@aftershocknrock I am sorry, I've been pretty wasted last few days, and I still am and I am intending to get even more wasted, I have very hazy understanding of this thread and I was not filling in my duties properly...
but please let's not judge each other of our victimless crimes or otherwise use hostile language. The power of this kind of platform and community is the opportunity to describe honestly our situations, drug habits, problems, mistakes and all that.
"If you judge a junkie for being a junkie, they keeps on being junkie, but you can not help them anymore because they refuse to discuss it with you."
-Albert Einstein (allegedly)
peace and all that. Keep civil. Help each other.