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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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I reached 16 months after my last injection, i’am still not recovered, still affected from all the effects and sympthoms these injections left me with.

My only improvements:

Month 13: Tinnitus came out

Month 15: my throat has started to crack when I swallow food, drinks, or saliva

Month 16: Started to hear tinnitus also during night time leading to severe insomnia.

I Will update the next month.
 
Almost 3 months off Invega report. 18/11 is the proper date, but I thought I would share an update now.
I still feel the same mostly, no noticeable difference in mood. Akathisia and anhedonia are still present. I’m struggling a lot, but I think this is still expected at this point of time in my recovery journey. One minor positive is I’ve been able to focus a little better watching movies/tv series. I’ve been slacking with going to the gym because I have no drive to go. According to the half life theory on the drug, my levels should drop noticeably around the fourth month and I hope my akathisia clears up by then. This sucks guys, it sucks that we are all in this situation and I hope everyone who was injected heals.
This is honestly the hardest trial in my life and I don’t see any light at the end at the moment, but I hope time will heal.
 
lukeflowz said:
Almost 3 months off Invega report. 18/11 is the proper date, but I thought I would share an update now.
I still feel the same mostly, no noticeable difference in mood. Akathisia and anhedonia are still present. I’m struggling a lot, but I think this is still expected at this point of time in my recovery journey. One minor positive is I’ve been able to focus a little better watching movies/tv series. I’ve been slacking with going to the gym because I have no drive to go. According to the half life theory on the drug, my levels should drop noticeably around the fourth month and I hope my akathisia clears up by then. This sucks guys, it sucks that we are all in this situation and I hope everyone who was injected heals.
This is honestly the hardest trial in my life and I don’t see any light at the end at the moment, but I hope time will heal.
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has your appetite changed?
 
I came to talk with ChatGPT about my situation and in one chat it told me that I will recover completely after i reach 24-36 months.

Into another chat it told me that if i have sympthoms lasting 16months then the full recovery is impossibile and maybe i can just have some improvements in the very long term.

I did the same with google AI, in one chat it told me 18-24 months is where most people fully heal and go back to their baseline before medication.

In another chat it told me that after 16 months of lasting sympthoms then i have to realize that maybe the damage is permanent.

Idk what is wrong with these AI, and it’s very sad that I have to talk with AI in order to get some answer since everytime i go to see a doctor to get answer it just don’t understeand or belive me and left me with more question than I had before seeing him.

This is so wrong and messed up, i was completely normal and functional before these injections and now i’am 16 months with lasting disfunction and sympthoms and i’am waiting to get assisted suicide.

I can’t belive i was completely fine and healthy and because of some stupid panic attacks they ruined my life like that pushing me into begging for death.

It’s a miracle i dint become psychotic for real or crazy because of all that situation, fuck this shit for real.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I came to talk with ChatGPT about my situation and in one chat it told me that I will recover completely after i reach 24-36 months.

Into another chat it told me that if i have sympthoms lasting 16months then the full recovery is impossibile and maybe i can just have some improvements in the very long term.

I did the same with google AI, in one chat it told me 18-24 months is where most people fully heal and go back to their baseline before medication.

In another chat it told me that after 16 months of lasting sympthoms then i have to realize that maybe the damage is permanent.

Idk what is wrong with these AI, and it’s very sad that I have to talk with AI in order to get some answer since everytime i go to see a doctor to get answer it just don’t understeand or belive me and left me with more question than I had before seeing him.

This is so wrong and messed up, i was completely normal and functional before these injections and now i’am 16 months with lasting disfunction and sympthoms and i’am waiting to get assisted suicide.

I can’t belive i was completely fine and healthy and because of some stupid panic attacks they ruined my life like that pushing me into begging for death.

It’s a miracle i dint become psychotic for real or crazy because of all that situation, fuck this shit for real.
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what are your side effects? please don’t kill yourself though, if you are a Christian or Muslim then you would go hell for it
 
iraistired said:
so many got better but still no emotions like i had that walking all the time and complete anhedonia and bad sleep and headaches all that changed and got better
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how long did it take for the walking around to get better and right now what are your symptoms?
 
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