Triple-Life
Greenlighter
Hi all. Under a week ago, my boyfriend and I had a traumatic episode after taking MDA. We've been having some strange lasting symptoms since the trip, and I wanted to know what exactly happened to us and if there's anything we can do to reduce the damage.
First some background info. The drugs we sold to us as "Molly." we had used this dealer in the past and he's got a pretty good reputation so we weren't worried about whether or not the product was MDMA. It wasn't. I don't know if this was pure sass, mightve very well been mixed with MDMA and speed, but whatever it was definitely contained some MDA judging from the experience.
Since we thought we were taking MDMA , our doses were absurdly large. Even if it was real Molly, we'd be pushing the limits. In hindsight, these were very dangerous doses and I probably should have done maybe half as much. I took roughly 300mg orally and redosed 150mg five hours later. My boyfriend, who I'll call L, ingested about 350mg and redosed 200mg at the same times I did. I'm 5'5" at 99 lbs and he's 5' 10" at 140 lbs.
The drug hit fast and hard. Around 15 minutes after dosing, L was rolling a joint. He was completely normal one second, and then the next he couldn't sit still. His hands started trembling violently, to the point where he couldn't roll, and he was shivering. He threw up shortly afterward. At about the same time he came up, my teeth began to chatter. And I don't mean typical teeth grinding when you're high on stims. My jaw was rapidly vibrating off my face, involuntarily. I couldn't stop doing this for hours, causing me to develop huge sores and slices on my tongue by the end of the trip.
Whatever we took really hit us like a brick wall, sober one minute and tweaked the next. My vision was moving quickly from side to side because our eyes were jiggling involuntarily. There was that euphoric body high but it wasn't a relaxing one. It was like I had this obscene amount of energy that I couldn't do anything with other than grind my teeth and shiver nonstop. I had strong acid-like visuals that lasted for a couple hours, but L didn't have any. After the redose, everything became very overwhelming for me. My heart started beating very fast and I had trouble thinking straight and remembering how to breathe. I felt like i was going to die. All i could do was lie down with my eyes closed and take deep breaths until the effects subsided. It was very difficult to gather the energy to even speak. About 4 hours after the second dose i fell asleep and later vomited. Oddly enough, L's second dose didn't hit him or boost his high whatsoever, but he was unable to sleep the entire night.
The morning after the trip, we each took 100mg of 5 HTP but it didn't offer the same relief it usually has after a roll. We were deeply plagued by fatigue and inability to focus. Sometimes my mind would drift off without warning amid conversations, and at one point I fainted because I hadn't eaten for so long. L kept having leg twitches throughout the day.
For the past 5-6 days, we've both been prone to frequent lightheadedness, spaciness, and reduced appetite. I just feel weak on the whole. Small physical tasks like waking and carrying groceries feel substantially more strenuous on my body. I feel like i'm on the edge of fainting a lot of the time when i stand up or smoke weed. L still has involuntary body twitches a few times a day, along with shaky vision. He's also told me that he's had brief "flashbacks" of the body high a few times now.
What i want to know is how much damage we did to ourselves during this sass trip, and what can we do to fix it. Why are we having these lasting symptoms, and how can we treat them? I'd appreciate any advice, and thanks for bearing with this long post. Stay safe by testing your drugs. Don't let what happened to me happen to you. Even reputable dealers can get scummy.
First some background info. The drugs we sold to us as "Molly." we had used this dealer in the past and he's got a pretty good reputation so we weren't worried about whether or not the product was MDMA. It wasn't. I don't know if this was pure sass, mightve very well been mixed with MDMA and speed, but whatever it was definitely contained some MDA judging from the experience.
Since we thought we were taking MDMA , our doses were absurdly large. Even if it was real Molly, we'd be pushing the limits. In hindsight, these were very dangerous doses and I probably should have done maybe half as much. I took roughly 300mg orally and redosed 150mg five hours later. My boyfriend, who I'll call L, ingested about 350mg and redosed 200mg at the same times I did. I'm 5'5" at 99 lbs and he's 5' 10" at 140 lbs.
The drug hit fast and hard. Around 15 minutes after dosing, L was rolling a joint. He was completely normal one second, and then the next he couldn't sit still. His hands started trembling violently, to the point where he couldn't roll, and he was shivering. He threw up shortly afterward. At about the same time he came up, my teeth began to chatter. And I don't mean typical teeth grinding when you're high on stims. My jaw was rapidly vibrating off my face, involuntarily. I couldn't stop doing this for hours, causing me to develop huge sores and slices on my tongue by the end of the trip.
Whatever we took really hit us like a brick wall, sober one minute and tweaked the next. My vision was moving quickly from side to side because our eyes were jiggling involuntarily. There was that euphoric body high but it wasn't a relaxing one. It was like I had this obscene amount of energy that I couldn't do anything with other than grind my teeth and shiver nonstop. I had strong acid-like visuals that lasted for a couple hours, but L didn't have any. After the redose, everything became very overwhelming for me. My heart started beating very fast and I had trouble thinking straight and remembering how to breathe. I felt like i was going to die. All i could do was lie down with my eyes closed and take deep breaths until the effects subsided. It was very difficult to gather the energy to even speak. About 4 hours after the second dose i fell asleep and later vomited. Oddly enough, L's second dose didn't hit him or boost his high whatsoever, but he was unable to sleep the entire night.
The morning after the trip, we each took 100mg of 5 HTP but it didn't offer the same relief it usually has after a roll. We were deeply plagued by fatigue and inability to focus. Sometimes my mind would drift off without warning amid conversations, and at one point I fainted because I hadn't eaten for so long. L kept having leg twitches throughout the day.
For the past 5-6 days, we've both been prone to frequent lightheadedness, spaciness, and reduced appetite. I just feel weak on the whole. Small physical tasks like waking and carrying groceries feel substantially more strenuous on my body. I feel like i'm on the edge of fainting a lot of the time when i stand up or smoke weed. L still has involuntary body twitches a few times a day, along with shaky vision. He's also told me that he's had brief "flashbacks" of the body high a few times now.
What i want to know is how much damage we did to ourselves during this sass trip, and what can we do to fix it. Why are we having these lasting symptoms, and how can we treat them? I'd appreciate any advice, and thanks for bearing with this long post. Stay safe by testing your drugs. Don't let what happened to me happen to you. Even reputable dealers can get scummy.
