My life outlook has changed after knowing that drugs this debilitating exist. If I become functional I still won’t be able to forget the perpetual churn of people cycling in and out of psych wards botched by this garbage. If they’re stubborn enough to stop getting injections (assuming there’s even a choice) what if they are no longer smart enough to discern paradoxical induced psychosis by the drug or withdrawal difficulties from others claiming “see that means you need the injection”? So many chances to fail in a vulnerable state and be pulled back in. The injection makes a person so unbelievably tired and cognitively impaired. Becoming a vegetable after an accident instead of dying has always been a worst fear, and this drug feels like a degree of that, “shut off” while still alive.