well so tonight hubby and I went to a club and I went asking for pills, had no luck despite finding people who were obviously rolling, they told me they had taken their stash and had none left to share. so I decided (maybe stupidly, I dunno) to take the NOT mdma pills I had, the orange stars and one of the yellow g ladies. Despite having no reaction to the mecke reagent, the orange stars made me feel pretty damn good, if they are pipes then pipes can't be all bad. I followed them up with one yellow g lady about an hour later and I didn't really feel the effect of it until MUCH later, as in until 3 AM when we were leaving the club. The yellow g lady tested yellowish-brown on the mecke test which indicates DXM, but I swear they must have speed in them because my heart is racing and I'm definitely not getting to sleep anytime tonight. I'm just a little worried I might've overdone it at 3 pills (and this is coming from someone who usually needs 5 pills of regular MDMA to feel a strong roll, seeing as how I've abused the drug so much in the past.) I actually wish there was something I could do to calm myself down, any suggestions? I've tried deep breathing and so forth but I can't seem to get my mind off my heartbeat, it's just driving me nuts. what sucks too is that my hubby conked out so now I'm rolling alone. ARGH. I could try and take a relaxing bath, what do you guys think? of course, I don't really expect an answer at this godforsaken hour...