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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Honestly i don’t care anymore, my life ended 17 months ago, since then i’am just into agony.. They can do whatever they want to me, i don’t care.. I’am tired of fighting against that shit and I can’t do it no more, they wanted my life and they took it from me, 17 months ago.

And it’s ok, because nobody cryied my loss, everybody just continued his life like nothing it’s happened to me, i’am not important to no one and this was my fate.
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Don't give up yet. You still haven't tried drugs
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Honestly i don’t care anymore, my life ended 17 months ago, since then i’am just into agony.. They can do whatever they want to me, i don’t care.. I’am tired of fighting against that shit and I can’t do it no more, they wanted my life and they took it from me, 17 months ago.

And it’s ok, because nobody cryied my loss, everybody just continued his life like nothing it’s happened to me, i’am not important to no one and this was my fate.
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Dont give up dude youl be ok
 
twinpeaks123 said:
that’s good news yeah?
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Yeah.. She also blamed the other psych ward who did this to me, she say that NEVER in life you have to start “cold blood” with a depot, there should be oral trial to see the reaction of the patient, she said they acted in a very unresponsable way, and she want to help me.

Not forcing me into any meds until we don’t know we don’t know what happened to my brain..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah.. She also blamed the other psych ward who did this to me, she say that NEVER in life you have to start “cold blood” with a depot, there should be oral trial to see the reaction of the patient, she said they acted in a very unresponsable way, and she want to help me.

Not forcing me into any meds until we don’t know we don’t know what happened to my brain..
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excellent, how long would it take to get pet scan results
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah.. She also blamed the other psych ward who did this to me, she say that NEVER in life you have to start “cold blood” with a depot, there should be oral trial to see the reaction of the patient, she said they acted in a very unresponsable way, and she want to help me.

Not forcing me into any meds until we don’t know we don’t know what happened to my brain..
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Good job seems like you have a shrink that actually give a fuck. So glad for you
 
For the sake of the people who lost their life in this battle, they have to find what the hell happen to the brain of people who they harm with this poison, and then find a way to help the brain re-route itself, with medical support.

The massacre against people treated with these injections should end. I will keep updating when news come out, for the moment don’t worry for me..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah.. She also blamed the other psych ward who did this to me, she say that NEVER in life you have to start “cold blood” with a depot, there should be oral trial to see the reaction of the patient, she said they acted in a very unresponsable way, and she want to help me.

Not forcing me into any meds until we don’t know we don’t know what happened to my brain..
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Great to hear man!
 
Btw a girl here at the psych ward started a “eye contact” game with me, and she ended trying to kiss me, i told to her that it’s better to not.. But it was kinda fun
 
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silenthill said:
cheek the medication they give you and spit it out in the toilet. i did that everyday (risperdal pills) for nearly a week and i was discharged the day they were doing blood tests. right before they got to me some guy attacked a staff member and we had to go to our rooms.
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I did this but they caught me.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Honestly i don’t care anymore, my life ended 17 months ago, since then i’am just into agony.. They can do whatever they want to me, i don’t care.. I’am tired of fighting against that shit and I can’t do it no more, they wanted my life and they took it from me, 17 months ago.

And it’s ok, because nobody cryied my loss, everybody just continued his life like nothing it’s happened to me, i’am not important to no one and this was my fate.
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It can get a lot worse, never underestimate the brutality of life.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah, like 30 hours after my arrival in the ward, but she did all alone, she started that game and basically lost the game because she wanted to kiss me i just “stayed” and let her approach my lips
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CUH don’t kiss some random ass crazy girl come on now
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Btw a girl here at the psych ward started a “eye contact” game with me, and she ended trying to kiss me, i told to her that it’s better to not.. But it was kinda fun
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I can 1 up you on that. When i was in the psych ward i was sitting in the tv room talking to my friend when this random chick comes over and grabs me by the dick and starts jerking me off lol. I didnt know what to do honestly. Since i was on fucking invega at the time i couldnt get it up at al anyway. Which is a shame as she was rather hot

Man you see everything in the fucking psych ward lol
 
paranoid android said:
I can 1 up you on that. When i was in the psych ward i was sitting in the tv room talking to my friend when this random chick comes over and grabs me by the dick and starts jerking me off lol. I didnt know what to do honestly. Since i was on fucking invega at the time i couldnt get it up at al anyway. Which is a shame as she was rather hot

Man you see everything in the fucking psych ward lol
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I've been in a number of mental health wards and never come across something like this. Weird.
 
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