BrahamCracker
Bluelighter
zombiesarepeaceful said:Jesus fuckign christ, the more i go sober the more I wanna cut. "just stop its that easy" have you ever been tehre motherfucker? get out of my business. i know i'm moving into your house but its not that goddamn easy, ive been clean like you wanted but you don't understand, when i speak like i've been told i kick myself for it, for my thoughts, i think and feel too much i'm nto the only one but goddamn when you live alone inside your head for 18 years it drives you mad. i cant find a happymedium, i'm either catatonic, high, or dangerously agagressive. i cant take being sick in the head and body.
I can relate, I have always been a loner. I actually feel comfortable being a lone all day every day. It's something we need to work on but it's NOT!!!!!!! easy. Good post.