Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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Go to bed. Ahshahsha
FCK it , im not guna sleep tonight I feel too stimulated for some reason like energy probably from all the coffee I had fck, I was sleeping so well for a while now. No problem I just will have to be careful not to drive tommorow .
 
FCK it , im not guna sleep tonight I feel too stimulated for some reason like energy probably from all the coffee I had fck, I was sleeping so well for a while now. No problem I just will have to be careful not to drive tommorow .
I yearn for sleep. I take seroquel just to take away the pain of being awake in thus state. I dont know how you wilfully stay up all night. Fuck me dead. Sounds like torture.
 
I'm in Australia as well
BROOO Australia is soo fkn cool it doesnt seem like a real country. When I turn 29 so in 3 years, I wanna apply for work holiday visa to your country. If I get visa I wanna work there doing something I heard it has to be hospitality or something but I hear good things about Australia. You guys even got this sick chinese cars called BYD that are not allowed by our dictator trudeau . Man If I had $2500 I would literlly come visit Australia but Sadly im going to Africa once my passport arrives. Im only going for 2 months max. But yeah you can also come visit us maybe one day? this winter is absolutely brutal like its insane how much snow there is and how cold it gets but i love winter so its okay. Idk if i will like the complete opposite heat though and the big spiders lol I havent seen a spider in 2 years.
 
I yearn for sleep. I take seroquel just to take away the pain of being awake in thus state. I dont know how you wilfully stay up all night. Fuck me dead. Sounds like torture.
I feel like seroquel is stopping you from suffering from the no sleep Invega causes which sends you insane.
 
But why take an antipsychotic for sleep though? Don't get me wrong olanzapine fully returned my sleep after taking that fake parnate but it made me very drowsy so i stopped it and my sleep remained. I was literlly since sleeping 8 hours a day but today i cant sleep cuz i had so much coffee lol. I pray I sleep eventually . I heard this medication called zopiclone is good for sleep.
 
BROOO Australia is soo fkn cool it doesnt seem like a real country. When I turn 29 so in 3 years, I wanna apply for work holiday visa to your country. If I get visa I wanna work there doing something I heard it has to be hospitality or something but I hear good things about Australia. You guys even got this sick chinese cars called BYD that are not allowed by our dictator trudeau . Man If I had $2500 I would literlly come visit Australia but Sadly im going to Africa once my passport arrives. Im only going for 2 months max. But yeah you can also come visit us maybe one day? this winter is absolutely brutal like its insane how much snow there is and how cold it gets but i love winter so its okay. Idk if i will like the complete opposite heat though and the big spiders lol I havent seen a spider in 2 years.
Better get in quick we are filling up fast.
Why arnt you allowed BYD
 
Fenec its been a while, how are you doing?
hello brother it's okay I haven't watched all of Bluelight for too long I'm happy my brother I've got my life back 18 months off ❤️ and how are you feeling?
 
guyss anyone who recovered did u hit a period where recovery stopped for a while or where u didn’t see improvement after previously seeing somee i need helppp
 
Yeah totally nuts. But I’ll tell you why and I don’t want to talk about it. I don’t want to deal with it.
My daughter died. That’s what happened. So I trashed everything and was going to join her. That pain too unbearable for fucking words. that’s it. Just leave it there.

Just with Satan.
I am sorry for your child may Allah open the doors of paradise for him Allah y rahma little angel in heaven
 
Better get in quick we are filling up fast.
Why arnt you allowed BYD
Damn sounds like you guys got the immigration problem as well , its so bad here lol but its okay makes the country grow. Your population is lower than ours so i think i still got time. I wanna heal fully before I think about coming to Australia which will take atleast 2-3 years but I am 100% considering it.

As for why we aren't allowed BYD cars? Simple, because the US says no. They influence everything we do and if they come to Canada it will be the number 1 selling car and Americans will even cross the border to buy the car and bring it into the states. The US doesn't want BYD because it will put their trash electric cars out of business. They are literlly behind 20 years. China dominating this industry its wild and i literlly just learned BYD existed last week lol.
 
BROOO Australia is soo fkn cool it doesnt seem like a real country. When I turn 29 so in 3 years, I wanna apply for work holiday visa to your country. If I get visa I wanna work there doing something I heard it has to be hospitality or something but I hear good things about Australia. You guys even got this sick chinese cars called BYD that are not allowed by our dictator trudeau . Man If I had $2500 I would literlly come visit Australia but Sadly im going to Africa once my passport arrives. Im only going for 2 months max. But yeah you can also come visit us maybe one day? this winter is absolutely brutal like its insane how much snow there is and how cold it gets but i love winter so its okay. Idk if i will like the complete opposite heat though and the big spiders lol I havent seen a spider in 2 years.
Hahaha mate I'll be lucky to be employed after all this shit. I'd love to come to Canada again one day. Fuck I'm worried ill be a homeless fucking but at this point when my parents are dead.
 
hello brother it's okay I haven't watched all of Bluelight for too long I'm happy my brother I've got my life back 18 months off ❤️ and how are you feeling?
I've made some improvements. But suffering sever anhedonia now. Only been 3 months for me though. I'm glad to hear you got your life back.
 
guyss anyone who recovered did u hit a period where recovery stopped for a while or where u didn’t see improvement after previously seeing somee i need helppp
Yeah mate. I'm currently stuck in anhedonia and its like a never ending fucking nightmare. How long has it been for you?
 
Hahaha mate I'll be lucky to be employed after all this shit. I'd love to come to Canada again one day. Fuck I'm worried ill be a homeless fucking but at this point when my parents are dead.
Bro the homeless problem in Canada is literlly insane. Our province had 80 thousand homeless people. hundreds per day are dying by freezing to death in this winter. Sadly our government does not give a fck about housing and homeless people. Every time i go get groceries I give a homeless person sitting outside the grocery store some money because I'm morally obliged to. It is sickening what our dictator did to our country and let homelessness get this bad it is fckn crazy and I thank God that I have a good family supporting me otherwise I would be homeless.

 
YES fenec knows whats up. FREE PALESTINE. Inshallah we meet brother one day. Leave that racist country france and come here to Canada. It is bad right now but quebec will accept you no problem. JOIN US BROTHER.
I would like my brother to leave I'm in the countryside I'm fishing I'm enjoying nature the barbecues the outings I'm happy again my brother, here the people are simple in the countryside no hassle not superficial not materialistic they are resourceful and it's another mentality, the roti chickens are raised without antibiotics without GMO everything and natural it's just happiness, I was really fed up with the police checks every day the almonds never have a place to park your car I felt locked there we are very good my daughter hamdoulah thanks to gods and in super health she is 9 months old walking on all fours is very smiling she has a good fork she loves to eat, and I have found my libido and my voluminous white sperm so I think there will be a 3rd child in a little while ⌛🌸
 
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