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Cocaine crack questions

I guess what I'm trying to say is I'd preer to keep this thread up-beat and loosely on-topic related to crack technique, effects, etc.

This is where I come while I'm smoking alone and I'd like to keep in enjoyable... at some point, when I decide (truly) to quit - I will recommend that it be transferred to TDS where we can discuss my rock-bottom downfall and recovery so the kiddies can learn from my stupid experiment. ;)

I'm trying to focus my nervous energy towards drafting a crack technique faq which hopefully a mod will deem worthy to keep somewhere so that intellectual crackhead wannabes like me can get an extremely detailed explanation of the drug, the process, the risks, (all with harm reduction in mind), etc.

P.S. Pharcyde could we please get another hillarious picture to lighten the mood?

P.P.S. I'm really amazed/flattered/impressed/confused that no mods have squashed this thread by now... I'm curious as to whether they find it amusing, useful, or if they just enjoy watching a train wreck as much as the next guy. ;)

P.P.P.S. I'd be even more honored if LeJunk would chime in on this thread just for giggles. Love reading that guy's posts... even back during the 7 year period when I swore off stims for good (ha).
 
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jimborg said:
P.S. Pharcyde could we please get another hillarious picture to lighten the mood?

P.P.S. I'm really amazed/flattered/impressed/confused that no mods have squashed this thread by now...
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I have sacrificed my all for this thread so they back away like a frightened baby seal

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jimborg said:
I'm trying to focus my nervous energy towards drafting a crack technique faq which hopefully a mod will deem worthy to keep somewhere so that intellectual crackhead wannabes like me can get an extremely detailed explanation of the drug, the process, the risks, (all with harm reduction in mind), etc
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Crack and intellectualism (even of the "wannabe" sort) don't really jive together too well.
 
No I just don believe that at all.

If you look past the stigma of the crackhead you might see that its just another drug one that alot of people enjoy

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Learned another neat trick today... however much you buy, split it in half and put half away somewhere you will remember but forget about temporarily while high.

Then, later.... you suddenly panic because you're out and TA-DA,... there's another half your stash waiting. I know.. duh.

Btw, www.demotivatorsite.com ftw...

http://demotivatorsite.com/56-demoti...te-com-56.html

Funny how the high varies from day to day... even when set/mood is more ideal today than yesterday (I have alone time till like 6-7 pm instead of 3-4pm) I'm finding myself more paranoid... something that I don't usually experience till my better half gets home.
 
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Ugh. Ok. I'm starting to actually not enjoy this. The free-for-all borderline aggressive competition between dealers in the projects who see me as an ATM and swarm to be the first to get my business is eventually going to end badly when one of them gets desparate enough to outright rob me... I got like 4 hours of sleep last night which I think is partially responsible for the increase in paranoia. Reminiscent of my 5 day sleepless ketamine binge which ended with temporary pychosis. Finding myself compulsively peeking out the blinds now for non-existent enemies... At least I recognize it for what it is.

I can usually channel any paranoia into positive compulsions like keeping my gear well-hid between hits, wiping down any surfaces that may have gotten coke on them (I'm VERY paranoid about accidentally hurting my cats which is why I compulsively put away gear, wash my hands and wipe down surfaces).

Not only would my wife never forgive me for that, I would most likely kill myself as punishment or at the very least never get over it. As I mentioned somewhere in this thread, animal abuse/neglect makes me nauseus even beyond human war and violence. That and child sexual abuse are the two sins I find unforgivable and I would have zero moral issues with ending a human's life who knowingly did either)... Hope that little nugget of my psyche doesn't break forum rules. ;)

Anyway, I already did half of today's supply (6 dimes... more likely 3 since I prob am getting the middle-class, Caucasian anti-discount)... And I have the remaining 4 out of 6 dimes (had set them aside for tomorrow HA) loaded into 3 stems.

So bottoms up, and here's to ruining my life, brain, health, career, financial situation, marriage and possibly losing my life/freedom. :D

I'm honestly smiling as I write this in anticipation of 3 monster hits which prob won't even give me a ringer...sigh.

P.S. So is everyone getting bored/depressed by my huge introspective downwardly spiraling posts at this point or anyone care to banter or keep me happy with some fun coke facts while I finish this substance of Satan? ;)

Seriously, if it's getting old I'd rather someone come out and say shut the fuck up than ignore my rambling. And yes, I know not everyone is smoking crack in their kitchen with iPhone in hand refreshing the thread every 1.5 seconds.
 
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Binge Artist said:
^you gonna hit those 3 stems back to back?

ya won't regret it ;)

...Lol..actually, you will, during the comedown.
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Ummm... Given all my other posts what do you think?? Hehe. ;)

what's the one thing an addict likes even more than getting high?
Getting higher than last time. :D
 
It amazes to no end that you can find such an unhealthy action (lying about drug use / hiding it) from a significant other something that is worth doing. But, hey, that's addiction I guess? It's just sad that you'd potentially harm someone who you're married to and should love / respect.

Hell, who am I, though?
 
3DayRun said:
It amazes to no end that you can find such an unhealthy action (lying about drug use / hiding it) from a significant other something that is worth doing. But, hey, that's addiction I guess? It's just sad that you'd potentially harm someone who you're married to and should love / respect.

Hell, who am I, though?
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I know man!!! And you are 110% right... It's a pattern in my life... I've always been two different people - the intelligent, mostly successful, caring, considerate, dependable, generous Valictorian and the two-faced, lying, deceitful, stealing, selfish, hedonistic, procrastinating, lazy quitter.

I know it's fucked up and I know all the lying creates even more stress for myself and I'm aware it's hurting others - but the bottom line is I have very little self-control, I'm impulsive and the adventure of my double life adds some excitement to a boring existence. Believe me, I'm a thoughtful, introspective guy and I am aware of what is happening in my life.
 
P.S. Before this gets way too self-indulgent (lol.. I know, too late) one more technique related tidbit:

if you opt to run a flame up and down the side of a cool (but much used) stem to warm the residue just enough to liquify it (after which you use a chopsticks to gently move the chore back and forth) it can sometimes explode into a zillion pieces without warning. Violently. That was fun. All it takes is 90 deg F to vaporize the shit you want... Less than body temp. Beyond that you're wasting good smoke or liquifying some nasty cut. So be conservative with the heat when melting your rock or residue.

I guess best-case scenario the cocaine residue on the shrapnel lodged in your eye numbs the pain. Luckily I salvaged the soaked chore.

From what I understand, the more times glass heats/cools (and the speed and degree of change in temp) will affect how brittle the glass becomes.

Lack of common sense ftl...

By the way, using a mini butane torch makes this even more likely. As in the ones sold in kitchen stores for caramelizing the surface of creme brûlée lmao
 
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Btw if I'm coming across as an arrogant prick or like I'm touting my intellect or social status or some shit - I apologize... Obviously that's the coke talking.

I learned to be humble in med school when I went from validictorian in high school. 4.0 in undergrad to dead last in my class in med shool. And again in grad school when I realized that at this point in my education you can no longer cruise on logic and common sense...

There's always someone smarter and better than you at everything.
 
3DayRun said:
It amazes to no end that you can find such an unhealthy action (lying about drug use / hiding it) from a significant other something that is worth doing. But, hey, that's addiction I guess? It's just sad that you'd potentially harm someone who you're married to and should love / respect.

Hell, who am I, though?
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word...
 
Binge Artist said:
What drugs do you take for the comedown?

I can be pretty stoic & poker faced, but I doubt I could hide a crack comedown from my wife.
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Honestly she's very naive when it comes to drugs which I have exploited... I can pass it off as being anxious from work/school, problems with parents or (my ace in the hole) my chronic legit illness. I know how goddamn awful that sounds but the addict says as long as she doesn't know, it isn't hurting her (yes, I know that's a cop out and bullshit).

She also isn't observant (either of my parents would immediately know, even after the comedown or while high) and she is very slightly self-centered (as most people are to some degree) which I also use to my advantage. In the past two weeks I've been using my chronic illness to justify late or incomplete work in the grad classes I'm in which has actually elicited nothing buy sympathy and accomodation since it's a common illness - one of which almost every one of my professors knows someone afflicted and "how awful it can be... And how brave you are for coping."

I know. Sick, nearly sociopathic right? I've said what my scruples are though... I believe I am MOSTLY hurting myself, I am not indebted to anyone financially (I never did dip into that joint account as I considered...) and I believe in some sense it's irrelevant whether my "problems" functioning (which as of now are relatively few) stem from drug abuse or my legitimate chronic illness. Either way, I'm sick - I just choose to cop out by claiming a flare-up of my more socially acceptable illness.

In the end it's all bullshit and rationalization due to hedonism... But it's hard to say I regret very much of what I've done. You only get one chance at life and personally I want it to be a rollercoaster even if it ultimately crashes and burns sooner than it could otherwise.
 
Can I just say what utter bliss it is when you think your stash is cached and you find a piece of chore that you expect to get nothing from and instead get a monster hit ?
 
Nah, you don't come across as that.

You just come across as someone high on crack. Which is cool, in my opinion. It's your choice.

Question, any reasons for your self descructive behavior or is it a "just 'cause" type thing? I'm honestly curious
 
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