Hello
I will try to spare the lot of you with any sorta sob story and try to stick with what is relevant.
I have been using opiates on and off since I was 15 years of age.
I am in sort of a "pickle" this time around as I have recently moved to an area where I swear to you any opiate "therapy" is just not in the cards... EVERYWHERE is just FULL/no room for new patients. I have called every number on the "sub" website for this particular city and surrounding area for a month now and there just are not any openings and there doesn't seem to be any anytime soon. There is a methadone clinic in my immediate area... However I was told by the receptionist that in order for them to put me on the waiting list they have to "establish addiction" she explained to me that I would need to go IN-PATENT in order to do that. I am on paper on and off as far as out-patient goes but apparently that doesn't constitute as and addict LOL Trust me when I tell you the amount of time I have spent "in my addiction" GREATLY surpasses the time I have spent sober. BUT what ever! As I said the time off work is just not an option! I have in the past been on SUBs also a brief bit in a methadone clinic, and outpatient ( as I said different city ) they all ultimately ended with me detoxing on my living room floor LOL Not exactly an option these days for a couple different reasons. You now have a little bit of a back story I NEED SOME IDEAS... some brian storming... some magic fairy dust... whatever you got, as to how and what I can use to TAPER down and still function.
It's mainly Heroine I am using (IV) I am down to about 4 bags a day I don't really get high just kinda feel normal. I do have access to a limited amount of SUB 8's... I aquatinted with Kratom (used it nurerious times in the past) does anyone know of a Taper using suboxone perhaps with some kratom, I can just hammer through in a week or 2? maybe ending on a friday and just stay in bed the last few days (sat-sun.. could prolly get away with taking a monday off... just to get a solid 3 days of attempted rest) ALSO any idea of anything I could use to just get the awful feeling of just "BLAH" while tapering on the subs? also for the weeks to fallow?? MY boss REALLY picks up on days I have tried to just take a little sub and try to work... I work with ALL men... ONLY FEMALE so sometimes I feel like I have to put twice what they do in (doesn't help matters that I am 5' 1" tall and 125lbs... you get the picture)...unfortunalty I am struggling to keep my body in motion my job is relatively seasonal (though it's a long one) and we are certainly slowing down for the year so I figured it would be a good time to just get this outta my system.... PLEASE LIKE I SAID ANY ADVICE WOULD BE GREATLY GREATLY LOVED AND APPRECIATED!
I will try to spare the lot of you with any sorta sob story and try to stick with what is relevant.
I have been using opiates on and off since I was 15 years of age.
I am in sort of a "pickle" this time around as I have recently moved to an area where I swear to you any opiate "therapy" is just not in the cards... EVERYWHERE is just FULL/no room for new patients. I have called every number on the "sub" website for this particular city and surrounding area for a month now and there just are not any openings and there doesn't seem to be any anytime soon. There is a methadone clinic in my immediate area... However I was told by the receptionist that in order for them to put me on the waiting list they have to "establish addiction" she explained to me that I would need to go IN-PATENT in order to do that. I am on paper on and off as far as out-patient goes but apparently that doesn't constitute as and addict LOL Trust me when I tell you the amount of time I have spent "in my addiction" GREATLY surpasses the time I have spent sober. BUT what ever! As I said the time off work is just not an option! I have in the past been on SUBs also a brief bit in a methadone clinic, and outpatient ( as I said different city ) they all ultimately ended with me detoxing on my living room floor LOL Not exactly an option these days for a couple different reasons. You now have a little bit of a back story I NEED SOME IDEAS... some brian storming... some magic fairy dust... whatever you got, as to how and what I can use to TAPER down and still function.
It's mainly Heroine I am using (IV) I am down to about 4 bags a day I don't really get high just kinda feel normal. I do have access to a limited amount of SUB 8's... I aquatinted with Kratom (used it nurerious times in the past) does anyone know of a Taper using suboxone perhaps with some kratom, I can just hammer through in a week or 2? maybe ending on a friday and just stay in bed the last few days (sat-sun.. could prolly get away with taking a monday off... just to get a solid 3 days of attempted rest) ALSO any idea of anything I could use to just get the awful feeling of just "BLAH" while tapering on the subs? also for the weeks to fallow?? MY boss REALLY picks up on days I have tried to just take a little sub and try to work... I work with ALL men... ONLY FEMALE so sometimes I feel like I have to put twice what they do in (doesn't help matters that I am 5' 1" tall and 125lbs... you get the picture)...unfortunalty I am struggling to keep my body in motion my job is relatively seasonal (though it's a long one) and we are certainly slowing down for the year so I figured it would be a good time to just get this outta my system.... PLEASE LIKE I SAID ANY ADVICE WOULD BE GREATLY GREATLY LOVED AND APPRECIATED!
