twotoomany
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Nasty anxiety today, 10 or so days out. Related to PAWS? Who knows.
Nasty anxiety today, 10 or so days out. Related to PAWS? Who knows.
Nice to know I'm not alone. Picked up a few kpins. Hope it clears soon.
I believe tomorrow will be 2 full weeks off subutex... I was taking about 1.25 mgs everyday for 9 months... Im wondering how long it will take my body to clear it all out??
The kratom is holding me just fine, but I dont want to depend on it forever.. not to mention it does cost money..
I was thinking after 6 weeks my body will have completely purged the subutex and I can begin a pretty damn fast taper on kratom...
Or maybe it will go quicker than I think.. I work at home (run an online business).. so I work when I want.. and still end up making close to the same amount even when dope sick.. soo im in a good situation at least.
Im very grumpy at some times.. but am staying very positive. and I have to say I have the most supportive g/f in the world.. who is quite patient with me, and encouraging.. it really does help.
Hope you are doing good detoxdiva and twotoomany.
I am friend requesting ya guys in case ya ever need to talk!
Hello all I have been on subs for 6 months now.. I have been on 8 mgs a day for prob. A little over 2 months. I ran out and took my last 2 mg piece yesterday.. I
Can't get my script refilled until Wednesday.... FML... how fast will Mr wd's start and how bad will my wd's be?
Thanks Buddy! Once I figure out how to accept that, I will!! Supportive people in your life are very helpful that's for sure! I'm doing just fine these days and am feeling 100 percent normal, I think it's been almost 3 weeks but I have lost track![]()
Hey detoxdiva, I'm really happy to hear your detox is going well so far. Your positive, healthy attitude is key, hold onto that as long as you can.
I'm 101 days clean from Sub CT off an alternating 4/8mg dose.
In my experience, the first couple weeks were physically pretty tough with huge ups and downs. Then things improved a lot for a while and I thought the whole PAWS concept was bullshit. I refer to this stage as the "pink cloud".
Then after a month or so clean, I started dealing with some tough psychological symptoms sporadically (1-2 days of severe anxiety/depression/paranoia) then I'd be fine for a few days, etc.
Recently, these psychological symptoms have been showing up less frequently, and the "good days" are getting better. I have questioned my sanity a few times throughout this process though.
It really could have been a lot worse though. And I'm happy to hear some positivity around the subject of CT sub cessation. Keep up the good work and stay strong! Just be ready to deal with some of the PAWS from your brain chemistry going back to normal. Suboxone is a nasty drug.