Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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Even psychiatrists don't fully understand how those meds work entirely and it doesn't preventing them to keep injecting people with it.
You really don’t believe you have recovered at all? Not arguing just wondering. Do you work right now? Go to the gym?
 
Hey do you have a vitamin D deficiency? Vitamin D is key to making new dopamine receptors. Maybe that's why some people don't heal. But then again I have a deficiency and I didn't have anhedonia until Prozac fucked me up.
lol view how I tanned with the sun I no longer have a vitamin D deficiency for my part I went from white to black I had violent sunburns at the start, but after the sunburns healed I was able to tan and have a very matte skin, the sea and the sun cured exema that I had in my eyes because of the injections but joint pain but skin problems I don't get looked at by many girls now lol I come back to life
 
lol view how I tanned with the sun I no longer have a vitamin D deficiency for my part I went from white to black I had violent sunburns at the start, but after the sunburns healed I was able to tan and have a very matte skin, the sea and the sun cured exema that I had in my eyes because of the injections but joint pain but skin problems I don't get looked at by many girls now lol I come back to life
a lot of women look at me and my libido has returned but it is not at the top like before
 
You really don’t believe you have recovered at all? Not arguing just wondering. Do you work right now? Go to the gym?
I hold a job, but it's very easy, mostly sitting doing nothing.

It's not about believing I didn't recover, I know I haven't fully recovered, I'm not even close to have joy, fun and desire back, even after 14 months off.
Talk to dirtyinvega, he will tell you the same thing, that it's not possible ot be the same as before after those injections, especially after so many of them.

Full recovery is wishful thinking in my opinion.
 
I hold a job, but it's very easy, mostly sitting doing nothing.

I haven't fully recovered.
Talk to dirtyinvega, he will tell you the same thing, that it's not possible ot be the same as before after those injections, especially after so many of them.

Full recovery is wishful thinking in my opinion.
dirtyinvega was on antidepressants, he said that they no longer had any orgasm at all, for my part I had a weak orgasm at the beginning of withdrawal now he is almost back fully with white sperm and a good discharge but I miss him one more little thing
 
Don't be weird. I was clinically describing what is going on with me now and how I was in the past. I see people talk like this all day in r/PSSD.
Love and mindfulness.
That will help you out.
You must learn to start being respectful.
God will bless you when you learn that.
See the positive, and stop concentrating on things with a negative mindset.
You must emulate my character.
You will become a better person for it.
I choose my words carefully and wisely.
Why do you think I'm always happy?
Yes, you're right: because I'm perfect.
No, I will not send you to time out.
I'm not that kind of tyrant.
I'm sovereign but I respect people's rights.
I have it my way, and live with delight.
Peace and love!
And you're right, I'm not creepy.
I'm magnificent. Go to bed if you're sleepy.
Take care. And share good thoughts.
And objectifying women is nonsense.
That's another tool of government and society to control people.
Why did I bring that up? Because it's necessary.
People live unnecessarily scary.
I knew before Invega, it's God's gift to humanity to have sexual desires.
If you're in good or perfect health, they'll never expire.
"Abstinence engenders maladies" (William Shakespeare).
You see, I see and think clear.

God bless you! The devil stresses you! Choose God. Choose good.

Peace and Love! Heaven is not below, it's above.

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I'm not on any medications.
I don't care what you think.
With all the respect to doctors that studied this subject and claim to know everything, everything they claim about these meds is false or far from the truth, why am I saying this? because it doesn't go inline with my experience with these meds.
With all due respect, none of those psychiatrists took it themselves to know how it feels and how incorrect their theories are.
The guinea pig knows better what's going on.
Those experts ruined my life.
To help give you hope, it took "lifeline" a long time to recover, but he eventually did.
The more medications (or injections of medications) you took the longer your recovery may be.
I was blessed to only have two injections. And because they were just three days apart,
it was like having only one injection. Some people don't realize that. That two injections may really
be the same (or almost the same) as one injection. I'll fully recover. I believe you will, too.
Feel free to explain what you're going through (still), and what improvements you have made thus far,
and whatever progress you have made, if you have made any progress (which in most people's cases happens),
the time frame of your progress. If you had sexual dysfunction, when did you make improvements? what specific
things did you notice? The same with insomnia. Or anhedonia. And if you haven't made progress in anything, or
any of those things, feel free to discuss that too. People will be blessed by it. And, as always, be honest. I'm not saying
you're mendacious. I'm just stating that because we deserve and need and appreciate honesty.
One website claims that prolonged use of Invega may lead to irreversible testosterone production.
Just saying that, just like I'm saying all of this.

Peace and Love! Hold the hand of Hope, and it will help you cope.

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Love and mindfulness.
That will help you out.
You must learn to start being respectful.
God will bless you when you learn that.
See the positive, and stop concentrating on things with a negative mindset.
You must emulate my character.
You will become a better person for it.
I choose my words carefully and wisely.
Why do you think I'm always happy?
Yes, you're right: because I'm perfect.
No, I will not send you to time out.
I'm not that kind of tyrant.
I'm sovereign but I respect people's rights.
I have it my way, and live with delight.
Peace and love!
And you're right, I'm not creepy.
I'm magnificent. Go to bed if you're sleepy.
Take care. And share good thoughts.
And objectifying women is nonsense.
That's another tool of government and society to control people.
Why did I bring that up? Because it's necessary.
People live unnecessarily scary.
I knew before Invega, it's God's gift to humanity to have sexual desires.
If you're in good or perfect health, they'll never expire.
"Abstinence engenders maladies" (William Shakespeare).
You see, I see and think clear.

God bless you! The devil stresses you! Choose God. Choose good.

Peace and Love! Heaven is not below, it's above.

😀😀😀😀😀❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

You sound like you're absolutely full of yourself. :/

You think I'M the one who needs to learn respect?? You walked up to someone describing thier PSSD improvments in the barest, unsexy terms like "hurr durr that makes me horny." That's rude and gross. You don't even know who I am or what I look like. I like women, as in, I am not a heterosexual. I would never treat women or anyone like that. You are being weird.
 
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You sound like you're absolutely full of yourself. :/

You think I'M the one who needs to learn respect?? You walked up to someone describing thier PSSD improvments in the barest, unsexy terms like "hurr durr that makes me horny." That's rude and gross. You don't even know who I am or what I look like. I like women, as in, I am not a heterosexual. I would never treat women or anyone like that. You are being weird.
I pray that whatever you are going through you heal from it.
Some of your statements sound like you're bound.
Rebound from that shit, and get up strong. Be headstrong.
If you feel uncomfortable with my honest statements,
you may always block them, and continue to wish to be as great as me.
I never made any sexual advances towards you, especially not in a way to cause you dismay.
Hooray to everybody speaking positively and lovingly.
You won't bring me down, InvegaAnon.
I'm not your clown. I'm the boss of this town.
Emulate "fenec." Learn respect. And don't neglect it.
Respect it, and perfect it.

Peace and Love! Heaven is not "be-low", it's above.
Heaven is not "be low". Be above that shit (some hindrance in thee).

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Can you link her recovery post here?
Yes, and I'm glad to.

www.bluelight.org/community/threads/coming-off-invega-paliperidone-injections-v-5-0.912999/page-7#post-15386506

Paula10: "I recovered after 13 months but had voices come back so I got back on invega. It sucks that I relapsed but I’m more careful now. I just don’t want invega. I’m better than the first time but scared of relapsing. Anyway you will get better I promise you will. Good luck to everyone on invega it’s horrible. I’m so weak everyday. I’ve gained weight again this sucks. Now I’m waiting again. Good luck"
 
Thanks, UnluckyXeplion, for liking my post.
You all know I like to boast.
My boast is in the LORD.
Life is easy and never hard.
Follow my lead, and I'll lead you to success.
You'll realize why I'm always the best.
Invega, like the past, will not last.
I promise you that. I assure you that.
And to all of you who have recovered, congrats.
And to all of you who are going through this, congrats to you, too.

Peace and Love! And always live above.
May God suffice you with enough.

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@InvegaAnon I do care about you, sis. I'm very concerned about you. I agree with you, about respecting women.
If anything bad happened to you sexually, I sympathize with you. You deserve goodness always. You're very smart.
You draw people to you because you're bright. You're a light to people. You've done good on here. You've given much
information. We appreciate you very much. Keep in touch with us. I'll monitor my comments towards you. I only mean well.
I will be even more friendly to you from now on. I'll be even more considerate. Hugs to you. God loves you. And something else I want to tell you, one of the reasons I'm on here is because of you. You are an inspiration to me. I hope you know that.
I don't think you're some brat. I think you're all that. Peace and Love.

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You all need to reflect on "Kiaf852's" post below. Strongly consider it, what she says. Your healing is in your hands. God is with you. Not only will he "never leave you nor forsake you," he's never left you, nor forsaken you. Recovery is not only possible, it is certain. Peace and Love!

www.bluelight.org/community/threads/coming-off-invega-xeplion-paliperidone-injections-v-8-0.934528/page-242#post-16043954

Kiaf852: "God is truly faithful. I had to pray like never before. Ask for healing guys. Do it over and over again. Take time daily and pray for the answers to your questions. Seek and ye shall find. Take a really good multivitamin. Get off this thread and out of the house as much as you can. Healing won’t just show up. In my opinion you have to put in the work. I would think about Invega all day. I would regret ever being injected with that poison. I’d think about how they convinced me to take it. I didn’t have anyone to advocate for me. I just wanted to go home. Comes to find out I never had to take it. I would’ve had to stay in the hospital longer but they didn’t tell me that. They made it seem like I had no other option. I was injected twice in three days. Then they released me back out into society. I knew immediately that something was wrong with me after being injected with that poison. I remember feeling really cold. I felt stiff inside of my body. I couldn’t relax my arms. I couldn’t stop pacing. I had a shuffled walk. No thoughts. I barely talked. That shit should be illegal. I remember the insomnia was horrible. I was up two weeks straight. I tired to listen to music but had no interest. I’ve always loved music. That was odd to me. I cleaned my bathroom but it was like I had to force myself to do it. I’ve always enjoyed cleaning and that was odd to me. I remember my brain felt funny. I felt like a retarted person. I felt like a baby again. I had to force myself to take showers. They never seemed enjoyable. I had to force myself to eat. I had to force myself to drink water. My family would text me encouraging me to eat something. I was around 90lbs. I’m a tall woman. I looked like I was on death door. My back and shoulders was covered with cystic acne. It never went away completely. It’s gone about 96%. I’ll take that over how I looked last summer. I couldn’t even wear short sleeve shirts. I was embarrassed. It made me feel like I had aids or something. Whoever created Invega is a sick person. I’m sure that person has close ties to Satan. That medication is pure poison. How something could stop my natural period for almost two years is mind blowing to me. I only had two injections. I couldn’t imagine if I had four. They tried to tell me that I could get talk therapy if I agreed to continue taking that poison. I refused to take anything. Thank GOD that in America they can’t force you to continue taking it. I’ve completely healed. The small amount of acne I have on my body I don’t consider. I had a small amount before Invega. I’m telling you all to pray like never before. I truly believe that talking to GOD is beneficial in healing. I didn’t want to hear nothing Maymay had to say about Jesus on this thread. I would roll my eyes and scroll past her posts about anything related to religion. I felt like GOD abandoned me. I truly gave up on praying a year ago. I started praying again. I started asking for what I wanted. I stayed off of this thread. I said I’d focus on healing 100 percent. I did just that. I forced myself to go skating again. I started thanking GOD for healing me even though I didn’t feel different. I made sleep a priority. I purchased better multivitamins. I started hanging out with old friends. I started going back to church again. I made laughing a priority. I would purposely find things to make me laugh. Laughter is healing. I started to take myself shopping. I started having gratitude for the littlest things. Gratitude is healing. I have completely healed. I think we have to wake ourselves back up. The medication disables us. It blocks things within us. You beat Invega by doing the opposite of how you’re feeling. Kinda like reprogramming ourselves. Talk to GOD about healing. Thank GOD for healing you in advance. Do it daily. You can’t sit around and wait for healing. You heal faster by pushing yourself to continue living. They created that drug to sedate us. We create a routine out of complaining constantly searching for answers and at the same time doing nothing. We all can heal. We are more powerful than you think. Words are powerful. They don’t teach us that. The more you focus on how horrible you feel the more horrible you will feel. You have to remember the good things. Fake it till you make it. It feels fake. I felt silly claiming healing before I healed. I have healed. I regret not reaching out to Bojana. I will always regret that. We would talk daily sometimes. She would always ask me to call her. I could never get through to her. I went back to living my life again. I forgot all about her. I do think people leave here and don’t come back because they go back to living life again. They forget all about their Invega experience. Nobody can blame them. It’s something out of a nightmare. I just want to give you guys hope. Healing is so possible. It starts with thinking different. I laugh harder than I did before. I cry with more emotion. I have gratitude for every moment now. I’m so happy. I listen to music everyday again. I enjoy it. I take time to pour love into myself. I don’t take shit from no one. I used to be a push over before Invega. Living through that hell made me stronger physically mentally spiritually and emotionally it turned me into a WARRIOR. I will continue to pop in from time to time. I will repeat myself over and over again. You hold the keys to your healing. Don’t give up. Don’t be discouraged. People are being injected with that poison every day. Future Invega sufferers will seek this thread for answers. I just want to say HEALING IS POSSIBLE. I am free from the torment of pure evil named INVEGA SUSTENNA. I have my life back 😊 You will too."
 
Hello, how many injections have I received, how long has it been since you stopped?
Thanks for loving and commenting. I just seen it. 2 injections, February 19th and February 22nd. Today would be day 173 I think.
You're a really good person, fenec. Hope everything is going well for you. 5 months and 23 days I think.
May your Invega shrink every day. And may you return back to your fun and play.
Peace and Love! And God bless you.

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