Lol it might last a year haha chill. Were you on cto? How you got hospitalized if i might ask?Yeah man thats very unfortunateforced injections are no joke, I'd have rather gone to jail than having to take that shit if I knew that it would completely destroy my ability to get high. I asked the doctor like does it only work when I take it, he said yes the effects dont continue when you don't take it, what a load of crap..
Jeeesus are you on cto? They would put me on it too but im in Poland so shit fortunately does not exist there
My psychiatrist is a very well known dude here(supposedly one of the best in the country) and works with courts all the time, he literally said he needs court order to make him comply with medicine and court didn't even give me a chance to defend myself, make my case or go through another check up from another doctor before they put me in a private clinic to start getting injections.. It felt like a total violation of my rights. I had to stay in clinic for 1 month afterwards there was no more court order but I kept complying like an idiot hoping if I just endure this for few months it'd be over..
That's what they do they violate human autonomy and dehumanise people. So by pretending you like pills you avoided cto?
Cto was basically you stay in clinic for 1 month, that was all, after that I just complied hoping I could stop taking medicine after some months and everything would be all right. My doctor is gonna stop giving me abilify in a few months he says now, unaware I already stopped since june :d
They such a dumbheads
they also told me i need to be on it for life... They dont know how to heal cptsd they just force these disgusting chemicals on us... Either way im suing them. It will bring me relief.Ah man I wish I could sue them too, it would bring such a relief to me if I won..They such a dumbheads
I will. They misdiagnosed my cptsd as paranoid schizophrenia 3 times i was landing there for minor shit for fighting with narcissistic parents.
nah lots of ppl say government weed is trash and way too strong and potent. Illegal weed is more authentic it is grown by regular people.
It's gradually coming back
One spiritual lady i trust said that if you need to release energy its ok if you use imagination but never porn. At some point the build up will be so high it will affect your feelings. You might get tense resltedd agresive all that so just let you know to not feel guilt as long as there is no P there. But if you can go for 90 days why not. Retention is powerful but moderation is ok because mod of sr reddit said you can torture yourself with the tension lol. I actually aim for months of celibate till i find a girl but i know its not that easy
you need lots of meditation, spine breathing, pranayama, and others techniques of transmutation to not go nuts
I want to challenge my self and seriously do no fap for 1 year but im aiming for 90 days first then another 90 and so on. If i do need to release ill use imagination. Im done with porn forever . ill try all those techniques like meditation, 2025 will be the YEAR OF HEALINGOne spiritual lady i trust said that if you need to release energy its ok if you use imagination but never porn. At some point the build up will be so high it will affect your feelings. You might get tense resltedd agresive all that so just let you know to not feel guilt as long as there is no P there. But if you can go for 90 days why not. Retention is powerful but moderation is ok because mod of sr reddit said you can torture yourself with the tension lol. I actually aim for months of celibate till i find a girl but i know its not that easy
Yeah when you release without porn i can assure you still feel good and normal. You sleep deep and refreshed. But once you use porn you get bad vibes depression all that. It tells you how real energy is lol.
How did you get half a million?