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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Pretty Green said:
No. He suicided. We were friends since May. No I’m not. I’m hurting like my best friend Vamsi was. He died two days ago. I tried to help him. I really did. I will never forget him. We spoke on the phone multiple times a day since May.
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how do you know he suicided?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
@lukeflowz i hope you you are showing signs of recovery
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None here atm and feeling change in a worse way. Maybe it will be like this for good. The news of raw banana has made me suicidal. His last message to me was a supporting one telling me to wait it out and give it at least 9months as I’m suicidal myself. I promise out of respect for raw banana I’ll give myself at least 9months before any attempt. If I see no improvement at 9months then I’ll be actively trying to commit suicide. Life is shit at the moment. I have loved ones but I’m damaging them by just being alive. Everyone around me thinks all this is in my head. My life is horrible at the moment.

Rest in peace @rawbanana. I will hold on for 9 months at least for you.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
INvega sustenna indeed made me more "crazy" than i ever was. I have lost composure and ability to deal with stressful mental situations much more so after the injection. Years of meditation all washed away in a second.

Psychiatrists are masters of gaslighting, any problems you did not have prior to the drug are blamed on your brain. They can never explain how you developed a myriad of problems overnight, so they again blame your brain and perscribe more drugs.

Can you please honestly share if this brain damage is reversible?

People working in the mental health system are aware of the life ending potential of these antipsychotics. The psychiatrist who injected me knew the drug causes damage thus he said at the time of the injection "you have a great future" . He knew he was ending my future. The mental health worker who was extremely eager for me to go to this appointment thought of me as a "sucker".
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“Years of meditation washed away in a second”

Yeah, this hurts me hard. I used to have regular meditation sessions and ever since the injections I’ve lost this completely. I hope this comes back, but I don’t wanna get my hopes up.
 
I wish he was still here. But no he is gone and I’m fucking heartbroken. We spoke everyday and I tried to be there as a support. He was supposed to come to Australia and I was supposed to go to America. We became best friends and I’m fucked from this too. I miss his voice
 
Pretty Green said:
I wish he was still here. But no he is gone and I’m fucking heartbroken. We spoke everyday and I tried to be there as a support. He was supposed to come to Australia and I was supposed to go to America. We became best friends and I’m fucked from this too. I miss his voice
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I dmed raw banana last week and it’s tragic hearing they are gone
 
Thinking of @raw banana before heading to sleep. Thanks for messaging me giving me hope when I was suicidal myself. I’ll hold on at least 9 months out of respect for you.
 
I wish he held on. I tried to tell him too. My heart is broken. We spoke everyday since May
lukeflowz said:
Thinking of @raw banana before heading to sleep. Thanks for messaging me giving me hope when I was suicidal myself. I’ll hold on at least 9 months out of respect for you.
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We had 2 suicide in the last months but 0 recovery, at this point is not more about “Who Will recover first” but a matter of “who will be the next to commit suicide?”

This shit is so fucked up, they kill people and no one is doing a shit to stop them and to make them pay for what they did.
 
Hello everybody, old user back checking in. It really does get better but it takes effort on your part. You have to get off the cough start exercising, get a job, that sort of stuff. The worst thing you can do is sit at home, time will move excruciatingly slow feels like torture.

I’m back on my feet working full time, running once a week, gym twice a week, energy levels sufficient although still on some other crappy medicine.

The side effects now are like a combination between being drowsy and energetic at the same time it’s still tough. But nowhere nearly as bad as invega. Cup of coffee usually helps, pwo before workout, etc.

Do yourself a favor and fill up your schedule in order to kill time that’s my best advice.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
We had 2 suicide in the last months but 0 recovery, at this point is not more about “Who Will recover first” but a matter of “who will be the next to commit suicide?”

This shit is so fucked up, they kill people and no one is doing a shit to stop them and to make them pay for what they did.
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It's terrible. These drugs are insane and the creators should be arrested. How is it going with your PET exam,have they said anything?
 
Baddream said:
Hello everybody, old user back checking in. It really does get better but it takes effort on your part. You have to get off the cough start exercising, get a job, that sort of stuff. The worst thing you can do is sit at home, time will move excruciatingly slow feels like torture.

I’m back on my feet working full time, running once a week, gym twice a week, energy levels sufficient although still on some other crappy medicine.

The side effects now are like a combination between being drowsy and energetic at the same time it’s still tough. But nowhere nearly as bad as invega. Cup of coffee usually helps, pwo before workout, etc.

Do yourself a favor and fill up your schedule in order to kill time that’s my best advice.
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how long did it take for you to recover?
 
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