servant with peace!”
28 Then I will proclaim your justice,
and I will praise you all day long.
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Ezekiel 23:20
“There she lusted after her lovers, whose genitals were like those of donkeys and whose emission was like that of horses.”
 
Leviticus 20:10 “And the man that committeth adultery with another man's wife, even he that committeth adultery with his neighbour's wife, the adulterer and the adulteress shall surely be put to death.”
 

Deuteronomy 22:28-29

New International Version

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28 If a man happens to meet a virgin who is not pledged to be married and rapes her and they are discovered, 29 he shall pay her father fifty shekels[a] of silver. He must marry the young woman, for he has violated her. He can never divorce her as long as he lives.

Such great morals this book extolls.
 
those 10 laws wherever they came from are fairly fair imo (cept the obey parents - only in my case) common sense but everyone threw that out the window with the books it seems.

but today my mind kind of is in line with:

Psalm 34:18.

"The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.'

we can break this down/rranslate/interpret any way we want but those who it applies to know what it means i think.
just thoughts
 
RDP89 said:

Deuteronomy 22:28-29​

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New International Version​

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28 If a man happens to meet a virgin who is not pledged to be married and rapes her and they are discovered, 29 he shall pay her father fifty shekels[a] of silver. He must marry the young woman, for he has violated her. He can never divorce her as long as he lives.

Such great morals this book extolls.
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Yeah, there's some awful stuff in there too. After all, it is a book written thousands of years ago.

This thread isn't really for that though, it's more stuff people like and find inspiring. Feel free to go to any number of threads in p + s that are critical of Christianity.
 
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"the Truth is, Your darkness inside you is your greatest teacher in the Universe. If you don't fully face all your darkness in this lifetime, you will have to face it in later lifetimes and will only get worse as you avoid facing it. And Ayahuasca allows us to fully face all our darkness and fully face our deepest fears and to do this divine work within us. Every religion on the planet states that we ALL have to face our deepest darkness before the light. Every ascended master of every religion had to go through their hell, and so does every-one, as your deepest inner shadows is the only place where you can ever find your-Self as you melt away, because as you are melting, infinite lessons are being shown that are far beyond where the mind can ever go., Fully facing all your darkness is the only way you can learn anything, as you created your hell to begin with. And there are infinite lessons there for you, it is where the revelations come before the ascension process."

Only when you have been to the depths of hell and back can you become a vessel for the divine eternal light of existence. Even jesus went through hell!
 
TripSitterNZ said:
"the Truth is, Your darkness inside you is your greatest teacher in the Universe. If you don't fully face all your darkness in this lifetime, you will have to face it in later lifetimes and will only get worse as you avoid facing it. And Ayahuasca allows us to fully face all our darkness and fully face our deepest fears and to do this divine work within us. Every religion on the planet states that we ALL have to face our deepest darkness before the light. Every ascended master of every religion had to go through their hell, and so does every-one, as your deepest inner shadows is the only place where you can ever find your-Self as you melt away, because as you are melting, infinite lessons are being shown that are far beyond where the mind can ever go., Fully facing all your darkness is the only way you can learn anything, as you created your hell to begin with. And there are infinite lessons there for you, it is where the revelations come before the ascension process."

Only when you have been to the depths of hell and back can you become a vessel for the divine eternal light of existence. Even jesus went through hell!
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HOLY COW
 
dragonix said:
HOLY COW
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I find that being in the dark is preminent to being "alight" or aware so I agree in a sense. Except the part where you become a Bauhaus band member and embrace all that is darkness and unholy just to realize that there is good. A lot of people didn't go through embracing their inner evil or whatever to do some good or to make some good decisions on what is good to them and what to do. Evefybody has their dark side yeah, but embracing that totally sounds... the opposite of being a beacon of light. Sounds like the trees made no sound to get through that yes they fall and yes that's okay as well.
 
Lately I've been struggling with Satanic influences in my life. I keep listening to satanic rap (specifically triple 6 mafia, three six mafia, lil wyte, hypnotize camp posse, and related acts. Even been posting them here in sometimes inappropriate places while high, lol) and I don't know why. I think it's related to feeling persecuted by liars and hypocrites and wanting some kind of retribution for their false accusations. I've never identified with gangster type stuff before but am constantly listening to triple six related rap! I really identify with wyte music records stuff too.

Other times I think that's not who I am and I shouldn't be listening to it at all! I consider myself a recent convert to Catholicism after reading the entire Catechism of the Catholic Church and being the recipient of so much Catholic charities while I was homeless. Until I started working and then bingeing grams and grams of MDMA lately I was going to mass everyday at noon.

I do not want nor intend to "go to mother fuckin' hell screamin' mother fuckin' thug life" yet I am constantly listening to lil wyte and triple six. Making 'wyte music' hand signs and shit. Then when I'm sober praying and considering how I can best serve the Lord. Anybody else this crazy about Satan vs God? I love God but am deeply entrenched in triple six after twenty years of listening to this crap.

 
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Sorry if this is the wrong place to post that but wanted to bounce it off of some other potential believers. Don't want to derail the thread though. Feel free to pm me or something regarding this.
 
simstim said:
Sorry if this is the wrong place to post that but wanted to bounce it off of some other potential believers. Don't want to derail the thread though. Feel free to pm me or something regarding this.
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That song is awful. My opinion.

Anyway getting serious. MY belief in spirituality is that the fact it's a subject in every person and cultures life in some way so some validity. I don't believe in anything in particular and think it's pretty personal. There are absolutely possibilities of things like a darker side to this kind of thing as well. I guess if you're in this much conflict with the message these artists are putting out in contrast to your own beliefs then it's on you whether you keep exposing yourself to th=ose messages over and over when they make you that uncomfortable. Some people are straight up devout theological Satanists and all the power to them, but it's definitely not what I believe in.

I think that people who enshroud themselves in this kind of darkness and nothing but are pretty liable to wind up pretty screwed up inside. Hardly anyone I've come across this way is truuly anything like happy except in some sort of malice or self-empowered fuck the rest kind of way. Levayan Satanism is more interesting to me because while it definitely projects that imagery, it's supposed to be about some self-empowerment vs surrender and it's also respectful in it's main messages toward pther life in general. I am definitely not an expert but it's been some good reading a couple times.

I actually believe in "God" myself, I guess. I appreciate Christs message, real prophet or not, and think that story of going up on cross to give everyone a chance is a beautiful story and is something to be admired than being some weird goth in the darkness. It's all good in that we all have the agency to choose what we believe, but I prefer a lighter message and would like hope or direction that to be tied into some b-horror dark cult particularly..

Honestly, I checked out 3 6 mafia as well. I see they've been on MTV and stuff. They're posers. Here's something cool in this sort of genre.

 
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