Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

[Trueart2]

Np you could not know these things since i never spoke about them, don’t worry.

Yeah i try to reach therapist but they all defend my toxic family behaviour and blame me that it’s all in my head (sympthoms from risperidone) so i basically give up.

I will figure out this shit by myself.

Show em the forums. I showed my doctor, therapist, and psychiatrist nurse and they all believed me once I told them/ showed em the forums

 

[Trueart2]

Its strange that people with 11 injections are recovering in a year while people with much fewer injections dont recover quick.

Dont look too deep into it. There’s no established pattern that indicates more shots= quicker recovery. If anything it’s the reverse, historically people who only gotten 1 or 2 shots have the best outcome when it comes to recovery.

 

[lukeflowz]

Show em the forums. I showed my doctor, therapist, and psychiatrist nurse and they all believed me once I told them/ showed em the forums

I attempted to show my psychiatrist the forums, but they mentioned there are too many variables with it to be taken seriously. however he had a look into the half life of Invega once I asked him questions about it our last appointment. He changed his stance from one month being the time for clearance to four months. Four months sounds more reasonable, but I feel it could be longer.

 

[lukeflowz]

When I was in my partial hospitalization program I was still on invega and at first I thought practicing mindfulness was a waste of time also, but they’re right. The issue is that you can’t just do it once or give up on it because it might be harder with the concentration issues. It doesn’t even have to be a long time you can try doing 10 minutes a day even.

I used to avidly meditate before Invega with success in achieving a mindful state, but since the injections I just haven’t been able to.

 

[Trueart2]

I attempted to show my psychiatrist the forums, but they mentioned there are too many variables with it to be taken seriously. however he had a look into the half life of Invega once I asked him questions about it our last appointment. He changed his stance from one month being the time for clearance to four months. Four months sounds more reasonable, but I feel it could be longer.

Your psychiatrist is a moron. They're heinously uneducated about invega and what it does to people but ego and their hopes of your dependency upon them corrode their judgement and force them to make up some arbitrary time

 

[lukeflowz]

An evil person's misdiagnosis. My problem was anxiety caused by autism not psychosis. Always avoid Nigerian psychiatrists in life.

From my experience it’s not intentional harm they cause. It’s not considered evil if ignorance is a factor. I think that many of them think they are genuinely helping us, although the opposite is occurring and we are damaged via these injections. Race doesn’t matter- it’s the whole psychiatry profession as a whole. It’s more likely they were unaware of the damage they would cause.

 

[paranoid android]

I attempted to show my psychiatrist the forums, but they mentioned there are too many variables with it to be taken seriously. however he had a look into the half life of Invega once I asked him questions about it our last appointment. He changed his stance from one month being the time for clearance to four months. Four months sounds more reasonable, but I feel it could be longer.

According to google Invega can stay in your system for as long as 126 days. I cant state if this is accurate or not as i went from Invega injectons to abilify injections then to latuda pills. I did start to feel better around the 3 or 4 month mark off the abilify injections though. My sex drive started coming back as a example. However other things like my attention span took a full year to come back or longer. It may not have fully come back until i switched from latuda to zyprexa cause fuck latuda causes some awful akathisia avoid that shit like the plague. Also for the record abilify is just as bad as invega

 

[Flynnal]

According to google Invega can stay in your system for as long as 126 days. I cant state if this is accurate or not as i went from Invega injectons to abilify injections then to latuda pills. I did start to feel better around the 3 or 4 month mark off the abilify injections though. My sex drive started coming back as a example. However other things like my attention span took a full year to come back or longer. It may not have fully come back until i switched from latuda to zyprexa cause fuck latuda causes some awful akathisia avoid that shit like the plague. Also for the record abilify is just as bad as invega

Indeed Abilify is just as bad as Invega. I wanted to kill people two days after I started taking Abilify at 5mg in 2014. I had to go to the hospital, and luckily, they let me go. I nearly hurled a $15k printer across the room and started tearing up rolls of labelling and punching boxes. I went into an absolute cold-blooded fucking rage. I can't believe they give people this shit. If I'd been injected with this "Abilify Maintenna" shit that is talked about here and elsewhere online, there is a chance I could have brutally killed someone.

My only regret is that, through all of this, I never got into crypto until I had almost no chance to make crazy bank. I will never fucking forgive myself for not buying that 10k ETH that I was going to buy, because of all this. In October 2015, I could have done something that would have helped my life more than anything else could have. I am sure several 10 million would have made quite a difference, and I probably wouldn't have these hearing problems, or maybe I would have, but with that money I could have maybe made a big difference in my sister's and friend's lives, at least feel happiness through them, even if I cannot properly process true happiness. The only pleasure I can feel is through an orgasm, and even that is slowly dwindling as I age and as my manhood is being destroyed by the declining testosterone, not to mention last year's brain surgery, sure as hell not helping.

The only escape out of this hell now, is that bottle of vinylbital (and I think pentobarbital) that I am sure I had lost in the landfill. I keep looking, but it never turns up. I guess it really is gone.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I can’t do a single thing not even play videogames. Just sitting here in agony smoking cigarets and don’t even feel them.

Agony. No relief no pause no break, just agony h24 agony agony agony. Not a cure not a knowledge about how much time it will last or even if it will ever go away.

Torture torture torture and torture again again and again forever. I don’t blame brokenself for killing himself, at least this guy had the balls to do that. I don’t even have the balls to do that. Agony torture mess pain sufference disperation agony suffering torture pain again again and again everyday like that.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I can’t do a single thing not even play videogames. Just sitting here in agony smoking cigarets and don’t even feel them.

Agony. No relief no pause no break, just agony h24 agony agony agony. Not a cure not a knowledge about how much time it will last or even if it will ever go away.

Torture torture torture and torture again again and again forever. I don’t blame brokenself for killing himself, at least this guy had the balls to do that. I don’t even have the balls to do that. Agony torture mess pain sufference disperation agony suffering torture pain again again and again everyday like that.

I’m just going crazy I’m losing it all and i think this was their whole point by giving me these injections.

 

[anonymoususer777]

From my experience it’s not intentional harm they cause. It’s not considered evil if ignorance is a factor. I think that many of them think they are genuinely helping us, although the opposite is occurring and we are damaged via these injections. Race doesn’t matter- it’s the whole psychiatry profession as a whole. It’s more likely they were unaware of the damage they would cause.

In my case the intent was truly malicious. I made a complaint and the psychiatrist kept changing his story. Psychiatrist was behaving in a shady manner and just saw it as an opportunity, if i say i have repeatedly seen people of the same group behave this way repeatefdy in life than it becomes conterversial while they get away with this type of crime.

 

[Trueart2]

From my experience it’s not intentional harm they cause. It’s not considered evil if ignorance is a factor. I think that many of them think they are genuinely helping us, although the opposite is occurring and we are damaged via these injections. Race doesn’t matter- it’s the whole psychiatry profession as a whole. It’s more likely they were unaware of the damage they would cause.

You can be evil and ignorant. Most evil is carried out due to ignorance. If evil and ignorance didn’t intertwine at all, we’d pardon lots of modern and historical criminals for not knowing what they were getting into

 

[Trueart2]

I attempted to show my psychiatrist the forums, but they mentioned there are too many variables with it to be taken seriously. however he had a look into the half life of Invega once I asked him questions about it our last appointment. He changed his stance from one month being the time for clearance to four months. Four months sounds more reasonable, but I feel it could be longer.

A doctor I saw today for headaches tried to tell me that one month BS too, I showed em the Invega documentary and. He quickly agreed that one month wasn’t a credible amount of time too wait before the drug leaves your body.

 

[Matthew01]

My head is in pain

 

[rawbanana]

I attempted to show my psychiatrist the forums, but they mentioned there are too many variables with it to be taken seriously. however he had a look into the half life of Invega once I asked him questions about it our last appointment. He changed his stance from one month being the time for clearance to four months. Four months sounds more reasonable, but I feel it could be longer.

It is absolutely longer than four months and there are many studies I’ve seen where it’s been detected in the blood of a man who got 6 injections at 1.3 ng/mL, 19 months past the injection.

I’ve posted this study here in the forum before. But it is dependent on variables. This individual had a bmi of 36 which is very high.

I also recently got a blood test and at about 9 months post injection my blood levels are 1.0 ng/mL which is less than that man’s, but still significant in my opinion. I got 4 injections. My bmi is probably around 25. If you are slimmer you will release the blood faster.

 

[rawbanana]

I can’t do a single thing not even play videogames. Just sitting here in agony smoking cigarets and don’t even feel them.

Agony. No relief no pause no break, just agony h24 agony agony agony. Not a cure not a knowledge about how much time it will last or even if it will ever go away.

Torture torture torture and torture again again and again forever. I don’t blame brokenself for killing himself, at least this guy had the balls to do that. I don’t even have the balls to do that. Agony torture mess pain sufference disperation agony suffering torture pain again again and again everyday like that.

If you got a blood test and there is no drug in your system anymore then there might be something else going on to cause such extreme symptoms for you…

I really hope things get better soon and your body recovers

 

[rawbanana]

In my case the intent was truly malicious. I made a complaint and the psychiatrist kept changing his story. Psychiatrist was behaving in a shady manner and just saw it as an opportunity, if i say i have repeatedly seen people of the same group behave this way repeatefdy in life than it becomes conterversial while they get away with this type of crime.

All psychiatrists are like that. They are all narcissists. Mine are like that too and they’re not Nigerian

 

[Deleted member 592205]

If you got a blood test and there is no drug in your system anymore then there might be something else going on to cause such extreme symptoms for you…

I really hope things get better soon and your body recovers

It’s the same thing as a projectile, it’s not because is not more inside the body that the harm it did magically disappear.

I’m just paying the consequences of this drug being in my body, if i’am like that even 15 months after, honestly i don’t think I Will ever recover.

At this point i’am more part of those who got permanent damage than those Who will recover.

Today i had the worse day of these 15 months, all the effects and sympthoms were incredebely strong and powerful compared to the norm and i’am still inside this hurricane.

 

[anonymoususer777]

All psychiatrists are like that. They are all narcissists. Mine are like that too and they’re not Nigerian

Other psychiatrists are ignorant not malicious. Not power driven or envy driven. I was a victim of pure evil and malice and thats the difference.

 

[Trueart2]

Other psychiatrists are ignorant not malicious. Not power driven or envy driven. I was a victim of pure evil and malice and thats the difference.

You can be malicious via ignorance. Most crimes committed are due to ignorance while being malicious