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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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sHR00m said:
Does anyone has it that drugs aren't working anymore on invega? I'm talking not just LSD and the like but pretty much anything. THC, alcohol, I could swear even my morning coffee feels like decaf. Kratom? Worthless.
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I am 18 months without injections and I could feel the effects of alcohol, cigarettes or cannabis after 1 years of stop, before I had the impression not to smoke anything and I was not drunk when I drank the last time I drank I was completely stoned lol, and for the sperm do not worry I had liquid sperm like water with very little ejaculation all that but returned.
 
I received his injections of haldol but I had the same side effects as invega that's why I'm on this forum
 
Something inside me still feels like it's gone missing. I'm pretty depressed right now. Really worried about my future. Right now I can barely hold a fucking conversation with another person. I feel flat. I feel scared. I'm definitely improved in alog of ways but I'm scared forever something is different in my life this feeling of low motivation and lack of pleasure.

I'm missing any drive or enthusiasm for life. I can't stay like this forever but at the moment it doesn't feel like I can change it. It's been 3.5 months since my shots I know that's apparently not alot of time but still I feel like maybe I've really fucked myself in some perm capacity. It feels like I've got mountains to climb. I'd climbed the mountains already in life though. I don't want to have to start all over at age 38 but I guess I have to.

Fuck I'm worried as he'll for my future. Not suicidal anymore. But still I can't stop thinking about how scary death is lately. I think maybe because of mums bad health. She's half fucked. She needs medical care.

Medical care is something everyone needs but if you've got no money because invega fucksd your brain life looks pretty fucking scary.
 
IOSIP said:
Something inside me still feels like it's gone missing. I'm pretty depressed right now. Really worried about my future. Right now I can barely hold a fucking conversation with another person. I feel flat. I feel scared. I'm definitely improved in alog of ways but I'm scared forever something is different in my life this feeling of low motivation and lack of pleasure.

I'm missing any drive or enthusiasm for life. I can't stay like this forever but at the moment it doesn't feel like I can change it. It's been 3.5 months since my shots I know that's apparently not alot of time but still I feel like maybe I've really fucked myself in some perm capacity. It feels like I've got mountains to climb. I'd climbed the mountains already in life though. I don't want to have to start all over at age 38 but I guess I have to.

Fuck I'm worried as he'll for my future. Not suicidal anymore. But still I can't stop thinking about how scary death is lately. I think maybe because of mums bad health. She's half fucked. She needs medical care.

Medical care is something everyone needs but if you've got no money because invega fucksd your brain life looks pretty fucking scary.
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I know man.

Hang in there until 7 months you will feel something different. I feel I am still improving and also I have some worry about future but I will figure it out as well.

I think most important thing to recover is that we have to take full responsibility about our life as there is no one to do that for us.

It is scary but I need to make decision anyway
 
wbga said:
I know man.

Hang in there until 7 months you will feel something different. I feel I am still improving and also I have some worry about future but I will figure it out as well.

I think most important thing to recover is that we have to take full responsibility about our life as there is no one to do that for us.

It is scary but I need to make decision anyway
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Thanks dude. I will hang in there. I have nothing else i can do. I think it's the stupid shit i did in psychosis that breaks me when I think about it to long. I'm really stuck on how to move forward. Feeling this way as well just doesn't help. I'm so fucking lazy its unbelievable. But I just can't snap out of this feeling.

38 is still so young it concerns me ive done something really silly and fucke my brain up permanently. That's the worry that comes to me.
 
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IOSIP said:
Thanks dude. I will hang in there. I have nothing else i can do. I think it's the stupid shit i did in psychosis that breaks me when I think about it to long. I'm really stuck on how to move forward. Feeling this way as well just doesn't help. I'm so fucking lazy its unbelievable. But I just can't snap out of this feeling.

38 is still so young it concerns me ive done something really silly and fucke my brain up permanently. That's the worry that comes to me.
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elieve me you didn’t fuck up your brain.

I really think my brain reworded completely and I feel like super human in some way.

I think the receptors regenerate in other part of brain and gives you more ability.

I’m different person but it doesn’t mean that I became worse. I’m stronger.
 
wbga said:
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elieve me you didn’t fuck up your brain.

I really think my brain reworded completely and I feel like super human in some way.

I think the receptors regenerate in other part of brain and gives you more ability.

I’m different person but it doesn’t mean that I became worse. I’m stronger.
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OK well you were right about the akathisia. I'll keep the hope. I've got so fucking far to go though it just breaks me when I think about it for to long.
 
IOSIP said:
OK well you were right about the akathisia. I'll keep the hope. I've got so fucking far to go though it just breaks me when I think about it for to long.
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Try to walk nature. If you have lake or mountain, anything that can connect with nature, go excercise and have some fresh air.

Whenever you feel like it.

Until 6month I felt nothing really improved but then in 7 month I feel more than normal.

It is when I started going to walk and excercise.
 
IOSIP said:
Something inside me still feels like it's gone missing. I'm pretty depressed right now. Really worried about my future. Right now I can barely hold a fucking conversation with another person. I feel flat. I feel scared. I'm definitely improved in alog of ways but I'm scared forever something is different in my life this feeling of low motivation and lack of pleasure.

I'm missing any drive or enthusiasm for life. I can't stay like this forever but at the moment it doesn't feel like I can change it. It's been 3.5 months since my shots I know that's apparently not alot of time but still I feel like maybe I've really fucked myself in some perm capacity. It feels like I've got mountains to climb. I'd climbed the mountains already in life though. I don't want to have to start all over at age 38 but I guess I have to.

Fuck I'm worried as he'll for my future. Not suicidal anymore. But still I can't stop thinking about how scary death is lately. I think maybe because of mums bad health. She's half fucked. She needs medical care.

Medical care is something everyone needs but if you've got no money because invega fucksd your brain life looks pretty fucking scary.
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I know that feeling. I’ve experienced it for 20 months since my injection, and it’s barley started to fade in the last 12 months. It’s tough, but I promise you’ll get used to it, and that will help you manage until full recovery. I had 10 injections plus three Haldol shots. The anhedonia is painful, but you’ll adapt, and it does get better. Check out CrimsonthornX’s profile , he had two injections like you and fully recovered in nine months.

You feel depressed because Invega stripped away key brain chemicals we’ve had since birth. But don’t worry , it’s not permanent. Your brain knows something’s off and compensates by creating more receptors. Over time, as Invega unbinds and neurotransmitter production normalizes, you’ll recover no doubt.

You’re only 38. My brother is 50, on parole after serving four years for a serious charge, and has to rebuild his life from scratch while caring for four kids. He also has health issues and struggles to find work. Your situation might not be as tough as his.

Our aging parents need us, too. My dad is 76 with prostate cancer ( he's fine travels half the year ), and my sister cares for him. At least in Australia and Canada, we have free healthcare , unlike the U.S.

Stay busy, eat well, and stay healthy. You will recover , I have no doubt. And never consider suicide; no matter how hard it gets, it’s not an option.
 
saladbowl said:
Hi, I got off the Invega Sustena injection 2 and a half months ago. I got 1 ability shot followed by 3 invega shots. I got doses like 100/75/75mg shots. Day by day I feel a little better. I have no restlessness, no intrusive thoughts anymore, no gay thoughts anymore. The only thing missing is my Libido. I don't want to get out of my bed. I sleep 12 hours a day too. A month ago I screwed this big interview because I couldn't maintain eye-contact. My eye-contact is better today but still not the best. I'll follow up with more.
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Gay thoughts? What you mean lol
 
I feel like I've been hit by a wave of the leftover injection again. My arm hurts where I was injected and feel very blank and fatigued. Was also ill with fever for the past week so could just be that. Frustrating.
 
wbga said:
Try to walk nature. If you have lake or mountain, anything that can connect with nature, go excercise and have some fresh air.

Whenever you feel like it.

Until 6month I felt nothing really improved but then in 7 month I feel more than normal.

It is when I started going to walk and excercise.
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that happened with ayden too i wonder why 7 months passed and i didn’t recover yet
 
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