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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Trueart2 said:
Get out of there man, you don’t want something weird to happen and you end up institutionalized. Good luck getting any help in the future when they find out you’ve stayed in a psychiatric ward for months.

Stay away from the crazy girls before she says you touched her inappropriately or something and they try to lock ur ass up.

That girl will be gone soon just get her number if you really wanna talk to her but never try and have private time with these crazy ass people in the ward.

Only reason you should stay is if you have to stay for the PET/MRI scan. You’re up against a hospital which means your chances are low but if you find damage on the PET scan you might be abuse to sue their ass. But since you don’t have any PET scan before the antipsychotic damage it’ll be difficult to prove the damage stems from drug
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I already spoke with an associati who explained me how to obscurate (hide) all my psych records from my health dossier, once I came out there and i find a cure by neurological way i will hide all these psych records..
 
4 months and 19 days i really hope this shit dissolve soon, i miss having a brain and solving complex problem's.
 
lostsoulowen said:
I'm taking super strong antibiotics that will remove the posion i hope i feel better.
What do you feel? You feel exactly the same as the start? If so i think it's shock pstd cause i feel different every week.
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My emotions are severely restricted and thinking is very dull. I can HARDLY feel joy motivation and happiness,nostalgia
 
I cant overome the fact that people here decide the fate of your life based on whatever is going on in their brains. Your own brain is not allowed to be incharge of your life. You have no true freedom or control over your own life. I tried my best to accomodate all these people, going as far as not even looking their way. I respect the right to individual freedom for all these people who trapped me and which led to my injections. But they never respected my individuality or freedom, instead they decided that i belonged in a certain box, unless they saw me there they were not happy. These injections and my life is a result of pure human stupidity and their desire to control my fate. I was never a threat to anyone, instead its the people who got me into this situation that deserve to be injected.
 
4 months and 19 days feel better today. I'm flying to Europe, i went with my family for shopping for cold clothing. I felt ok traveling and shopping today, like i could feel 1-2 precent dopamine. Now ordering expensive sushi and i feel i have a bit more of desires wants.
 
I forgot what life before anhedonia was, when I watch clips of movies, I can’t tell if I am enjoying it or if I am still anhedonic, anyone else feel like this? I can still enjoy music though
 
twinpeaks123 said:
I forgot what life before anhedonia was, when I watch clips of movies, I can’t tell if I am enjoying it or if I am still anhedonic, anyone else feel like this? I can still enjoy music though
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I’ll give you 2 USD to listen to my album within the next 12 hours
 
I cannot accept that the psychiatrist who had me injected only did it because he had an opportunity to end my life. He had no legitimate reason to do this.
 
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