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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
If something is freezed and not healing in 16 months then it won’t magically start to recover out of nowhere after 18 or 24 months, this is not how biology work, sorry.
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Nothing works for you? Even sexual function? That is really weird that you haven’t healed for 16 months
 
moerez said:
Nothing works for you? Even sexual function? That is really weird that you haven’t healed for 16 months
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Because before this shit happened i already had low dopamine (i was always sad because i was going trough a hard time and my cat died (the other one, not the one who i have now) and my family was always toxic with me and i was watching genocide in Gaza so basically i was very low with dopamine and serotonine before They injected me, so i went drastically down to a non-return point.

So down that I developed altered state of consciousness and altered perception (it’s like if i’am inside a dream) but is not derealization because i had this back in 2021 and it’s completely different. My sexual function stopped in every aspect.

Basically i needed dopamine and serotonine but instead they did the exact opposite to me: 80% blocking where i already had poor dopamine and serotonine aka they dont even know what people need for real, they are just monkey that act like god’s
 
twinpeaks123 said:
looking for support

I took 50mg vvyanse yesterday and I am still feeling discomfort/jitteryness, i don’t know if it’s the akathisa or this medication but it feels different and persistent
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Did you used to take Vyvanse before the injections and if so how does it compare?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I have not noticed any significant improvements but remember that everyone is different. The improvements i do have is, slightly more energy, slightly more libido, less hunger.....but any improvements i notice fluctuate from time to time for example, some days my sexual function improves, other days its dead. I noticed my symptoms improve in cold weather. I do not know if i will be one of the people who recover, i am starting to lose hope. I am also older (45) and we are all different when it comes to recovery. I know a girl who says she recovered in 5 months, she did excercise 5 days a week and used sauna a lot. I know a guy with 8 injections who recovered in 14 months. He credits his recovery to marijuana which he started smoking 7 months after his last injection.

I did not have any other problems. I have autism and was misdiagnosed with psychosis. I was a super healthy athlete and long distance runner for 25 years before invega. I was happy and full of life. My athletic ability completely died and i cant even run a 100 metres anymore, no scientific explanation for this whatsoever from anyone, and i do notknow if the stamina that i built over 25years will come back. I think i am most likely headed down the suicide route but keep in mind, my and your fate will not necessarily be the same. 80% people do recover.

A tip i can give you is to know that invega leaves the body through urine (although i am not sure if this is true or not)...so drink enough water. Eat nutritious healthy food and some people say certain supplements also help.
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I’m also a long distance runner, or at least I used to be. I ran 50 miles a week before the injections. I want to start running again but don’t have the motivation because of the injections. Hopefully that will change soon as I’m approaching 6 months.
 
jrturp said:
I’m also a long distance runner, or at least I used to be. I ran 50 miles a week before the injections. I want to start running again but don’t have the motivation because of the injections. Hopefully that will change soon as I’m approaching 6 months.
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I’am 10 months ahead of you and I don’t have even motivation to brush my teeth, let alone exercise
 
jrturp said:
I’m also a long distance runner, or at least I used to be. I ran 50 miles a week before the injections. I want to start running again but don’t have the motivation because of the injections. Hopefully that will change soon as I’m approaching 6 months.
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Even if i force myself to run, my body heats up too much, the stamina to run is no longer there either as i run out of breath quickly now. Right after the injection i went for a run which is usually 15kms. I stopped after 3kms...i just couldnt go on...out of breath and body heated up unbearably. I told the psychiatrist and he simply said buid the stamina back up....i mean overnight the stamina and strength i built over 25 years disappeared.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Even if i force myself to run, my body heats up too much, the stamina to run is no longer there either as i run out of breath quickly now. Right after the injection i went for a run which is usually 15kms. I stopped after 3kms...i just couldnt go on...out of breath and body heated up unbearably. I told the psychiatrist and he simply said buid the stamina back up....i mean overnight the stamina and strength i built over 25 years disappeared.
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I tried running a few times too and didn’t get the runners high. It just wasn’t the same.

One run I did resulted in hip flexor tendinitis that‘s taken an unusually long time to heal. There’s no evidence for this but I wouldn’t be surprised if these injections impact the body’s ability to heal.
 
jrturp said:
I tried running a few times too and didn’t get the runners high. It just wasn’t the same.

One run I did resulted in hip flexor tendinitis that‘s taken an unusually long time to heal. There’s no evidence for this but I wouldn’t be surprised if these injections impact the body’s ability to heal.
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Thats good you can run, could you do it in first 2 months? Im dealing with no energy shit that i cant even start exercising
 
jrturp said:
I tried running a few times too and didn’t get the runners high. It just wasn’t the same.

One run I did resulted in hip flexor tendinitis that‘s taken an unusually long time to heal. There’s no evidence for this but I wouldn’t be surprised if these injections impact the body’s ability to heal.
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That is interesting because 9 months ago i broke my ankle and it never healed since (i already broke my ankle 3 times before these injections and it healed in 1-3 months everytime) but not this time..
 
jrturp said:
I tried running a few times too and didn’t get the runners high. It just wasn’t the same.

One run I did resulted in hip flexor tendinitis that‘s taken an unusually long time to heal. There’s no evidence for this but I wouldn’t be surprised if these injections impact the body’s ability to heal.
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RUnners high is not there maybe because the endorphins are also blocked, of which im not sure. The muscle aches and pains i have now take much longer to recover too and they come easily, even after minor movements.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
RUnners high is not there maybe because the endorphins are also blocked, of which im not sure. The muscle aches and pains i have now take much longer to recover too and they come easily, even after minor movements.
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They destroyed our brain that lead to destruction of our body, and we are here talking about recovery.. Wich recovery? I’m not recovered after 16 months, how can we expect to recover from such a thing like this?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
They destroyed our brain that lead to destruction of our body, and we are here talking about recovery.. Wich recovery? I’m not recovered after 16 months, how can we expect to recover from such a thing like this?
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Yeah of curse i will wake up one day somewhere between 18 and 24 month completely healed out of nowhere, my ankle won’t hurt anymore, my sexual function will come back to normal, i will regain all my cognitive faculties and i will feel again coffee and cigarets, that day it will be like a bad nightmare from i just waked up..

If you belive in something like that i’am sorry but this is delusional..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah of curse i will wake up one day somewhere between 18 and 24 month completely healed out of nowhere, my ankle won’t hurt anymore, my sexual function will come back to normal, i will regain all my cognitive faculties and i will feel again coffee and cigarets, that day it will be like a bad nightmare from i just waked up..

If you belive in something like that i’am sorry but this is delusional..
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It’s like we aged about 25 years after these injections, our body resistence and healing process can be compared to someone 25years older than us, think about that for a second.. Every physical effort will lead to pain and injury that last very long before even partially recover, like if we aged 25 years during night time because of these injections.

Someone before said something about “chain reaction” by blocking dopamine and serotonine and this is truth in my own experience, the brain got damaged to a point where the body just fall apart and it’s a miracle we are still alive.

Last year i got a flu (regular winter like flu) and it took me 1 months to heal (i was 28yo) and it took my mother 4 days to heal (she is 53yo)…..
 
moerez said:
Thats good you can run, could you do it in first 2 months? Im dealing with no energy shit that i cant even start exercising
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I tried running in the first 2 months and it was basically impossible. Energy at 5 months is better than it was in the first few months but it’s still below the threshold for being able to exercise.

I feel like exercise will help expedite healing but barely have the motivation to get up in the morning, let alone run, hopefully that gets better at 6 months.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
That is interesting because 9 months ago i broke my ankle and it never healed since (i already broke my ankle 3 times before these injections and it healed in 1-3 months everytime) but not this time..
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I read of this happening to someone on v2 of the thread too.

My testosterone levels are half of what they were pre-injections, maybe that’s part of it. Hopefully Risperidone doesn’t permanently impact testosterone levels.
 
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jrturp said:
I read of this happening to someone on v2 of the thread too.

My testosterone levels are half of what they were pre-injections, maybe that’s part of it. Hopefully Risperidone doesn’t permanently impact testosterone levels.
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I think invega and abilify fucked my test levels. Now im on TRT and doing great though
 
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