Yeah when i was injected olanzapine in ward there was a guy Karol his name 1.90 big guy he was so ripped and i always saw him doing pushups when sharing a room with him. He was on 10 mg olanzapine. Seriously just what we believe is manifesting.
Guy was swallowing this shii all day and yet had beautiful form. Why? Because he was all day training... Simple. And he wasnt a porn user seemed like and as we established it steals your lifeforce to do good things
holy fck, and olanzapine causes the most weight out of all the antipsychotics. Well thats if u dont trick ur mindset into believeing that and believe you can be healthy on olazapine or invega. Crazy how true whatever we manifests becomes
Imagine how much potential porn stole from us. Ik most of my "friends" i put that in quotations because theyre fake and werent supporting me when I was at my lowest. Anyway 3 of them are married to very beautiful girls and make alot of money and Ik they never consume porn or fap because they are ultra religious muslims . They are also very fit so look at what abstaining from pmo does to someone. It unlocks your full potential. Fck I missed out on so much but I can change . We got 60 years in us left so we can def get there if we start earlier the better
Yes brother. Pray to God. Purify your soul. Cut that demonic shii forever. Get healthy and just enjoy this beatiful world. Please Lord make it so
. I trully consider Hawkins as biggest mystic of our lifetime. He calibrated both Koran and New testament as high vibration
Koran was at 700 but he also said there are some verses below 200. What muslims think about Jesus by the way? Im curious
There is not porn mentioned in new testament cause obviously it didnt exist but Jesus is saying a lot about how destrucive lust is. Jesus was an Avatar per Hawkins at 1000 lolYes brother. Pray to God. Purify your soul. Cut that demonic shii forever. Get healthy and just enjoy this beatiful world. Please Lord make it so
I had two cups of tea because I wanted to see if reused loose leaf tea still tastes good and it does but now I am shaky. It could be just the caffine. My left hand never entirely stopped feeling weird even though the weirdness is barely noticeable now.
Im def guna check out his hawkins work. I think whoever said rap urges them to pmo it makes sense cuz some rap songs are very nsfw content. So amma listen to some halleluiah songs and nasheeds.
Hahah def bro. Even reggae is good i love reggae he calibrated it as high vibe. By the way what muslims think of Jesus?
They believe he is a mighty prophet a wise teacher born of a virgin , performed miracles like curing the leoper and the blind and overall a very special human in a very high status. They believe he will return again to kill the antichrist and unite christians , Jews , muslims into day of judgement and after he will get married and die a natural death. What they dont believe is that he is the son of God because God is above his creation so he cant have a son, he is above that. If you mean son in a figurative way like we are the children of God sure, but not the literal son of God. They don't believe he is God because God can't be a human he is above humans unimaginable nothing like him exists and he is one has no father no mother no kids he is the greatest. There are miracles in the quran about jesus that do not exist in the bible like when he was a baby he would speak to defend his mother when ppl accused her of adultary when she brought jesus to the town and other miracles.
Beautiful. At least they recognize he was an Avatar but i understand the thinking that he and creator are different thing. You can say he had the most of creator in him but wasnt the creator? Fook hard to fathom such deep topics. Anyway. There is lots of beauty in New Testament and im about to read it. I will read Koran too. Saint books will raise my kundalini. Amen Inshallah
Lol yeah they are deep topics indeed. Back when I used to smoke some potent weed I would dive into different religions and study them to upgrade my spirituality. I also used to love reading new testament and old testament , we believe 100% there is truth to them because they all came from the same source just at different times to different prophets. I miss those days I almost became a monk from how much I was into God and religion. Too bad invega killed my spirituality which I will get back with no PMOBeautiful. At least they recognize he was an Avatar but i understand the thinking that he and creator are different thing. You can say he had the most of creator in him but wasnt the creator? Fook hard to fathom such deep topics. Anyway. There is lots of beauty in New Testament and im about to read it. I will read Koran too. Saint books will raise my kundalini. Amen Inshallah
We will. I feel it coming back all after 10 months but cant fully evolve because still have this diagnosis and i cannot be myself. Im going to a psychotraumatolog soon i will talk how traumatic was being injected with this chemical shit on ilness i dont have maybe he will help me gain power and IndependencyLol yeah they are deep topics indeed. Back when I used to smoke some potent weed I would dive into different religions and study them to upgrade my spirituality. I also used to love reading new testament and old testament , we believe 100% there is truth to them because they all came from the same source just at different times to different prophets. I miss those days I almost became a monk from how much I was into God and religion. Too bad invega killed my spirituality which I will get back with no PMO
I find it odd how we are both 10 months off from injections and you got injection with olanzapine before then abilify and I was on haldol and invega yet you recovered way quicker than me. Why are our brains so different in healing , I just pray I recover in the next 6 months preferrenbly in feb 29 when i hit exactly 12 months but I doubt thats going to happen since i see no big improvements so far. I really dont want to wait until 2026 to recover i want to begin my life in 2025.
To be honest with you antipsychotics are poison and its disgusting what they do to people forcing on these injections and CTO its literally satanic. But low doses of pills can be helpful in some cases and will not damage you. "The dose makes a difference beetwen poison and a medicine" some famous greek philisoph said it. Olanzapine was 6 months before abilify so i got 5 you got 13 so that's why its taking longer with u. Remember to sweat a lot too. Read @All2027 post. What he is saying about mind programming is real thing.
Like some people really get intense suffering in these psychosis so it should be given at lowest dose possible and as short but reality is they throw these frying huge doses on us i personally didnt needed even a pill but you know what i mean.
I still can’t sleep properly. It’s half awake half asleep at all times. I still don’t get the feeling of being tired. Ever. I still don’t get the feeling of being comfy in bed. Nor that refreshed feeling of having a good nights sleep. It’s fucked my pineal gland. Above everything else the no sleep was the absolute worst. There was no escape. Not even through sleep.
Not sued. But I got a half a million dollar payout for being at the psych ward for two weeks.