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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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I’ve started watching some streamers on twitch lately. It’s something I used to do all the time before the injections. I think I tried watching it a couple of times last year but just wasn’t interested at all.
 
iraistired said:
guys somene tell me they understand this
also thank u to everyone who told me i will recover
my vibes came back and stuff but then went away due to shame will they come back
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Yeah, in my experience I feel better in windows, and after some time the window closes, but keeps opening for longer and longer each time.

What do you mean they went away because of shame? Shame from stuff you did during psychosis? I feel so much cringe from how I behaved but I'm trying to just forget about it and move on.
 
Today I got my first wet dream ever since the injections. I would get them weekly before but ever since I got on Invega they disappeared. It wasn't a lot, but it was still something.
 
stolensoul said:
Yeah, in my experience I feel better in windows, and after some time the window closes, but keeps opening for longer and longer each time.

What do you mean they went away because of shame? Shame from stuff you did during psychosis? I feel so much cringe from how I behaved but I'm trying to just forget about it and move on.
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Whats some of the cringe moments from you that your willing to share? I was in public yelling at the sky giving speeches. I was then in a shopping centre shop lifting because I thought i was a god. Lucky security just took my basket off me and i then ran away. I can't remember a good amount of what I did which I'm greatful for to be honest.
 
When you recover mostly or fully, you will be capable of great things; such as immense endurance through the pain of discipline, such as running, swimming or training every day like an elite athlete, unmatched work endurance and consistency, mathematics and learning new languages is easy, socializing is effortless, fear (and pain) of rejection or cheating is near non-existent (which can be a problem due too much carelessness, you need to compensate this with rationality, and experience does help here too), etc..

As someone who recovered mostly (~80%), I see great potential in us who recover till that point or further creating a community / group/s, if just one (as I did) can get so far (in terms of "life stats", $, etc), then imagine how it could be with a community that is based in thick immense unmatchable strength and also in reason at a mathematical level of clean/unbiased, we would be a matching force to the system that would erase it bit by bit, from all areas/sides of its operations it needs to be reconstructed, not through violence but through strength, leverage, influence, experience and reason, each of these words there hold immense weight and aren't meant to be taken shallow or unserious, each of these areas must be pushed to utter absolute extremes, to be a fitting weapon of change.

I will do my best anyway.
 
I think my musical anhedonia is on its way out the door. This song makes me cry and gives me frission again even though I don't relate to it a whole lot.

 
Is there a sticky or a wiki for recovery information? ALSO CAN ANYONE ELSE NOT EXERCISE?

I am new here. I got a 150mg shot January 2025. I have intense anhedonia. It seems like people say 1 year for a 50% recovery. I would appreciate help. Thanks.

Also, has St John's Wort been investigated? Doesn't it take away the drug faster?
 
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t_xeplionhell said:
When you recover mostly or fully, you will be capable of great things; such as immense endurance through the pain of discipline, such as running, swimming or training every day like an elite athlete, unmatched work endurance and consistency, mathematics and learning new languages is easy, socializing is effortless, fear (and pain) of rejection or cheating is near non-existent (which can be a problem due too much carelessness, you need to compensate this with rationality, and experience does help here too), etc..

As someone who recovered mostly (~80%), I see great potential in us who recover till that point or further creating a community / group/s, if just one (as I did) can get so far (in terms of "life stats", $, etc), then imagine how it could be with a community that is based in thick immense unmatchable strength and also in reason at a mathematical level of clean/unbiased, we would be a matching force to the system that would erase it bit by bit, from all areas/sides of its operations it needs to be reconstructed, not through violence but through strength, leverage, influence, experience and reason, each of these words there hold immense weight and aren't meant to be taken shallow or unserious, each of these areas must be pushed to utter absolute extremes, to be a fitting weapon of change.

I will do my best anyway.
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I’m glad you recovered goes to show everyone will recover whether it’s 6 months 1 year 2 years 4 years 5 years but everyone will recover
 
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