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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
They told me “we have to look at the benefits even if there are some risk” but they never told me any of these risk like i would develop neuroleptic malignant syndrome that can lead to DEATH.

You know, hidding information like that one it’s very concerning and this is a very bad violation of the rights of the patient here in my country. Yeah i sued them because of that and all the others shitty thing they did to me.
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Man that sucks, did you win the case that you sued them on.
twinpeaks123 said:
is this uk?
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Australia.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I sued on 2 june 2025, i’am still waiting to get some news about (…)
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I wish I could do the same, but my case is a little different because I was on a CTO and I was court ordered to take. As soon as they ceased it I stopped taking. I was in a genuine psychosis as well and I was in need of a antipsychotic. I've stopped smoking weed now so I think I wont fall into another psychosis. I will say that being in psychosis was easier to manage than the debilitating effects of invega. Three months and no signs of improvement yet unfortunately. I'm pretty suicidal to be honest, but hope as time goes on things will get easier.
 
lukeflowz said:
I wish I could do the same, but my case is a little different because I was on a CTO and I was court ordered to take. As soon as they ceased it I stopped taking. I was in a genuine psychosis as well and I was in need of a antipsychotic. I've stopped smoking weed now so I think I wont fall into another psychosis. I will say that being in psychosis was easier to manage than the debilitating effects of invega. Three months and no signs of improvement yet unfortunately. I'm pretty suicidal to be honest, but hope as time goes on things will get easier.
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do you have low energy and fatigue? I have been feeling suicidal lately too
 
twinpeaks123 said:
do you have low energy and fatigue? I have been feeling suicidal lately too
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I was hitting the gym 6 days at week and could do a lot of things but after these injections i don’t have the energy to do a shit and when i lift some sort of weight or i do maybe just a walk then my muscles hurt for days and it took them like days to recover.
 
Sometimes I just sit there staring at bluelight refreshing the page waiting for people to reply to the thread...
 
I'm listening to music right now and it sounds better than it did a month ago. Maybe my anhedonia is lifting a tiny bit.

Still very far from normal. But not totally flat. Normally I only enjoy music while in a moving car. Im just sitting atm.

I really hope this is not just placebo because I know the drug levels are dropping for me now.
 
According to ChatGPT abilify is easier to recover from than invega. This may be why I have some improvement only 2 months off injections.
 
I think my restlessness is lessening, idk if it’s because I feel too fatigued to do anything

I have able to handle my urges
 
Fuck them for what they did to all of us. and fuck to the health care system that instead of helping us and find a way to at least speed up the recovery they just abandon us into that misery.

And fuck toxic family who instead of support,humanity and love always act against us in a toxic way like “this is your menta illness, or, you were like that already before these injections, or, i’ts not the medication you took”.

This experience show me the real face of psychiatry, the real face of health care system in general, and the true face of my family.

Even if I Will make a 100% recovery i will never be the same, because this experience opened my eyes about a lot of things and in the future i will know if someone love me or want to help me or take care of me or if it’s Just an asshole who want to take advantage over me or want to hurt me.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Fuck them for what they did to all of us. and fuck to the health care system that instead of helping us and find a way to at least speed up the recovery they just abandon us into that misery.

And fuck toxic family who instead of support,humanity and love always act against us in a toxic way like “this is your menta illness, or, you were like that already before these injections, or, i’ts not the medication you took”.

This experience show me the real face of psychiatry, the real face of health care system in general, and the true face of my family.

Even if I Will make a 100% recovery i will never be the same, because this experience opened my eyes about a lot of things and in the future i will know if someone love me or want to help me or take care of me or if it’s Just an asshole who want to take advantage over me or want to hurt me.
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growing up, I used to see psychiatry portrayed as evil and I should have listened to it, now I got chemical lobotomy
 
twinpeaks123 said:
growing up, I used to see psychiatry portrayed as evil and I should have listened to it, now I got chemical lobotomy
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My mother it’s like 30 years that she took psychiatric drugs and today at 53yo she is barely able to understeand and to want, her cognitive capabilities are so damn ci promised that she cannot anymore have a normal talk about anything and she cannot understeand basic things..

Psychiatry Just eat she in 30years but she don’t even notice how she is today. This is so sad, they do that with a loto of peope out there.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
My mother it’s like 30 years that she took psychiatric drugs and today at 53yo she is barely able to understeand and to want, her cognitive capabilities are so damn ci promised that she cannot anymore have a normal talk about anything and she cannot understeand basic things..

Psychiatry Just eat she in 30years but she don’t even notice how she is today. This is so sad, they do that with a loto of peope out there.
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At the beginning (16 months ago) when I was first injected and started to be in agony i did some research about what the hell that risperdal consta was and I discovered that it blocks various receptors, and because of that it fall into “antipsychotic” medication.

So i spoke with my mother telling to her “they blocked like 80% of my receptors, this is why i started to be in agony” but she always answered like “no, it don’t block receptors, this is not possible” and it went like that until today.

Some weeks ago she did some nonsense research about “what is Made of risperdal consta” and she wrongly understood that risperdal consta it’s made out of protein and vitamins so until today she belive They just give me some multivitamin shot and it dosent block receptors.

This is how psychiatry ruined the cognitive faculties of my mother in 30 years of pharmaceutical abuse (but until today she still have bipolar, borderline, narcisistic, impulsivity issues) so i dont really know what she took for 30 years and everytime i want to talk about that with her she became angry and impulsive and say like “this is not your businness”
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
At the beginning (16 months ago) when I was first injected and started to be in agony i did some research about what the hell that risperdal consta was and I discovered that it blocks various receptors, and because of that it fall into “antipsychotic” medication.

So i spoke with my mother telling to her “they blocked like 80% of my receptors, this is why i started to be in agony” but she always answered like “no, it don’t block receptors, this is not possible” and it went like that until today.

Some weeks ago she did some nonsense research about “what is Made of risperdal consta” and she wrongly understood that risperdal consta it’s made out of protein and vitamins so until today she belive They just give me some multivitamin shot and it dosent block receptors.

This is how psychiatry ruined the cognitive faculties of my mother in 30 years of pharmaceutical abuse (but until today she still have bipolar, borderline, narcisistic, impulsivity issues) so i dont really know what she took for 30 years and everytime i want to talk about that with her she became angry and impulsive and say like “this is not your businness”
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did she also have anhedonia?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
She cannot feel pleasure or just stay and relax, she always have to be busy and to do things because if it come to face his own toughts she lose it all, so basically she is everytime busy even with nonsense things just in order to escarpe herself
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damn I don’t know how she lived like that for that long
 
twinpeaks123 said:
damn I don’t know how she lived like that for that long
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There are medicaments for bipolar, borderline and impulsitivy issues, but apparentely she never took them, i think she has abused Temesta in these 30 years instead of take care of the mental issues she have.

Since narcisism is not possible to be “cured” she always hidden this and the others mental issues she have and she just wanted to took temesta but this abuse lead to cognitive damage in the long term and the fact she never “cured” the others mental issue they became worse over time until i cannot-not noticing them anymore (i came to realize How my mother is affected by mental issue this summer).

This happened because i start to recognize the same pattern of behaviour and the same response to triggers and by doing some specific research i realized that my mother has severe mental issues like narcisism, bipolarism and borderline, impulsivity and very damaged cognitive faculties due to temesta abuse over decades.
 
invegaloner said:
Please be careful with using ChatGPT as a source, people have used it for medical advice and have gotten hurt from it

www.livescience.com

Man sought diet advice from ChatGPT and ended up with 'bromide intoxication,' which caused hallucinations and paranoia

A case report describes an incident in which a man seeking to make a dietary change consulted ChatGPT and later developed "bromism," a rare "toxidrome."
www.livescience.com www.livescience.com
www.nbcnews.com

Man who asked ChatGPT about cutting out salt from his diet was hospitalized with hallucinations

A case study in a medical journal reported that the 60-year-old man replaced sodium chloride with sodium bromide after consulting the AI bot.
www.nbcnews.com www.nbcnews.com

ChatGPT just scrapes websites (so in the case of invega Reddit comments and this forum) and summarizes what it read but it cannot fact check because it doesn’t actually “know” about the drug, it just tells you what you want to hear, especially if you keep pushing it on the same issue
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we don’t have other sources
 
twinpeaks123 said:
we don’t have other sources
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All my knowlede about receptors blockade and down/up regulation, tinnitus, and others things are by AI, because when I seek information and help to doctors and specialists They acted like monkey so i had to find my own informations.

I keep saying that emotive and self-cure it’s a very wrong use of IA that can lead to delusion and even hurt yourself, but we don’t had any choice about just know what happened to us, why it’s happened and why we don’t recovered in the long term.

Since today not even a single doctor give me any information about what happened to me, we had no choice about, they should give us these info instead of gaslight us and blaming our “pseudo-mental illness”. This is their fault.
 
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