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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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I wish he held on. I tried to tell him too. My heart is broken. We spoke everyday since May
lukeflowz said:
Thinking of @raw banana before heading to sleep. Thanks for messaging me giving me hope when I was suicidal myself. I’ll hold on at least 9 months out of respect for you.
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We had 2 suicide in the last months but 0 recovery, at this point is not more about “Who Will recover first” but a matter of “who will be the next to commit suicide?”

This shit is so fucked up, they kill people and no one is doing a shit to stop them and to make them pay for what they did.
 
Hello everybody, old user back checking in. It really does get better but it takes effort on your part. You have to get off the cough start exercising, get a job, that sort of stuff. The worst thing you can do is sit at home, time will move excruciatingly slow feels like torture.

I’m back on my feet working full time, running once a week, gym twice a week, energy levels sufficient although still on some other crappy medicine.

The side effects now are like a combination between being drowsy and energetic at the same time it’s still tough. But nowhere nearly as bad as invega. Cup of coffee usually helps, pwo before workout, etc.

Do yourself a favor and fill up your schedule in order to kill time that’s my best advice.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
We had 2 suicide in the last months but 0 recovery, at this point is not more about “Who Will recover first” but a matter of “who will be the next to commit suicide?”

This shit is so fucked up, they kill people and no one is doing a shit to stop them and to make them pay for what they did.
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It's terrible. These drugs are insane and the creators should be arrested. How is it going with your PET exam,have they said anything?
 
Baddream said:
Hello everybody, old user back checking in. It really does get better but it takes effort on your part. You have to get off the cough start exercising, get a job, that sort of stuff. The worst thing you can do is sit at home, time will move excruciatingly slow feels like torture.

I’m back on my feet working full time, running once a week, gym twice a week, energy levels sufficient although still on some other crappy medicine.

The side effects now are like a combination between being drowsy and energetic at the same time it’s still tough. But nowhere nearly as bad as invega. Cup of coffee usually helps, pwo before workout, etc.

Do yourself a favor and fill up your schedule in order to kill time that’s my best advice.
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how long did it take for you to recover?
 
twinpeaks123 said:
how long did it take for you to recover?
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I really didn’t notice recovery until I started working and living life normally. I just didn’t think about the side effects while I was busy. I still feel like chit when I’m idle only thing that works is finding ways to pass time. Reading, gaming, walking, etc. I can’t say I’ve recovered because I’m on another medicine now, but I was fine for a year or so in between medications.
 
Baddream said:
I really didn’t notice recovery until I started working and living life normally. I just didn’t think about the side effects while I was busy. I still feel like chit when I’m idle only thing that works is finding ways to pass time. Reading, gaming, walking, etc. I can’t say I’ve recovered because I’m on another medicine now, but I was fine for a year or so in between medications.
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Yeah but this poison really make your life hard.
Yesterday i managed to go to cinema watch a movie and walk in the park.
Like it's so simple task but on invega everything is hard.
 
What they call mental illness is most of the time being stuck in an environment surrounded by unevolved Baboons. They intrude into your personal life, trap you in places where they can subject you to mental abuse, track your online activity, even hack your phone, poke their nose in where it doesnt belong because they want control over you. If you point it out , they declare you 'cuckoo' because even even mentioning the things they do are truly absurd and defy the laws of common sense. There is no common sense or logic to the absurd narcissist or bully behavior, yet if you report this behavior it is you who will get punished by the mental health system.
 
I did not rape anyone, i did not kill anyone, i didnot harass or bully anyone, i did not intrude into anyones personal business nor intentionally wronged them. There are people who do many of those things and the system lets them get away with it. Most people on this forum are innocent souls who never did such things but were only a victim of such behavior yet they are the ones preparing for suicide. Psych wards are full of victims of abuse being abused further.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
What they call mental illness is most of the time being stuck in an environment surrounded by unevolved Baboons. They intrude into your personal life, trap you in places where they can subject you to mental abuse, track your online activity, even hack your phone, poke their nose in where it doesnt belong because they want control over you. If you point it out , they declare you 'cuckoo' because even even mentioning the things they do are truly absurd and defy the laws of common sense. There is no common sense or logic to the absurd narcissist or bully behavior, yet if you report this behavior it is you who will get punished by the mental health system.
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This is exactly what keeps happening to me. I get paranoid abt being tracked surveilled until the point where they put me in the psych ward and declare me schizo. I’m now under the impression that it’s all paranoia but I can’t know fore sure.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
What they call mental illness is most of the time being stuck in an environment surrounded by unevolved Baboons. They intrude into your personal life, trap you in places where they can subject you to mental abuse, track your online activity, even hack your phone, poke their nose in where it doesnt belong because they want control over you. If you point it out , they declare you 'cuckoo' because even even mentioning the things they do are truly absurd and defy the laws of common sense. There is no common sense or logic to the absurd narcissist or bully behavior, yet if you report this behavior it is you who will get punished by the mental health system.
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How do you know that they are tracking and hacking? Do you have any proof? Maybe it’s just imagination? I’m asking because I feel the same way sometimes and I’m not sure if it’s psychosis or real.
 
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