I found it because another member PMed me with the link.
At first I thought it was a joke.
He PMed me a message entitled "Lurkerguy in the media".
Yeah I was being sarcastic, I didn't go out and shoot anyone, and my mother was an alcoholic, but she is in a mental institution now, so she isn't buying any liquor.
I am hiding from many people, well one group of people in particular, but they are highly organized and well funded.
I know 3 people on this site in real life, and about 10 from other sites.
Other than those people, I guess you could say I like my identity secret, at least when it comes to illegal drugs.
Either way thanks for all the answers everyone, and the advice, except for Finder who needs to smoke a joint or something so he isn't such an asshole.
All I can say in response to all of Finder's negative comments is: