Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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"God knows best" Is something I have always heard in my Muslim household. It is a very popular saying in Islam in that you leave everything to God , all your worries either financial or health is to just leave it to God because " he knows best" . This is what got me through 2023 , the worst year of my life. Man I was so spiritual . I literally prayed to God everyday but as I got more and more Invega injections . I just lost interest in faith and spirituality altogether. If I was 100% spiritual in 2023 im at around 5% so sad. I pray it comes back in full because no way I can heal from this without God.
Beautiful. Exactly brother but never lose faith in Him, just lets be grateful for what we have now and pray we will never be a psychiatric patient under these psychopathic false prophets hands ever again, please Lord make it so 🙏💚. As i said in terms of brain recovery i feel AMAZING, so you will too just gonna take more time. I invite you to Doctor Hawkins Referenced Works group on Facebook, please enter he is the biggest mystic of our lifetime, wisdom there will help you evolve and heal aswell. See ya there, my Facebook account is Oogway Cbd.
 
Yeah not worrying is great, just chill and relax, enjoy every moment. Just breathe!



Yeah so may worldly problems, people poor, homeless and sick. People living in war with demolished houses and no livelihood. It's a big mess. Crime in the streets and people in prison. Injustice in psychiatric institutions.

Thinking about solving these problems is the buzz that I am on, actually.

Focusing on ourselves and healing is the first step. Let's take care of ourselves first and foremost and then we an be wellsighing also to our loved ones, strangers we come accross and then the whole world. Through our well-wishing nature for all-beings, action stems from that and we start getting ideas and opportunities for us to take action on our well-meaning intentions.

So those are the first steps.



Yeah better to do something very interesting with your life than become a power hungry politician, I think. Happiness comes from within, and when you find that happiness from within, you will find more reasons and ways to be happy, and your happiness radiates towards others. Think about when you smile at someone and they smile back. Or how when you say nice things to people and they get really happy.

Once you find out how and what makes you happy, you can then start thinking about how you can do that all the time (kind of thing).



Think about balance, the best thing you can do to "hack" the system, and the way things are is balance. So have all the material goods you feel will elevate your life and let you live life to its maximum potential. Things are there to be enjoyed, and theres nothing wrong with having your fair share of "things". But also honing in on your spiritual "prowess" is also important. And you can do both.

Spend lots of time in nature, connect to it, worship it. But there is nothing wrong with spending time in the hustle and bustile of the big city. where lots of people get together and theres lots to do. Lots of art and music and dancing and food and culture and all sorts of things where people commune.

So combine it all for an awesome and holistic life ;)


Thank you bro for your kind words and much appreciated for the sub. Will be working on new content shortly, so you will be the first to be notified in that way.

awesome poem

There is alot of injustice in psychiatric hospitals. The things i saw in the psych ward kind of hardened my political beliefs which where already radical by most standards. I was a hardcore Communist going in there but it definitely radicalized me in a weird way. Seeing people with authority treat patients like trash simply because they had power made me sick. I saw people get treated worse then animals in there and i was among them as i was thrown i solitary about 5 or 6 times myself. I dont react well to having my rights taken way by petty cunts.

I will admit i was rather violent towards security guards mostly but how is throwing you in solitary confinement even legal? Thankfully they can only throw you in there for a day at a time but its still fucking bad. I still have flashbacks to being in that solitary room/cell although i will say after taking shrooms and s ketamine my PTSD has gotten much much better. I know ket and psychedelics get hyped alot these days but they helped me alot no doubt about it. They arent for everyone though sme people just dont react well to psychs and dissociatives. My brother as a example had a rather bad intense trip on nitrous in the dentists office. He was so dissociated that he thought he was in hell and that the dentist was satan. By comparison i had NOS right after him and it was also my first time taking it and i had a great time.

Right now what i want most in life is to move to Australia and live off grid in the outback away from people. Being locked up in the psych ward has made me want to spend more time alone. I would happily move there tomorrow if i had the money. I already have good friends there. My best friend lives there actually. I live in a very rural area right now but if i lived in Aussie i could grow all the weed i wanted in my yard.
 
There is alot of injustice in psychiatric hospitals. The things i saw in the psych ward kind of hardened my political beliefs which where already radical by most standards. I was a hardcore Communist going in there but it definitely radicalized me in a weird way. Seeing people with authority treat patients like trash simply because they had power made me sick. I saw people get treated worse then animals in there and i was among them as i was thrown i solitary about 5 or 6 times myself. I dont react well to having my rights taken way by petty cunts.

I will admit i was rather violent towards security guards mostly but how is throwing you in solitary confinement even legal? Thankfully they can only throw you in there for a day at a time but its still fucking bad. I still have flashbacks to being in that solitary room/cell although i will say after taking shrooms and s ketamine my PTSD has gotten much much better. I know ket and psychedelics get hyped alot these days but they helped me alot no doubt about it. They arent for everyone though sme people just dont react well to psychs and dissociatives. My brother as a example had a rather bad intense trip on nitrous in the dentists office. He was so dissociated that he thought he was in hell and that the dentist was satan. By comparison i had NOS right after him and it was also my first time taking it and i had a great time.

Right now what i want most in life is to move to Australia and live off grid in the outback away from people. Being locked up in the psych ward has made me want to spend more time alone. I would happily move there tomorrow if i had the money. I already have good friends there. My best friend lives there actually. I live in a very rural area right now but if i lived in Aussie i could grow all the weed i wanted in my yard.
All love bro weed is such a gift from Jah. I love this plant aswell haha
 
All love bro weed is such a gift from Jah. I love this plant aswell haha

They where so against weed in the psych ward it was funny. They seemed to blame weed for anyones problems in there if they smoked weed. For awile the shrink i had kept saying i had weed psychosis which was when my brother figured out that she was full of shit. Another guy in there also got diagnosed with weed psychosis but as i found out later that was because he left out all the meth he did lol. I was like dude i think weed is the least of your problems lol.

The shrinks i the psych ward seemed to be stuck in the 60's honestly. God forbid you mentioned you took psychs or dissociatives
 
They where so against weed in the psych ward it was funny. They seemed to blame weed for anyones problems in there if they smoked weed. For awile the shrink i had kept saying i had weed psychosis which was when my brother figured out that she was full of shit. Another guy in there also got diagnosed with weed psychosis but as i found out later that was because he left out all the meth he did lol. I was like dude i think weed is the least of your problems lol.

The shrinks i the psych ward seemed to be stuck in the 60's honestly. God forbid you mentioned you took psychs or dissociatives
I love weed but not gonna lie it can be dangerous these edibles with 100 mg thc can do such things thats why i stick to smoking lol
 
Right now what i want most in life is to move to Australia and live off grid in the outback away from people. Being locked up in the psych ward has made me want to spend more time alone. I would happily move there tomorrow if i had the money. I already have good friends there. My best friend lives there actually. I live in a very rural area right now but if i lived in Aussie i could grow all the weed i wanted in my yard.

I was also researching a ton about Australia because its an interesting country and kind of similar to Canada. I want to get the hell out of here due to being sued and my drivers license being permanently taken away unless I pay 250k in lawsuit money. So yeah essentially my life is over in Canada. Definitely research your visa options.

My goal is to work here for couple of years to save up and when I am 30 apply for work holiday visa and live there . I dont have any family or friends that live there so I'd have to start from scratch which sucks but its better than not having a drivers license.
 
I was also researching a ton about Australia because its an interesting country and kind of similar to Canada. I want to get the hell out of here due to being sued and my drivers license being permanently taken away unless I pay 250k in lawsuit money. So yeah essentially my life is over in Canada. Definitely research your visa options.

My goal is to work here for couple of years to save up and when I am 30 apply for work holiday visa and live there . I dont have 0 family or friends that live there so I'd have to start from scratch which sucks but its better than not having a drivers license.
Come to Poland brother. Good food. Safe. Amazing. You will love it
 
Come to Poland brother. Good food. Safe. Amazing. You will love it
Lol id have to learn polish and it would just overall be hard. If i was from poland and spoke little polish it would be easy but It would be odd for a black guy who only speaks english to live there. Countries I'm thinking about is Australia, USA , UK , New Zealand .
 
Lol id have to learn polish and it would just overall be hard. If i was from poland and spoke little polish it would be easy but It would be odd for a black guy who only speaks english to live there. Countries I'm thinking about is Australia, USA , UK , New Zealand .

We should all move to Aussie and live off grid and grow tons of weed. My friend has been growing weed for about 20 something years in Aussie so she could help. The climate there is perfect for landrace sativas like durban poison and red congo
 
My brother as a example had a rather bad intense trip on nitrous in the dentists office. He was so dissociated that he thought he was in hell and that the dentist was satan. By comparison i had NOS right after him and it was also my first time taking it and i had a great time.
Well, I had a similar experience with NOS/Laughing gas at the dentists office some time ago. Once I started breathing it in everything went to shit and was tripping like crazy in such a negative way. I asked the doctor to take me off it and he did. I calmed down after that.

I wonder what is going on with some people to feel that way. There must be some study of people who have these kinds of reactions to drugs and why we trip like that.

Like, I have a question for you, how does your brother react to weed? Is he okay with that? Because I have a negative experience with it as well.

Tbh I think, personally, that there is something I need to learn from an herb like weed and that I need to allow love to take over completely and not be subdued with the negative trips that come a long with it, same goes for substances like NOS or any psychedelic that I haven't tried for the reason of fearing a bad trip...
 
Well, I had a similar experience with NOS/Laughing gas at the dentists office some time ago. Once I started breathing it in everything went to shit and was tripping like crazy in such a negative way. I asked the doctor to take me off it and he did. I calmed down after that.

I wonder what is going on with some people to feel that way. There must be some study of people who have these kinds of reactions to drugs and why we trip like that.

Like, I have a question for you, how does your brother react to weed? Is he okay with that? Because I have a negative experience with it as well.

Tbh I think, personally, that there is something I need to learn from an herb like weed and that I need to allow love to take over completely and not be subdued with the negative trips that come a long with it, same goes for substances like NOS or any psychedelic that I haven't tried for the reason of fearing a bad trip...

He reacts fine to weed and even shrooms like golden teachers
 
Yall guys so cool, David Hawkins said classical music is good for the soul im listening to bach rn and its so soothing for the trauma... Trust me
 

This video is good.

Yeah, Ur right, great video. Thanks for sharing. He has a lot of subscribers and views and it doesn't seem like his channel is that old. I hope I can get some traction like that with my videos. If you haven't seen my channel or my videos here my latest one also with the least amount of views. Anyway it's all good I'm enjoying doing them and I'm feeling great.. So must be doing something right.


He reacts fine to weed and even shrooms like golden teachers
OK so I bit the bullet and just ordered myself some canabis. Should be arriving soon. Looking forward to hopefully having a good trip. My last time toking was in 2015 or 2016. So wish for me the best when I smoke it this evening and hopefully I'll still be in a great mindset to come and share my results with ya'll. 😅
 
Yeah, Ur right, great video. Thanks for sharing. He has a lot of subscribers and views and it doesn't seem like his channel is that old. I hope I can get some traction like that with my videos. If you haven't seen my channel or my videos here my latest one also with the least amount of views. Anyway it's all good I'm enjoying doing them and I'm feeling great.. So must be doing something right.



OK so I bit the bullet and just ordered myself some canabis. Should be arriving soon. Looking forward to hopefully having a good trip. My last time toking was in 2015 or 2016. So wish for me the best when I smoke it this evening and hopefully I'll still be in a great mindset to come and share my results with ya'll. 😅


Weed helped alot with my recovery. It helped my PTSD alot. Hopefully youl have a good reaction to it
 
Weed helped alot with my recovery. It helped my PTSD alot. Hopefully youl have a good reaction to it
That's good to know. Hope you are doing really well now. Thanks for your well wishes. Hopefully 🤞I have a good reaction to it. Just received the ounce of purple Kush - - maybe a little too strong? Going to be mixing it up with tobacco and herbs in the spliff. Excited!
 
That's good to know. Hope you are doing really well now. Thanks for your well wishes. Hopefully 🤞I have a good reaction to it. Just received the ounce of purple Kush - - maybe a little too strong? Going to be mixing it up with tobacco and herbs in the spliff. Excited!

Purple kush is a good one to start with its a indica. So theres less of a chance you will get anxiety from it.

Im doing pretty good these days. Between lifting weights and taking testosterone replacement therapy im in the best shape of my life. Im in better shape at 42 then i was at 20 and working at bricklaying
 
Haha my mother rushed into my room i was chilling and the doors were key locked and they opened it and started attacking me for some pity reason and wanted to use the false schizophrenia diagnosis against me because she sees me feeling better and she knows what that means. I was lucky my neighbour who is a lawyer was entering his home with his teenage daughter i rushed to him and begged him to be a witness of this situation while they attacked me in my room and tryed to tell everyone im the bad guy. Me having a witness turned this evil abusive narcissist mother from nazi ss man to innocent little girl 🤣 Please guy pray for me and i will pray for you because i want to expose story publicly. I need God will to do so and your prayers. The psychiatric industry is mostly torture and people need to know. Amen, Inshallah, Namaste. God please protect me from my family and the system, and let all these guy here heal. Love you guys 🤍
 
Haha my mother rushed into my room i was chilling and the doors were key locked and they opened it and started attacking me for some pity reason and wanted to use the false schizophrenia diagnosis against me because she sees me feeling better and she knows what that means. I was lucky my neighbour who is a lawyer was entering his home with his teenage daughter i rushed to him and begged him to be a witness of this situation while they attacked me in my room and tryed to tell everyone im the bad guy. Me having a witness turned this evil abusive narcissist mother from nazi ss man to innocent little girl 🤣 Please guy pray for me and i will pray for you because i want to expose story publicly. I need God will to do so and your prayers. The psychiatric industry is mostly torture and people need to know. Amen, Inshallah, Namaste. God please protect me from my family and the system, and let all these guy here heal. Love you guys 🤍
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