Yes me to, to be honest. Good for you Tony.
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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9
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TonyTonyChopper
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Mashallah. Happy for you brother enjoy your life and family and keep updating us . I want to live in the countryside one day. I hate the city living it doesnt feel natural and everyone is angry and not polite. I will live in nature and in the wilderness very soon. I am going to my home country Somalia and will be drinking camel milk to heal I cant wait.I would like my brother to leave I'm in the countryside I'm fishing I'm enjoying nature the barbecues the outings I'm happy again my brother, here the people are simple in the countryside no hassle not superficial not materialistic they are resourceful and it's another mentality, the roti chickens are raised without antibiotics without GMO everything and natural it's just happiness, I was really fed up with the police checks every day the almonds never have a place to park your car I felt locked there we are very good my daughter hamdoulah thanks to gods and in super health she is 9 months old walking on all fours is very smiling she has a good fork she loves to eat, and I have found my libido and my voluminous white sperm so I think there will be a 3rd child in a little while️
It is but my sleep is getting worse. Immune waking up and not getting back to sleep. Maybe I'm getting 5 hours to 8 hours if I'm lucky
TonyTonyChopper
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yeah Ayden he recovered from invega fully but was given 10 MG haldol and still doesnt feel right. I was forced on 5MG haldol 3 times then 10 injections of invega. Yeah it will take a long fkn time to heal but I will eventually . Idk why my brain is not producing enough dopamine and other chemicals though.
Because invega is like a fucking nuke. It looks shit.
TonyTonyChopper
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I really want to protest infront of my local psych ward about invega and psychiatry but I will 100% be tresspassed which is criminal charge and probably even beaten up because authoritiarian Canada you can't talk about treadu and big pharma. Its doomed boys.
Sounds fucking great. I'm jealous. But happy for you.I would like my brother to leave I'm in the countryside I'm fishing I'm enjoying nature the barbecues the outings I'm happy again my brother, here the people are simple in the countryside no hassle not superficial not materialistic they are resourceful and it's another mentality, the roti chickens are raised without antibiotics without GMO everything and natural it's just happiness, I was really fed up with the police checks every day the almonds never have a place to park your car I felt locked there we are very good my daughter hamdoulah thanks to gods and in super health she is 9 months old walking on all fours is very smiling she has a good fork she loves to eat, and I have found my libido and my voluminous white sperm so I think there will be a 3rd child in a little while
Probably get more fucking injections. Don't do that. Ahahahahaha
I had a crappy sleep beginning of withdrawal from crazy nightmares I was sleeping 2 hours a night now I feel tired and I sleep really well everything is coming back my brother 18 months without medication
not even a dolipraneyes I have seen a lot of it on bluelight who took haldol there is even a guy 8 injections he was cured 2 years ago, I feel only positive my brother renewed energy in the morning to tell the truth before I thought about it all the time his tour in a loop I thought that the injection to the psychiatrist all that today I don't even think about it anymore it went out of my head
TonyTonyChopper
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Bro if I don't speak up , psychiatry will continue to cause more suicides. How can I not speak about evil. God says in the holy Quran "O believers! Stand firm for justice as witnesses for Allah even if it is against yourselves, your parents, or close relatives. Be they rich or poor, Allah is best to ensure their interests. So do not let your desires cause you to deviate ˹from justice". God is literlly telling me to speak out against psychiatry . How can I disobey what God says?
your turn will come to guard the liver my brother the patient 18 months of arrest
So it took you 18 months?I had a crappy sleep beginning of withdrawal from crazy nightmares I was sleeping 2 hours a night now I feel tired and I sleep really well everything is coming back my brother 18 months without medication
Tony i won't fight you and your religion. I would just suggest maybe do something else. Ahahahaha. It's a funny mental image you protesting outside the clinic though.
Until I had invega i never imagined i would be suicidal. I'll give you that much. I didn't have s clue how bad a drug can make you feel.
TonyTonyChopper
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Yeah ill be honest with a psychosis and major depressive diagnosis permanently on my medical record. No one will ever take me seriously. Heck I even had the idea one day to join the military now that orange man trump wants Canada for himself but guess what , not even the military will take someone with psychosis diagnosis HAHA. We are just fucked in every possible way. Only way is to permanently live in another country. Lucky for me that trudeau days are numbered, he is resiging but another dictator will take his place . Hey atleast id rather live under canadian dictators than iranian or russian dictators.
Bro I promis you , hundreds of thousands of ppl die from suicide since invega was released . Janssen continues to make billions of dollars a year though its sickening.
This fucking get me hey. I'm the same permanently drug induced fucking psychosis on my record. Fuck my life. No one will take me seriously either. Just a druggy in there eyes.
I'm sure it causes lots of suicides.
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