Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[paliperidonevictim2005]

I am my parents just cut off the internet connection. Im recovering with weed. Im left with enormous trauma and ptsd and still numbed but i see improvements. Pray for me guys. I need hope and someone hugging me

Ask a girl to hug you then if your single which is what I assume they probably will

 

[okthen]

Only major problem I have left is high nicotine tolerance weed works wonders a little akathisia tiny bit of brain fog but I had it before invega and emotions are fully there idk about 100 percent tho

Did weed not work on you at the beginning? When did you start seeing emotions?

 

[Youwillrecover]

How are you supposed to do anything for yourself without an internet connection these days? Internet connects you to jobs and stuff. As always, your parents are dicks.

Did you make any headway on trying to get a job? If you live in America, you can get vocational rehab, it's free. I'm on a pretty fast track with it, I'm probably going to schedule my job readiness training sometime this week.

I want but i have serious fatigue and cptsd flaring up from 3 hospitalizations where they treated me as paranoid schizophrenic and force drugged me. I need empathy compassion and i get none from my parents despite how traumatic it all was... Ah... I need a hug

 

[Youwillrecover]

Wow dont scare me like that again I care about you bro you are my brother. Your parents make me very angry FCK THEM abusing you so much. Glad you are atleast seeing improvements in your condition just dont act out or fight them since they can get you more injections. Feel free to always reach out to me or anyone else in here.

I was high af on weed and thought about you brother. I had the idea that you carry this situation so powerfully its because you believe in God and it shows. Glad to have you here love yall. I feel much better 7 months off the poison. Still wearing off but im better

 

[InvegaAnon]

I'm feeling my old style of thinking more and more. My understanding of the world is all coming back to me. It took the stimulation of binging information and drinking caffeine to get it back.

 

[Scott1816]

I'm feeling my old style of thinking more and more. My understanding of the world is all coming back to me. It took the stimulation of binging information and drinking caffeine to get it back.

I get that as well when I drink coffee, its my 20min return to reality, instead of Invega Hell. Caffeine has never affected me like this before in my life before Paliperidone Palmitate. How long does the caffeine work for you?

 

[paliperidonevictim2005]

I'm feeling my old style of thinking more and more. My understanding of the world is all coming back to me. It took the stimulation of binging information and drinking caffeine to get it back.

I understand the world better then pre Invega maybe bc I’m growing

 

[InvegaAnon]

I get that as well when I drink coffee, its my 20min return to reality, instead of Invega Hell. Caffeine has never affected me like this before in my life before Paliperidone Palmitate. How long does the caffeine work for you?

All day pretty much? And I didn't drink any today. I think just pinging my dopamine receptors for a couple days was good, but I don't think it's good for me to drink it all the time. But I also think I'm on the "up and out" phase of PSSD too, which can bring rapid, fluctuating changes.

 

[paliperidonevictim2005]

Did weed not work on you at the beginning? When did you start seeing emotions?

It didn’t work at all and the only thing it did was make me feel even worse like it intensified the invega to the point I couldn’t understand what people were saying I was hearing it as gibberish started to work 5 months off and I started seeing emotions 6 months off

 

[iraistired]

It didn’t work at all and the only thing it did was make me feel even worse like it intensified the invega to the point I couldn’t understand what people were saying I was hearing it as gibberish started to work 5 months off and I started seeing emotions 6 months off

how many shots did you have

 

[InvegaAnon]

Wow, I didn't know I joined this place AFTER I was doomed to suffer through PSSD. I thought for sure I joined in June last year, I thought I was asking questions in here about SSRIs and trying to figure out which one to take, but I think I was remembering that space during the Prozac washout period, where I was scared it did something to me. And unfortunately it did.

I have come a long way since then though. I feel a lot better, even if I am still incomplete.

 

[okthen]

It didn’t work at all and the only thing it did was make me feel even worse like it intensified the invega to the point I couldn’t understand what people were saying I was hearing it as gibberish started to work 5 months off and I started seeing emotions 6 months off

You had that not understanding people thing sober too right? The amount of times I've had to reply "what" to people saying simple things to me is insane

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

This may be my most informative post.

I'm noticing great results with the garlic.
Garlic appears to do what zeolite and St. John's Wort can and cannot do: just like zeolite, it can magnetize; and just like St. John's Wort, it can dilute and render medications ineffective or less effective. And if St. John's Wort and zeolite can do both of those things, it's either little known or unknown.

Before the digestion and absorption stage, garlic already begins to do its work; first attacking the mouth, then throat, next the chest (including the lungs and heart), and eventually making its way to the belly or stomach area, courageously bombarding it.

See, I kept doing the garlic. And whereas I noticed it didn't fully rectify my heart or lung issues (caused by Invega) initially, it did, however, unclog that area of certain build up. And by doing that, I noticed the area was still closed; but because the garlic removed the particles or substances, it enabled the area to heal greatly from the swelling or inflammation due to Invega.

So, in other words, after last posting on bluelight (September 25th), I've had great improvement. The chest area has greatly opened up. My breathing and the full experience of my emotions are being restored more and more each day.

If you remember, I mentioned August 6th, to mix garlic, onions, hot sauce, and jalapenos together... for the purpose of removing Invega from your system (faster). I mentioned other things as well.

Also, Madam Balch mentions (on page 112) that garlic "aids in the treatment of arteriosclerosis..., asthma..., circulatory problems, colds and flu, digestive problems, heart disorders, insomnia, liver disease, sinusitis," etc.

All that being said, I've had so much improvement. My condition in month 2 was better than 1, 3 better than 2, 4 better than 3, 5 better than 4, 6 better than 5, and in this month 7, I feel better than how I felt in month six. I'm over 7 months off of Invega.

Prior to the first comment I made about Mucinex (on September 13th), I had noticed somewhere in the 20s of August the tip part of my penis (called the glans penis) had expanded thickly/fully whenever I got an erection. That happened after I took Zinc. Now it's much stronger and consistent.

My semen volume has increased; it's very much near to what it was before Invega. I currently use/take "Semapro" by "Male FX Labs," and also "Shilajit" by "Fubienfit." Both of those products contain a good amount of ingredients for addressing, treating, and curing sexual dysfunction.

After the September 13th comment I made, which included Mucinex, I started getting really hard erections. One day I got 4 really strong/stiff hard-ons, one after the other. I must have masturbated 4 times that day.

But after that, it didn't really happen that way, until very recently. I mean I'm getting that precision and consistency with hard-ons back.

I'm so close to being my full self (as before Invega). In some, or many, ways I feel completely/fully as myself; and, in that way, I feel every way like myself (or my full self).

I haven't taken garlic every day, but I have taken it most days, since I first started it, after Invega, which would have begun September 23rd.

I also have experimented with lemon juice (the sour kind), cayenne pepper, selenium, and, as I've already stated, with Omega 3 Fish Oil, among other things. In order to avoid typing too much (for this morning...) I won't include the mixtures and combinations of things I've tried or experimented with. But I will list some valuable information. Also, high doses of Vitamin C have also proven effective. I've taken an upward dose as high as 2,000 mgs and 5,500 mgs in a day.

Also, I slept about 9-10 hours September 30th. My sleeping is improving tremendously.

"(Garlic) detoxifies the body and protects against infection by enhancing immune function. Lowers blood pressure and improves circulation. Lowers blood lipid levels. Helps stabilize blood sugar levels." - Phyllis A. Balch, "Prescription for Nutritional Healing (Fifth Edition)"

"(Vitamin C with bioflavonoids) reduces blood clotting tendency, improving cerebral circulation." - idem.

"(Cayenne, also called red pepper) aids in digestion, improves circulation, weight loss, and stops bleeding from ulcers. Acts as a catalyst for other herbs. Good for the heart, kidneys, lungs, pancreas, spleen, and stomach. Useful for arthritis and rheumatism. Helps to ward off colds, sinus infections, and sore throats. Good for pain when applied topically. Used with lobelia for nerves." - idem.

"Studies have shown that taking vitamin C can reduce symptoms of asthma." - idem.

"(Vitamin C) it can combine with toxic substances, such as certain heavy metals, and render them harmless so that they can be eliminated from the body." - idem.

"(Vitamin C) it may even boost your love life (sex life) by causing more of the hormone oxytocin to be released." - idem.

"Vitamin C works synergestically with both vitamin E and beta-carotene—that is, when these vitamins work together, they have an effect even greater than the sum of their individual effects." - idem.

"(Phosphatidyl choline) improves the transmission of messages from the brain to the genitals, thus increasing sex drive." - idem.

"(Selenium) deficiency leads to reduced sperm count and has been linked to sterility in men and infertility in women." - idem.

"Vitamin E (is) needed for balanced hormone production. Has been known as the "sex vitamin" that carries oxygen to the sex organs and increases sperm count. Use d-alpha-topopheral form." - idem.

"Zinc (is) important for the functioning of the reproductive organs. Zinc is found in high concentrations in semen." - idem.

"The bulbs of this squill (sea onion) have medicinal value... People make a drug from the bulbs. Usually they use it in syrup form or in ''tincture of squill.'' It stimulates the heart and is rather irritating. It particularly affects the stomach, intestines, and bronchial tracts. Sometimes doctors use squill as an expectorant and diuretic. They also treat chronic bronchitis with it, but never when the disease is acute." - Harold Norman Moldenke

"Red squill is used as a rat poison." - idem.

"Red squill poison has recently been used more than all other poisons because it is harmless to man and to domestic animals which might accidentally eat it." - Theodore H. Eaton, Jr.

"Coenzyme A (from Coensyzme-A Technologies) supports the immune system's detoxification of many dangerous substances." - Phyllis A. Balch

"Early Native Americans were familiar with ginseng. They called it gisens and used it for stomach and bronchial disorders, asthma, and neck pain. Russian scientists claim that ginseng root stimulates both physical and mental activity, improves endocrine gland function, and has positive effects on the sex glands. It has been shown to help men regain sexual function. Ginseng is beneficial for fatigue because it spares glycogen (the form of glucose stored in the liver and muscle cells) by increasing the use of fatty acids as an energy source. It is used to enhance athletic performance, to rejuvenate, to increase longevity, and to detoxify and normalize the entire system. Many studies have shown ginseng to be effective at improving energy levels, endurance, and alertness. Cancer patients who used ginseng reported a better quality of life, especially related to mood and socialization." - idem.

"St. John's Wort stimulates circulation and helps to restore nerve impulse transmission." - idem.

"Butcher's broom helps to relieve inflammation." - idem.

"Bromelain and boswellia both reduce inflammation and swelling." - idem.

"Aloe vera, devil's claw, yarrow, and yucca are helpful for restoring flexibility and reducing inflammation." - idem.

"Contrary to the popular belief that alcohol heightens sexual arousal, it actually has the opposite effect—depression. It can cause sexual dysfunction in men and disrupt menstrual cycles in women." - idem.

"Skullcap relieves muscle spasms and pain." - idem.

"Taking bilberry extract (160 milligrams and up daily) and eating fresh blueberries (8 to 10 ounces per day), plus taking ginkgo biloba extract and zinc, can help halt the loss of vision. Blueberries are rich in bioflavonoids. Treatment at an early stage is most effective..." - idem.

"(Vitamin C plus bioflavonoids) is an important antioxidant and a necessary free radical destroyer. Prevents eye damage; also relieves pressure from cataracts." - idem.

"When juicing fruits, leave in small seeds, except when using apples. Apple seeds actually contain cyanide, a toxic substance..." - idem.

I uploaded Part 3, offering proof of gang-stalking, September 28th... All 3 parts are a perfect success. (On YouTube)

And, yes, I always get my way. And, yes, I'm very important. I'm an important person. We all are important. Had y'all not sought to crucify me on bluelight Aug. 22nd, by blocking/suspending me or my account, I never would have made the videos/audios I uploaded to YouTube, when I did. It all went perfect to plan, or as I planned it. All praise to GOD for his goodness, and to the angels for the quickening of knowledge. I never died, and yet I resurrected on YouTube. It reminds me of 1 Corinthians 2:7-8 and John 11:25 (count the numbers).

Have a wonderful and blessed day, y'all. Life is perfect. I always win and enjoy life. Peace and Love.

I have things to do today, so I won't be viewing any comments of yours.

(Composed today, October 2, 2024, at 2:12 a.m. [Central Time]. Started typing at 5:31 a.m. and finished typing at 7:23 a.m.)

 

[paliperidonevictim2005]

You had that not understanding people thing sober too right? The amount of times I've had to reply "what" to people saying simple things to me is insane

I had it at the beginning not as bad as some people tho

 

[InvegaAnon]

I think my IQ dropped from around 120 down to 90 and now I think it's 115. I don't feel stupid anymore.

I only think it's that high because I have a friend who knows their IQ to be 120 and I'm as smart as they are, but sometimes I think they're smarter than me. I think most of my friends are in the above average range.

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

I think my IQ dropped from around 120 down to 90 and now I think it's 115. I don't feel stupid anymore.

I only think it's that high because I have a friend who knows their IQ to be 120 and I'm as smart as they are, but sometimes I think they're smarter than me. I think most of my friends are in the above average range.

im scared to get my iq tested, i know it is several points lower than it was. I graduated from computer science degree in honors and had a 3.5 gpa now i cant do simple puzzles or coding questions

 

[InvegaAnon]

im scared to get my iq tested, i know it is several points lower than it was. I graduated from computer science degree in honors and had a 3.5 gpa now i cant do simple puzzles or coding questions

I wouldn't get it tested right now. I know the feeling, I still have to do an IQ test and other assessments for vocational rehabilitation. Not sure when I'm going to do that, maybe I'll be scheduling it next week.

I would be so upset if it was below average. People saw me as very intelligent my whole life. I once had an excellent memory. At least I still have my reasoning skills, and my vocabulary is getting better.

I'm really dumb when it comes to math and technical multi-step tasks, but I Know Things, you know?

 

[okthen]

im scared to get my iq tested, i know it is several points lower than it was. I graduated from computer science degree in honors and had a 3.5 gpa now i cant do simple puzzles or coding questions

I too used to be a fellow Java head. Would contribute to open source in spare time for fun. I haven't tried doing anything since all this.

 

[Ayden]

If you can feel it at all that’s a good sign bro don’t take it anymore tho you’ll take a few more months to heal from haldol then invega

Thanks man. But how if it was such a small dose? Really scared man

 

[Ayden]

It’s like comparing olanzapine.
They get a full agonist at 5HT5A.

I just showed you that you get an agonist at a2 and 5HT1A.

Any serotonin is a bonus.
Dopamine is what we all need. Everything blocks dopamine.

I’d be happy for an agonist of anything at this point.

Olanzapine[72]

Site	Ki (nM)	Action	Ref
SERTTooltip Serotonin transporter	≥3,676	ND	[72][73]
NETTooltip Norepinephrine transporter	>10,000	ND	[72]
DATTooltip Dopamine transporter	>10,000	ND	[72]
5-HT1A	2,063–2,720	Antagonist	[74][75]
5-HT1B	509–660	ND	[72][75]
5-HT1D	540–1,582	ND	[72][75]
5-HT1E	2,010–2,408	ND	[72][75]
5-HT1F	310	ND	[75]
5-HT2A	1.32–24.2	Inverse agonist	[76][77]
5-HT2B	11.8–12.0	Inverse agonist	[78][79]
5-HT2C	6.4–29	Inverse agonist	[77][79]
5-HT3	202	Antagonist	[72]
5-HT5A	1,212	Full Agonist	[72]
5-HT6	6.0–42	Antagonist	[72][80]
5-HT7	105–365	Antagonist	[72][81]
α1A	109–115	Antagonist	[72][74]
α1B	263	Antagonist	[72]
α2A	192–470	Antagonist	[75][81]
α2B	82–180	Antagonist	[74][75]
α2C	29–210	Antagonist	[74][75]
β1	>10,000	ND	[72][75]
β2	>10,000	ND	[72][75]
D1	35–118	Antagonist	[77][81]
D2	3.00–106	Antagonist	[82][83]
D2L	31–38	Antagonist	[75][77]
D2S	21–52	Antagonist	[75][84]
D3	7.8–91	Antagonist	[82][83]
D4	1.6–50	Antagonist	[82][73]
D4.2	17–102	Antagonist	[85][86]
D4.4	21–60	Antagonist	[84]
D5	74–90	Antagonist	[72][77]
H1	0.65–4.9	Inverse agonist	[72][75]
H2	44	Antagonist	[72]
H3	3,713	Antagonist	[72]
H4	>10,000	Antagonist	[72]
M1	2.5–73	Antagonist	[87][88]
M2	48–622	Antagonist	[80]
M3	13–126	Antagonist	[79][80]
M4	10–350	Antagonist	[80][87]
M5	6.0–82	Antagonist	[80][87]
σ1	>5,000	ND	[75]
σ2	ND	ND	ND
Opioid	>10,000	ND	[75]
nAChTooltip Nicotinic acetylcholine receptor	>10,000	ND	[72]
NMDA (PCP)	>10,000	ND	[72]
VDCCTooltip Voltage-dependent calcium channel	>10,000	ND	[72][75]
VGSCTooltip Voltage-gated sodium channel	>5,000	ND	[75]
hERGTooltip Human Ether-à-go-go-Related Gene	6,013	Blocker

Can you do this on haldol?