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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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silenthill said:
i didn't have a complete substance blockage, no. a lot of people here have reported not being able to feel substances, and there are a lot who reported being able to. there are some people here that suggest weed for recovery lol. i have never had panic attacks over weed until after invega, and they went away after a few months. regardless, i'm pretty young and only had one injection.
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So just to clarify, Vyvanse never stopped working for you?
 
jrturp said:
So just to clarify, Vyvanse never stopped working for you?
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even 20mg was beautiful for me, so i don't think so. maybe when i first got injected but i wouldn't know because i started the vyvanse months after that.
 
I don’t know what to say anymore 9pm and already on the bed, with severe headaches and tinnitus.

If I was healthy and this shit never happened I would be on my couch with a girl smoking weed and watching stranger things or something on netflix with a good pizza or idk maybe McDonalds too..

May Allah curse the soul of those Who did this to me.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I hat a little lifting into the alteration of the consciousness back at 8 months and another one back at 15.5months but tinnitus came out at 13 months and i’am experiencing a decline into cognitive faculties and memory in the last weeks
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Having recent changes is promising. Even if there’s a decline it could be a wave in the “waves and windows” form of improvement.
 
jrturp said:
Having recent changes is promising. Even if there’s a decline it could be a wave in the “waves and windows” form of improvement.
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Idk maybe we should have some doctors who explain us what is going on instead of blaming us to be delusional or crazy.. Just saying.. Anyways i feel it very permanent.. I had some cry in the last week.. With a lot of tears but it was likely anger induced and desperation inducedi, not an emotionally cry..
 
silenthill said:
even 20mg was beautiful for me, so i don't think so. maybe when i first got injected but i wouldn't know because i started the vyvanse months after that.
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Do you find yourself social again? After invega because i feel nothing but suicidal its been 2months and half tho
 
Ya Allah avenge the souls of the damaged, curse the faith of those who did this to us.

Quran 22:1 is the
first verse of Surah Al-Hajj(The Pilgrimage), which commands humanity to "fear your Lord" because "the quaking of the Hour is a terrible thing". This verse serves as a warning about the Day of Judgment, emphasizing its frightening and awe-inspiring nature.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Ya Allah avenge the souls of the damaged, curse the faith of those who did this to us.

Quran 22:1 is the
first verse of Surah Al-Hajj(The Pilgrimage), which commands humanity to "fear your Lord" because "the quaking of the Hour is a terrible thing". This verse serves as a warning about the Day of Judgment, emphasizing its frightening and awe-inspiring nature.
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lostsoulowen said:
God I can't pretend anymore every time i see psychiatrist or psychologist like, I'm sick when i was misdiagnose. This is pure hell 3.7 Months and i feel the same as i just got the shoot, one month injection my ass, they will get there bad karma for what they did to us.
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Hey I’m three months in and a week. We are in pretty much the same situation. I’ve had no improvements either. I think it’s normal for us to not have any at this time. I’ve never seen a recovery story being three months. The earliest I’ve seen is five months.
 
Reposting: hi, for those who have recovered, have you experienced symptoms (anhedonia, brain fog) going away for a few weeks or so, and then comes back at a less intense level? If you have, please let us know. Is this the "windows and waves" that everyone is talking about? Can those who have recovered also shed light on the recovery process, what kind of signs should we look out for to know if we are on the right track? Thanks heaps.
 
In Australia the loading doses are similar to Canada ...150mg + 100mg. I saw plenty of recovery stories from USA even with 3 to 4 injections but that is still less than the loading doses you get in Canada. For example @Invegatorture got a dose of 100mg and 150mg. This is actually less than 200mg of effective paliperidone. @silenthill got 234mg, this is equal to 150mg of effective paliperidone. Even @demileigh who got 4 injections...150mg, 75mg, 75mg, 75mg equals less than 200mg of effective paliperidone. Almost all the people i have seen who recovered in 6 to 9 months had less than 200mg of effective paliperidone. Would like if someone pointed out recovery stories of people with higher doses. Would like to see recovery stories of people with just loading doses from Australia.
 
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My anhedonia is still very strong, but I think my restlessness (akathisia) has eased a fair bit. I’m not sure if it’s just placebo or if signs of early recovery.
 
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cloudflare said:
Reposting: hi, for those who have recovered, have you experienced symptoms (anhedonia, brain fog) going away for a few weeks or so, and then comes back at a less intense level? If you have, please let us know. Is this the "windows and waves" that everyone is talking about? Can those who have recovered also shed light on the recovery process, what kind of signs should we look out for to know if we are on the right track? Thanks heaps.
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I haven’t recovered but had my first window a few weeks ago at 5 months. The anhedonia is now at a less intense level, exactly as you described. First sign for me was laughing, like a real laugh. And genuine smiles.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
So i maybe have just to wait 2 years and 8 months starting by today (1 year and 4 months) in this agony before recover?

So they shut down me 7 days after my 28yo anniversary and i will wake up 32yo with 4 years of my life missing.. But I have to endure until this time mentally and psychologically without a collapse or a break?

I’am not superman, i’am already at my “enough” phase. I cannot make it until 4 years.. I’am not strong like that.
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No, two years since your injection.
 
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