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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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TonyTonyChopper said:
yeah same but with league of legends, i didnt play it at all in 2023 when i started getting injected. I started playing it more in the last 6 months but im not having fun or getting dopamine rush and satisfaction from playing it. It feels like "meh" its better than doing nothing where as before 2023 i was legit addicted and actually having real fun. Tragic.
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Yeah, it definitely feels nowhere near as good when i used to play it. I don't think I'll ever be back to how i was unfortunately.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Guys i feel amazing!!! The injections almost weared off... Recovery is real thing you just need time and love ♥️ i aint joking or lying. Im left with trauma but i feel things again music love emotions seuxality... Im just 9 months off in one year+ i will be fully recovered @UnluckyXeplion @TonyTonyChopper @fenec ♥️♥️🐢🐢🐢💚💚
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Guys!!! Go for pregabaline. It helps the recovery. Not lying. It makes you euforic. Injections will not stop that. Thank me later
 
I have feelings 🤍 music sounds amazing. Sexual function improved a lot. Im just 9 months off and i feel amazing ♥️ give it time guys and PLEASE. get lots of hugs and surround yourself with people that love you. Sometimes other people can give you more love then your own family. Love heals everything. Never give up. Jesus Christ is our Lord and savoir. Amen 🤍♥️
 
Youwillrecover said:
Guys!!! Go for pregabaline. It helps the recovery. Not lying. It makes you euforic. Injections will not stop that. Thank me later
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but isnt pregabaline a pain med, how does it make you feel euphoric? , my older brother has it and he was supposed to give it to me but i left his city 2 weeks ago D:
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
but isnt pregabaline a pain med, how does it make you feel euphoric? , my older brother has it and he was supposed to give it to me but i left his city 2 weeks ago D:
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Its pain med and for anxiety. I have anxiety disorder and it woooorks amazing.!! The euphoria and calming effect will soothe all the pain. Just go for it trust me. Try 300 mg at empty stomach and thank me later hahaha
 
Youwillrecover said:
Its pain med and for anxiety. I have anxiety disorder and it woooorks amazing.!! The euphoria and calming effect will soothe all the pain. Just go for it trust me. Try 300 mg at empty stomach and thank me later hahaha
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Every psychiatrist will prescribe it just say you feel anxiety and pregabalin is good for that.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Every psychiatrist will prescribe it just say you feel anxiety and pregabalin is good for that.
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My new psychiatrist is cunt. He said he will let me pick between maoi(parnate) , effexor or zoloft in next appointment . Well next appointment was dec 9 and he said , yeah no chance i can give u parnate. Stupid son of a bitch. I doubt he will give me pregabalin since i told him i dont suffer from anxiety but its fine i can get it from my brother who takes it for pain.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
My new psychiatrist is cunt. He said he will let me pick between maoi(parnate) , effexor or zoloft in next appointment . Well next appointment was dec 9 and he said , yeah no chance i can give u parnate. Stupid son of a bitch. I doubt he will give me pregabalin since i told him i dont suffer from anxiety but its fine i can get it from my brother who takes it for pain.
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Just find another one. Plenty of them. And brother please dive into David Robert Hawkins work. It will help you recover 🤍 he talks about how love can heal cells and all that. Real mystical stuff. Above the babylon
 
Another good one.

'"The trappings of disguised Satanism spread as fashions of a popular youth subculture, its primary vehicle being an overt musical style. But principles are implicit in trappings, and principles generate attractor fields. The effects are all too familiar to any clinician practicing near an urban area. The destruction of energy fields is pathogenic. Victims become desensitized to distinctions between good and evil, a value inversion that can be clinically examined. Habitués are found to directly display “blown-out” acupuncture systems and desynchronization of the cerebral hemispheres in response to repetitive negative patterns of the associated music. The net result is, in effect, a hypnotic trance during which the listener is highly susceptible to the violent and blasphemous suggestion of the lyrics. In this sense, these children become literally enslaved, prone to later bouts of irrational destruction in which they, in truth, “don’t know why” they act as they do, as they are acting out unconscious, post-hypnotic suggestions. But the influence persists."
 
My face skin is the texture it's supposed to be again, it's not dry and the fine lines under my eyes smoothed out a bit. I forgot how youthful my skin still actually is at 30. I don't think it changed much from my 20s, not yet anyway. Another positive sign of estrogen going up.
 
What can I do to pass the time guys? I can't even watch TV I can't watch YouTube im just scared of everything. Does this make sense when does this get better?
 
IOSIP said:
What can I do to pass the time guys? I can't even watch TV I can't watch YouTube im just scared of everything. Does this make sense when does this get better?
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While I still have severe anhedonia, I force myself to play videogames, watch youtube/twitch , surf websites like reddit/news. Watch tiktok . I dont like watching tv/netflix because its more boring than everything else i mentioned but thats pretty much how I have passed time before and after invega.
 
IOSIP said:
What can I do to pass the time guys? I can't even watch TV I can't watch YouTube im just scared of everything. Does this make sense when does this get better?
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I know you said you can't watch YouTube but maybe the YouTube channel of a fellow Blue lighter would help?
TonyTonyChopper said:
While I still have severe anhedonia, I force myself to play videogames, watch youtube/twitch , surf websites like reddit/news. Watch tiktok . I dont like watching tv/netflix because its more boring than everything else i mentioned but thats pretty much how I have passed time before and after invega.
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Check out my channel, sir. Maybe you would also like it?

www.YouTube.com/@EmergingHealing
 
IOSIP said:
What can I do to pass the time guys? I can't even watch TV I can't watch YouTube im just scared of everything. Does this make sense when does this get better?
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Try something that doesn't require concentration.

I don't watch movies or netflix even now because I don't really enjoy them because of invega

In my case, I did chess all day.

Or youtube like asmr or camping helped me a lot.

Invega is causing mental problem so we need to make our mental relaxed.

Try to make your environment as cozy as you can and watch youtube or do something you liked before.

and don't think about anything else than your recovery.

Make yourself comfortable. This is the real advice.
 
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