Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

[Flynnal]

I have to go back on carbamazepine again to mask the nerve pain because of it is making me want to KMS.

 

[paranoid android]

There is no way to still have effects after 15 months, this is permanent brain damage since they told me there was zero risperidone in my blood (or maybe They lied about that) Idk i just learned i cannot trust doctors anymore so idk if they lied to me because they just told me by phone call and i don’t see the result with my own eye.

Dude people recover just hang in there

 

[paranoid android]

I have to go back on carbamazepine again to mask the nerve pain because of it is making me want to KMS.

Omg i took carbamazepine for trigeminal neuralgia for a few weeks and i got violently ill for 2 weeks. It made me sick as fuck for 2 weeks after i stopped taking it ffs

 

[anonymoususer777]

@paranoid android My post was removed for being racist. How about the people who were being being sadistic without any regard for human life? If you think they were not motivated by race, you are mistaken. I have never wronged anyone this way in my life and i wouldnever do this to anyone. The real racists get away with these sadistic crimes.

 

[paranoid android]

@paranoid android My post was removed for being racist. How about the people who were being being sadistic without any regard for human life? If you think they were not motivated by race, you are mistaken. I have never wronged anyone this way in my life and i wouldnever do this to anyone. The real racists get away with these sadistic crimes.

Whatever their position on race ours here is pretty clear that racism is not allowed at all so i removed it yes

 

[anonymoususer777]

Whatever their position on race ours here is pretty clear that racism is not allowed at all so i removed it yes

A Particular culture or country is not a race but i understand. But my observation and experience is a truth i have to share. I have to tell people how sadistic and cruel certain people can be.

 

[paranoid android]

A Particular culture or country is not a race but i understand. But my observation and experience is a truth i have to share. I have to tell people how sadistic and cruel certain people can be.

Saying all Nigerians are like that is racist. Same thing if you said everyone in Ireland was such and such

 

[anonymoususer777]

Its strange that people with 11 injections are recovering in a year while people with much fewer injections dont recover quick.

 

[Trueart2]

Np you could not know these things since i never spoke about them, don’t worry.

Yeah i try to reach therapist but they all defend my toxic family behaviour and blame me that it’s all in my head (sympthoms from risperidone) so i basically give up.

I will figure out this shit by myself.

Show em the forums. I showed my doctor, therapist, and psychiatrist nurse and they all believed me once I told them/ showed em the forums

 

[Trueart2]

Its strange that people with 11 injections are recovering in a year while people with much fewer injections dont recover quick.

Dont look too deep into it. There’s no established pattern that indicates more shots= quicker recovery. If anything it’s the reverse, historically people who only gotten 1 or 2 shots have the best outcome when it comes to recovery.

 

[invegaloner]

Were you told to practice mindfulness? I was told that by various health professionals. When not under the effect of antipsychotics it can be a good strategy, but after being shot up with Invega it doesn’t seem to work at all.

When I was in my partial hospitalization program I was still on invega and at first I thought practicing mindfulness was a waste of time also, but they’re right. The issue is that you can’t just do it once or give up on it because it might be harder with the concentration issues. It doesn’t even have to be a long time you can try doing 10 minutes a day even.

 

[lukeflowz]

Show em the forums. I showed my doctor, therapist, and psychiatrist nurse and they all believed me once I told them/ showed em the forums

I attempted to show my psychiatrist the forums, but they mentioned there are too many variables with it to be taken seriously. however he had a look into the half life of Invega once I asked him questions about it our last appointment. He changed his stance from one month being the time for clearance to four months. Four months sounds more reasonable, but I feel it could be longer.

 

[lukeflowz]

When I was in my partial hospitalization program I was still on invega and at first I thought practicing mindfulness was a waste of time also, but they’re right. The issue is that you can’t just do it once or give up on it because it might be harder with the concentration issues. It doesn’t even have to be a long time you can try doing 10 minutes a day even.

I used to avidly meditate before Invega with success in achieving a mindful state, but since the injections I just haven’t been able to.

 

[Trueart2]

I attempted to show my psychiatrist the forums, but they mentioned there are too many variables with it to be taken seriously. however he had a look into the half life of Invega once I asked him questions about it our last appointment. He changed his stance from one month being the time for clearance to four months. Four months sounds more reasonable, but I feel it could be longer.

Your psychiatrist is a moron. They're heinously uneducated about invega and what it does to people but ego and their hopes of your dependency upon them corrode their judgement and force them to make up some arbitrary time

 

[lukeflowz]

An evil person's misdiagnosis. My problem was anxiety caused by autism not psychosis. Always avoid Nigerian psychiatrists in life.

From my experience it’s not intentional harm they cause. It’s not considered evil if ignorance is a factor. I think that many of them think they are genuinely helping us, although the opposite is occurring and we are damaged via these injections. Race doesn’t matter- it’s the whole psychiatry profession as a whole. It’s more likely they were unaware of the damage they would cause.

 

[paranoid android]

I attempted to show my psychiatrist the forums, but they mentioned there are too many variables with it to be taken seriously. however he had a look into the half life of Invega once I asked him questions about it our last appointment. He changed his stance from one month being the time for clearance to four months. Four months sounds more reasonable, but I feel it could be longer.

According to google Invega can stay in your system for as long as 126 days. I cant state if this is accurate or not as i went from Invega injectons to abilify injections then to latuda pills. I did start to feel better around the 3 or 4 month mark off the abilify injections though. My sex drive started coming back as a example. However other things like my attention span took a full year to come back or longer. It may not have fully come back until i switched from latuda to zyprexa cause fuck latuda causes some awful akathisia avoid that shit like the plague. Also for the record abilify is just as bad as invega

 

[Flynnal]

According to google Invega can stay in your system for as long as 126 days. I cant state if this is accurate or not as i went from Invega injectons to abilify injections then to latuda pills. I did start to feel better around the 3 or 4 month mark off the abilify injections though. My sex drive started coming back as a example. However other things like my attention span took a full year to come back or longer. It may not have fully come back until i switched from latuda to zyprexa cause fuck latuda causes some awful akathisia avoid that shit like the plague. Also for the record abilify is just as bad as invega

Indeed Abilify is just as bad as Invega. I wanted to kill people two days after I started taking Abilify at 5mg in 2014. I had to go to the hospital, and luckily, they let me go. I nearly hurled a $15k printer across the room and started tearing up rolls of labelling and punching boxes. I went into an absolute cold-blooded fucking rage. I can't believe they give people this shit. If I'd been injected with this "Abilify Maintenna" shit that is talked about here and elsewhere online, there is a chance I could have brutally killed someone.

My only regret is that, through all of this, I never got into crypto until I had almost no chance to make crazy bank. I will never fucking forgive myself for not buying that 10k ETH that I was going to buy, because of all this. In October 2015, I could have done something that would have helped my life more than anything else could have. I am sure several 10 million would have made quite a difference, and I probably wouldn't have these hearing problems, or maybe I would have, but with that money I could have maybe made a big difference in my sister's and friend's lives, at least feel happiness through them, even if I cannot properly process true happiness. The only pleasure I can feel is through an orgasm, and even that is slowly dwindling as I age and as my manhood is being destroyed by the declining testosterone, not to mention last year's brain surgery, sure as hell not helping.

The only escape out of this hell now, is that bottle of vinylbital (and I think pentobarbital) that I am sure I had lost in the landfill. I keep looking, but it never turns up. I guess it really is gone.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I can’t do a single thing not even play videogames. Just sitting here in agony smoking cigarets and don’t even feel them.

Agony. No relief no pause no break, just agony h24 agony agony agony. Not a cure not a knowledge about how much time it will last or even if it will ever go away.

Torture torture torture and torture again again and again forever. I don’t blame brokenself for killing himself, at least this guy had the balls to do that. I don’t even have the balls to do that. Agony torture mess pain sufference disperation agony suffering torture pain again again and again everyday like that.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I can’t do a single thing not even play videogames. Just sitting here in agony smoking cigarets and don’t even feel them.

Agony. No relief no pause no break, just agony h24 agony agony agony. Not a cure not a knowledge about how much time it will last or even if it will ever go away.

Torture torture torture and torture again again and again forever. I don’t blame brokenself for killing himself, at least this guy had the balls to do that. I don’t even have the balls to do that. Agony torture mess pain sufference disperation agony suffering torture pain again again and again everyday like that.

I’m just going crazy I’m losing it all and i think this was their whole point by giving me these injections.

 

[anonymoususer777]

From my experience it’s not intentional harm they cause. It’s not considered evil if ignorance is a factor. I think that many of them think they are genuinely helping us, although the opposite is occurring and we are damaged via these injections. Race doesn’t matter- it’s the whole psychiatry profession as a whole. It’s more likely they were unaware of the damage they would cause.

In my case the intent was truly malicious. I made a complaint and the psychiatrist kept changing his story. Psychiatrist was behaving in a shady manner and just saw it as an opportunity, if i say i have repeatedly seen people of the same group behave this way repeatefdy in life than it becomes conterversial while they get away with this type of crime.