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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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IOSIP said:
What can I do to pass the time guys? I can't even watch TV I can't watch YouTube im just scared of everything. Does this make sense when does this get better?
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I think this is very important phase in your life to truly find out what brings you true happiness.

Even though it feels impossible, try to find happiness.
 
Guys, I think I got better now.

I know there is effect left for sure but my mental state has gotten better from last week.

I don't worry too much and I am thinking of just allowing myself a time to heal more.

I just recognize so many worldly problems this society is facing and I am thinking if there is anything that I can solve.

That's a motivation for sure.

I don't want to become a politician or anything like that but solve my personal problem of realising the happiness that we already have.

The scale of problems are too huge for me to handle in this world but I can focus on my problem like buddha did for him.

I won't become a monk to pursue such teachings but I don't really want to get too much involved in society's outrageous problematic situation.

I don't know what I can do for now but the keywords I am thinking of right now is connecting with nature, healing, spirituality etc.

I want to get out of this stupid influence of money and capitalism that world is forcing us to believe.

I think there should be a way to connect more with nature and regain spiritual power.


I am thinking more about spirituality and this is a good sign that I am recovering.
 
Can you guys put a prayer for me to God? I plan to expose the story publicly hoping it will go viral due to what these false prophets do to people. I pray to him for protection. I just wanna save people. Please someone has to expose them. Inshallah
 
Wandering through mazes, I searched for answers.
To the east, desert heat embraced me,
To the west, bitter frost enveloped me.
Like soap bubbles, my laughter burst forth
Only to fade into hollow echoes

I drifted through foreign lands.
Watching Canadian maples across the Pacific,
Walking Japanese cherry blossom paths,
Living through Korea's four seasons with my whole being.
Yet momentary joys were
Like grasping at dry sand between my fingers

After one handful of smiles
Three handfuls of tears lay waiting.
Dreams shattered and piled at my feet,
Colliding with the wall called reality.
As I stopped my weary steps
And gazed into the still lake,
I found the answer lay within.
Like a surface untouched by wind,
As my mind settled into silence
And I laid down the weight of all attachments

The world of duality dissolved,
Revealing unchanging truth.
Now I understand
Peace is not something to chase after,
But simply being awake to what is.
 
I FEEL FUCKING AMAZING. LORD ✝️ THANK YOU FOR RESTORING ME. PLEASE PROTECT ALL PEOPLE FROM PSYCHIATRIC ABUSE INCLUDING ME. LET ME EXPOSE WHAT HAPPENED TO THE MAINSTREAM PUBLIC. I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW HOW THEY BEEN DOING MENTALLY ILL OF ME WHILE JUST NEEDING A HUG.
 
DrZaius1 said:
I started playing Fortnite again after 12 months of never feeling like playing it. I never thought I’d actually want to play any video games again after the injections.
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Played csgo at decent level since 2014, aint played it since injection. Also played huge variety of different games since early 2000s, ain't played anything at all either. How is fortnite now? Ain't played it since the early days.
 
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okthen said:
Played csgo at decent level since 2014, it played it since injection. Also played huge variety of different games since early 2000s, ain't played anything at all either. How is fortnite now? Ain't played it since the early days.
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They brought back og s1
 
Youwillrecover said:
Can you guys put a prayer for me to God? I plan to expose the story publicly hoping it will go viral due to what these false prophets do to people. I pray to him for protection. I just wanna save people. Please someone has to expose them. Inshallah
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Not just my prayer but I will ask my mother who has been praying 10x a day since the 70s to pray for you as well BRO. Expose them mofossssssssss 😈
 
wbga said:
Guys, I think I got better now.

I know there is effect left for sure but my mental state has gotten better from last week.

I don't worry too much and I am thinking of just allowing myself a time to heal more.
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Yeah not worrying is great, just chill and relax, enjoy every moment. Just breathe!

wbga said:
I just recognize so many worldly problems this society is facing and I am thinking if there is anything that I can solve.

That's a motivation for sure.

I don't want to become a politician or anything like that but solve my personal problem of realising the happiness that we already have.

The scale of problems are too huge for me to handle in this world but I can focus on my problem like buddha did for him.
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Yeah so may worldly problems, people poor, homeless and sick. People living in war with demolished houses and no livelihood. It's a big mess. Crime in the streets and people in prison. Injustice in psychiatric institutions.

Thinking about solving these problems is the buzz that I am on, actually.

Focusing on ourselves and healing is the first step. Let's take care of ourselves first and foremost and then we an be wellsighing also to our loved ones, strangers we come accross and then the whole world. Through our well-wishing nature for all-beings, action stems from that and we start getting ideas and opportunities for us to take action on our well-meaning intentions.

So those are the first steps.

wbga said:
I don't want to become a politician or anything like that but solve my personal problem of realising the happiness that we already have.
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Yeah better to do something very interesting with your life than become a power hungry politician, I think. Happiness comes from within, and when you find that happiness from within, you will find more reasons and ways to be happy, and your happiness radiates towards others. Think about when you smile at someone and they smile back. Or how when you say nice things to people and they get really happy.

Once you find out how and what makes you happy, you can then start thinking about how you can do that all the time (kind of thing).

wbga said:
I won't become a monk to pursue such teachings but I don't really want to get too much involved in society's outrageous problematic situation.

I don't know what I can do for now but the keywords I am thinking of right now is connecting with nature, healing, spirituality etc.

I want to get out of this stupid influence of money and capitalism that world is forcing us to believe.

I think there should be a way to connect more with nature and regain spiritual power.


I am thinking more about spirituality and this is a good sign that I am recovering.
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Think about balance, the best thing you can do to "hack" the system, and the way things are is balance. So have all the material goods you feel will elevate your life and let you live life to its maximum potential. Things are there to be enjoyed, and theres nothing wrong with having your fair share of "things". But also honing in on your spiritual "prowess" is also important. And you can do both.

Spend lots of time in nature, connect to it, worship it. But there is nothing wrong with spending time in the hustle and bustile of the big city. where lots of people get together and theres lots to do. Lots of art and music and dancing and food and culture and all sorts of things where people commune.

So combine it all for an awesome and holistic life ;)

TonyTonyChopper said:
I like it , keep it up bro, dropped you a sub .
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Thank you bro for your kind words and much appreciated for the sub. Will be working on new content shortly, so you will be the first to be notified in that way.
wbga said:
Wandering through mazes, I searched for answers.
To the east, desert heat embraced me,
To the west, bitter frost enveloped me.
Like soap bubbles, my laughter burst forth
Only to fade into hollow echoes

I drifted through foreign lands.
Watching Canadian maples across the Pacific,
Walking Japanese cherry blossom paths,
Living through Korea's four seasons with my whole being.
Yet momentary joys were
Like grasping at dry sand between my fingers

After one handful of smiles
Three handfuls of tears lay waiting.
Dreams shattered and piled at my feet,
Colliding with the wall called reality.
As I stopped my weary steps
And gazed into the still lake,
I found the answer lay within.
Like a surface untouched by wind,
As my mind settled into silence
And I laid down the weight of all attachments

The world of duality dissolved,
Revealing unchanging truth.
Now I understand
Peace is not something to chase after,
But simply being awake to what is.
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awesome poem
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Not just my prayer but I will ask my mother who has been praying 10x a day since the 70s to pray for you as well BRO. Expose them mofossssssssss 😈
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Thank you! Im sreenshooting this my brother. Say hi to your mother 💚 tell her about the evil thats going in psychiatry! Inshallah.🔥 Im gonna expose them bad Please lord make it so 🛐✝️🕉️.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Not just my prayer but I will ask my mother who has been praying 10x a day since the 70s to pray for you as well BRO. Expose them mofossssssssss 😈
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Saw your post on reddit. Dont give up. I feel amazing now. You had more then me so it will take more time. Find a girlfirend that will accept this and get a lots of hugs from her. Love literally heals cells
 
Youwillrecover said:
Saw your post on reddit. Dont give up. I feel amazing now. You had more then me so it will take more time. Find a girlfirend that will accept this and get a lots of hugs from her. Love literally heals cells
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Lol no girl would ever want to be with me because im just so boring now. I'm not even attracted to anyone maybe I have some mild pssd . Like my libido is a little worse but its manageable .I plan on getting married in 4 year. I should be healed by then . All I wanted in life were some kids but now I dont even care about having kids , thats how much invega fcked me up. I just pray i recover in the next 4 months. GOD PLEASE HEAL ME AND EVERYONE HERE.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Lol no girl would ever want to be with me because im just so boring now. I'm not even attracted to anyone maybe I have some mild pssd . Like my libido is a little worse but its manageable .I plan on getting married in 4 year. I should be healed by then . All I wanted in life were some kids but now I dont even care about having kids , thats how much invega fcked me up. I just pray i recover in the next 4 months. GOD PLEASE HEAL ME AND EVERYONE HERE.
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I saw Yogananda quote that really affected me he was real mystic and he said that "God knows best. It is He who is giving me this suffering; it is He who makes me happy" With this attitude all nigthmares of life will turn into a beautiful dream of God.
 
Youwillrecover said:
I saw Yogananda quote that really affected me he was real mystic and he said that "God knows best. It is He who is giving me this suffering; it is He who makes me happy" With this attitude all nigthmares of life will turn into a beautiful dream of God.
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I have toxic family that is abuvise lying false and all that but if there are no accidents in universe i accept what happened to me. Especially im about to hit the biggest mainstream case about all of that haha. Lets see how false prophets will explain themselves after i will enter as totally healthy guy with schizo diagnosis, i will even smoke best blunt before the case. Please Lord make it so in the name of protecting people from false psychiatric industry, and for my justice. Amen, Inshallah 🔥
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Lol no girl would ever want to be with me because im just so boring now. I'm not even attracted to anyone maybe I have some mild pssd . Like my libido is a little worse but its manageable .I plan on getting married in 4 year. I should be healed by then . All I wanted in life were some kids but now I dont even care about having kids , thats how much invega fcked me up. I just pray i recover in the next 4 months. GOD PLEASE HEAL ME AND EVERYONE HERE.
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"God knows best" Is something I have always heard in my Muslim household. It is a very popular saying in Islam in that you leave everything to God , all your worries either financial or health is to just leave it to God because " he knows best" . This is what got me through 2023 , the worst year of my life. Man I was so spiritual . I literally prayed to God everyday but as I got more and more Invega injections . I just lost interest in faith and spirituality altogether. If I was 100% spiritual in 2023 im at around 5% so sad. I pray it comes back in full because no way I can heal from this without God.
 
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