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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Invegatorture said:
Let me know when you are ready to play. What time in the UK would be good for you as we are different time zones.
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I usually work from 2 PM to 9:30 PM EST

7/8 PM to 2:30 AM London time.

I'm usually off before 7/8 PM. What's your availability any time all day? We could potentially play like 4-8 PM
 
Yeah let’s talk about videogames while we had a suicide last months and while some
People here are in the bring of doing it..

Ignoring people who share desperation and agony is the meaning of this forum i guess. There is no point for me to keep looking at this forum and share my agony because this won’t change anything and since some week i don’t even get support or even answer.

Idk if i will recover, if i will i won’t come back here to share data or hope because when i was in agony i got basically ignored.

Take care everyone.
 
Trueart2 said:
I usually work from 2 PM to 9:30 PM EST

7/8 PM to 2:30 AM London time.

I'm usually off before 7/8 PM. What's your availability any time all day? We could potentially play like 4-8 PM
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Is 4pm UK time good for you? Thats when I can hop on.
 
Trueart2 said:
I usually work from 2 PM to 9:30 PM EST

7/8 PM to 2:30 AM London time.

I'm usually off before 7/8 PM. What's your availability any time all day? We could potentially play like 4-8 PM
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I can probably play when you finish work. Thats like 1am for me i think
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah let’s talk about videogames while we had a suicide last months and while some
People here are in the bring of doing it..

Ignoring people who share desperation and agony is the meaning of this forum i guess. There is no point for me to keep looking at this forum and share my agony because this won’t change anything and since some week i don’t even get support or even answer.

Idk if i will recover, if i will i won’t come back here to share data or hope because when i was in agony i got basically ignored.

Take care everyone.
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You have an issue with me and @Trueart2 arranging to play videos games. I don't understand. We want to escape our suffering.

And how have we not been supportive? I share my recovery story and encourage people all the time. Including you. I don't need to respond to every post on here.

@Trueart2 made a document full of recoveries to give people hope.

Not sure what else to say to you man, if you recover and don't wanna give others hope thats cool, do you. But no need to send negativity our way when we are finding life hard enough as it is. I know this was directed at me.
 
One more thing. You literally have made posts telling people they are permanently damaged when they are in the early stages of recovery, do you think that helps their suicidality? Hypocrite.
 
Last night i had a sexual dream and got a hard erection due to it, which i didnotfor a very long time. I hate sharing this information but is it a sign of recovery or other people experience the same?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah let’s talk about videogames while we had a suicide last months and while some
People here are in the bring of doing it..

Ignoring people who share desperation and agony is the meaning of this forum i guess. There is no point for me to keep looking at this forum and share my agony because this won’t change anything and since some week i don’t even get support or even answer.

Idk if i will recover, if i will i won’t come back here to share data or hope because when i was in agony i got basically ignored.

Take care everyone.
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Just because there’s not a response doesn’t mean we aren’t reading your posts. Lots of times they’re cries for help, as most posts in this forum are. Your feelings/opinons/posts are invalidated just because someone else is talking about another topic. They just aren’t immediately addressed, and sometimes the feelings don’t need to be addressed. They just need to be heard, and we hear you. Thats a large reason why I post, just to be heard and seen, and although we may not respond to you we still are giving you our attention each time you post.
 
Invegatorture said:
I can probably play when you finish work. Thats like 1am for me i think
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Either time sounds well for me, just gotta wait for my steam refund to hit. I already have genshin impacted downloaded on my PC to play with my friend/girlfriend so thats taking up about 130 GBs. That’s why I gotta get it on my PS4( the final game of the last gen)
 
The original thread on coming off of Invega Sustenna was started 12 years ago this month by @Narshe81 who also posted to Reddit and other online discussion platforms such as the following: https://rxchat.com/Discuss/Coming-off-Invega-Sustenna-256237_s3.htm For some reason, their thread here on Bluelight is the one that took off and attracted the most participants/traffic over the years. But I now think there must be something wrong with this platform (Bluelight), and that could explain why more action has not been taken against this dangerous drug after so many years of people getting harmed by it. Why harmed patients have not organized to stop this from continuing to happen.

I.e., the moderators here have a history of banning users for expressing how badly they are suffering from Invega injections, when it really cannot be overstated. There also seems to be a culture that grew here of normalizing this experience, there is unproven made-up info that is repeated and accepted as real too, like the half-lives thing. There are probably fake accounts on here paid by the drug company to post false stories or otherwise clog up the threads, discredit us or minimize this experience, who knows.

I don't even know what this discussion is doing on a website that is mainly for recreational drug experiences, except that many of us got injected because of drug-induced psychoses. But the moderators are heavy drug users, who are now chiming in claiming that they also took Invega and know what it's like, but then don't take this discussion as seriously as they should if that is the case, if they know what we're going through (doubt). Why is this sensitive topic being moderated here by them, I don't know

RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah let’s talk about videogames while we had a suicide last months and while some
People here are in the bring of doing it..

Ignoring people who share desperation and agony is the meaning of this forum i guess. There is no point for me to keep looking at this forum and share my agony because this won’t change anything and since some week i don’t even get support or even answer.

Idk if i will recover, if i will i won’t come back here to share data or hope because when i was in agony i got basically ignored.

Take care everyone.
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I agree 100%.
A lot of people don't feel safe to express the truth of their experience on here, it's discouraged.

The users discussing video games could let each other know over DMs or somewhere private, we don't all need to hear you go back and forth about your video game schedule. It's off-topic, just clogs up the thread and trivializes an extremely important (literally life-or-death) issue. The moderators seem to encourage this, though.
 
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Have any of you ever felt afraid to think or be creative after getting the Invega Sustenna injection?

Because of this, I can't even do my own work.

My life is ruined and fucked up.
 
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