Have you ever tried LSD? I'm just curious because I narrowly avoided a life long dependence on (legally prescribed most likely) amphetamine, which I personally attribute to taking (a large amount) of LSD at the age of 19.
(I was diagnosed with ADHD and live in a pretty relaxed area in terms of stimulant prescription)
Psychedelics sort of just to showed up randomly, I tried mushrooms and I liked them but they weren't quite what I was looking for. 2C-E and 2C-I were much more my speed but it were also unfortunately disappearing because of new scheduling legally.
But then acid popped up (also quite randomly, this is always the frustration) and begain to assist me in functioning and being able to give a shit about things in a similar way to amphetamine but without the physically and mentally exhausting aspects.
The only downside is the almost unavoidable belief in spirituality, quantum physics/relativity, buried history and propaganda/ understanding perception management/ ritualistic behavior and superstition, which is really just more of a weird side effect.
It's almost fun though, sort of like amphetamine psychosis, but less bizarre and aggressive.
Just weird and "pagan" almost. You wanna start worshiping yourself and the elements more than abstract ideals about achievement and dominance.
I still take amphetamine type stimulants like adderall, dexedrine and MDA but they're more a treat for party times, or for deeply therapeutic and personal artistic projects.
I could just feel tobacco and amphetamine prematurely burning away my life force when I relied more on stimulants to get through the day.
Anyways sorry to project a personal reflection at you through the context of a question, but that's sometimes just sort of how shit goes!
[I realize if you are on anti psychotics there is more than a chance you might not benefit from psychedelics but I also known anti psychotics are increasingly given for more and more general issues like sleep disorders]
