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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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IOSIP said:
If Australia ever has conscription into the army I'm glad i had psychosis. Cos fuck that shit.
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yeah ngl why would I die for a country that wouldn't give a fuck about me but you guys are safe . Here trump every few days says we should become Americas 51st state LOL . He can literlly take our country in few days if he wanted to our army is very small . But I would join the army to fight the Americans idgaf cuz im not giving them this country and I would rather die a hero.
 
I still can't fucking believe i had psychosis m. 38 I'm to old to be having fucking psychosis. Meant to dot hat shit in your 20s. Fuck my life. This shit sucks. I'm off to bed soon myself.
 
IOSIP said:
I still can't fucking believe i had psychosis m. 38 I'm to old to be having fucking psychosis. Meant to dot hat shit in your 20s. Fuck my life. This shit sucks. I'm off to bed soon myself.
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What caused your psychosis. How is it possible you randomly got it at age 38??. was it from drugs, lack of sleep, head injury , bad diet? Cuz i know for af act you dont have schizophrenia cuz we know for a fact schizophrenia is not real and made up by corrupt psychiatrists so what caused it?
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
What caused your psychosis. How is it possible you randomly got it at age 38??. was it from drugs, lack of sleep, head injury , bad diet? Cuz i know for af act you dont have schizophrenia cuz we know for a fact schizophrenia is not real and made up by corrupt psychiatrists so what caused it?
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Weed and dexies. Then I did a line of drugs that was methamphetamine with a friend and it set me straight into psychosis. I regret that moment so much. I was already manic and had done a pretty good job of fucking shit up. Then I took the meth and it fucked me.

It was supposed to be ketamine.
 
IOSIP said:
Weed and dexies. Then I did a line of drugs that was methamphetamine with a friend and it set me straight into psychosis. I regret that moment so much. I was already manic and had done a pretty good job of fucking shit up. Then I took the meth and it fucked me.

It was supposed to be ketamine.
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Yeah it was 100% drug induced. You needa give your brain a long time to heal. I had 3 hospitlizaitons back to back within weeks of each other cuz I kept going back to weed lool . The digusting nigerian shrink saw this and said " hmm let me diagnose him with psychosis unspecified instead of weed induced psychosis" fcking RETARD BCH
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Yeah it was 100% drug induced. You needa give your brain a long time to heal. I had 3 hospitlizaitons back to back within weeks of each other cuz I kept going back to weed lool . The digusting nigerian shrink saw this and said " hmm let me diagnose him with psychosis unspecified instead of weed induced psychosis" fcking RETARD BCH
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Yeah man. I'm a fucking idiot. Worst mistake of my life.
 
IOSIP said:
Yeah man. I'm a fucking idiot. Worst mistake of my life.
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We all make mistakes bro. I made mistakes resulting in criminal charges which are fully gone by now. I made mistakes which led me to getting sued for $250k and they dropped the lawsuit thank God. I fucked up harder than you did man but its okay things will get better we will heal Inshallah.
 
foodcrisis said:
how did they fake their own death? this has been posted by a few posters... i think if someone was talking about suicide and said they were going to but backed out, we shouldn't be putting them down... did they have another account come to the board and say they died or something? i'm confused why people keep saying the poster faked their own death. i can't find the info on this... i don't think we should be putting people down for backing out of suicide.. i guess that's really messed up if they made another account saying they died or something. i wouldn't get that.. but these repeat posts putting poster Believeingod123 down for the subject of faking their own death is kind of weird to me... but then again, i've been corrected wondering about stuff like this before when trying to support some posters.
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Go look at their post history. They pretended to be their older brother and informed us that the owner of the account, their little brother, had commited suicide. Happened back in November.
 
IOSIP said:
I star6wd playing final fantasy 7 out of hospital and it felt completely hollow. Like something constructed to keep my mind occupied from the world. It was scary how it felt. Like something I once cherished just felt so incredibly empty. Makes me sad just typing this shit. I still can't play games.

Are you playing games again?
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Yeah man. I woke up at 11am started playing Valorant then Fortnite. Before I know it’s midnight. I never used to game for that long. Like max maybe a few hours then I’d take a break and do something else.

I do know that feeling because when I got on Fortnite a few weeks after the injections I felt absolutely nothing. I remember looking at the screen and not being able to focus or think properly. I got off after like 10 mins and didn’t play again for a few months. The next few times I tried playing I could focus a bit more but I still felt nothing from it.

It used to be something I’d want to do and it became something I never felt like doing. But I also didn’t feel like doing anything at all, except buying food & drinks from the store.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Yeah it was 100% drug induced. You needa give your brain a long time to heal. I had 3 hospitlizaitons back to back within weeks of each other cuz I kept going back to weed lool . The digusting nigerian shrink saw this and said " hmm let me diagnose him with psychosis unspecified instead of weed induced psychosis" fcking RETARD BCH
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Please dont use the r word thanks
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
ok sorry but can I call for violence towards psychiatrists? 😈😈😈😈
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When i first got out of the psych ward i to wanted to beat the shit out of of the shrink i had in there. Had she not ben a woman i would have beaten the shit out of her in there. However i eventually realized that hating that bitch as just giving her free rent space in my head. The best revenge i can get on my former shrink is to live well. She said i wouldnt get my old prescriptions back but i did. Now not only am i doing great but i am in the best shape of my life now.

Maybe stop hating on your shrink and instead focus on living well? That really is the best revenge
 
maryjaneforever said:
Maybe a few more months for you and you’ll be ok.

I just want to give them two Invega shots and lock them in seclusion. That’s all. No violence. Just an eye for an eye.
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I hated the shrinks and psych ward nurses calling solitary "seclusion". Like wtf call it what it is which is solitary confinement and its literal torture
 
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