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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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@fenec According to my papers, I was injected with 234mg of Invega on February 19th (which I don't remember feeling any negative effects of), and 156mg on February 22nd (which I remember either immediately or shortly thereafter feeling heavy sedation from, my brain having a heavy sedated feeling, and possibly some degree of anhedonia I felt or had, but I don't necessarily remember the emotional blunting, although it may have been there, and I may have felt it then.) The Mexican/White nurse who injected me the first time was nice and good with the injection. The Black nurse who injected me with the second injection was nice and sucked giving the injection. I still think that's a strong reason or possibility that I suffered or endured the effects of Invega. She kept going super deep into my arm. It was very strange. It didn't seem right. It's like she went beyond the point she was supposed to and went into areas in my arm that she wasn't supposed to. And during my 9 or so days in the behavioral center and prior in the Baptist Hospital I didn't masturbate or ejaculate. And after leaving there and coming to my apartment, either on day 10 or 11, I think is when I masturbated and then everything took effect. That's when I experienced all the horrible things from Invega. If I remember correctly I was able to sleep normally until I masturbated. Invega messed up sexual function, and if I would have never masturbated and waited for about 2 months or 60 days, I may have never experienced the effects of Invega, but who knows. To this day I think that the masturbation played a part in activating the negative effects of Invega. That and the bad injection. The bad injection may prove to be a blessing in the end or in disguise. It could be responsible for my somewhat fast recovery. Peace and Love, fenec.

P.S. The bad injection may have sent more of the Invega to my brain, and therefore the injection may leave my body quicker than most. But that may not be the case.
 
I'm almost 4 months off Clopixol, and recently I witnessed an improvement in the sexual department.
It's way easier to reach orgasm and it's a little more pleasurable.

More things improved a little since stopping Clopixol, my appetite improved, my sleep improved to the point that I no longer wake up in the middle of the night, but I sleep continuously.
I no longer have restlessness and my waste elimination is a little better.

I don't think I'll recover like last year after Xeplion, but who knows.
 
Hey, everybody! I love you.
I have some important words to say.
If any of you are atheists, I don't mean any ill will towards you. But please consider what I will later present in this message.
You may feel that you're atheist because you made a reasonable observation into life and knowledge—that you sufficiently understand nature. You may feel you have thought it out thoroughly or just enough to be satisfied with your belief. You may be someone who either believed in God, and then didn't, or never have really believed in a God. Whatever your position, consider the following. Remember, I love you. I care about you. I don't want to hurt you. But the following information is important, even to those who are going through or have come out of the Invega suffering or experience.

"The administrators, whom we shall choose from among the public, with strict regard to their capacities for servile obedience, will not be persons trained in the arts of government, and will therefore easily become pawns in our game in the hands of men of learning and genius who will be their advisers, specialists bred and reared from early childhood to rule the affairs of the whole world. As is well known to you, these specialists of ours have been drawing to fit them for rule the information they need from our political plans, from the lessons of history, from observations made of the events of every moment as it passes. The goyim are not guided by practical use of unprejudiced historical observation, but by theoretical routine without any critical regard for consequent results. We need not, therefore, take any account of them—let them amuse themselves until the hour strikes, or live on hopes of new forms of enterprising pastime, or on the memories of all they have enjoyed. For them let that play the principal part which we have persuaded them to accept as the dictates of science (theory). It is with this object in view that we are constantly, by means of our press, arousing a blind confidence in these theories. The intellectuals of the goyim will puff themselves up with their knowledge and without any logical verification of it will put into effect all the information available from science, which our agentur specialists have cunningly pieced together for the purpose of educating their minds in the direction we want. Do not suppose for a moment that these statements are empty words: think carefully of the successes we arranged for Darwinism, Marxism, Nietzsche-ism. To us Jews, at any rate, it should be plain to see what a disintegrating importance these directives have had upon the minds of the goyim" (Protocols of the Wise Men of Zion).

"We shall unleash the Nihilists and the Atheists and we shall provoke a formidable social cataclysm which in all its horror will show clearly to all nations the effect of absolute atheism, origin of savagery and of the most bloody turmoil. Then everywhere, the citizens, obliged to defend themselves against the world minority of revolutionaries, will exterminate those destroyers of civilization, and the multitude, disillusioned with Christianity, whose deistic spirits will be from that moment without compass (direction), anxious for an ideal, but without knowing where to render its adoration, will receive the true light through the universal manifestation of the pure doctrine of Lucifer, brought finally out in the public view, a manifestation which will result from a general reactionary movement which will follow the destruction of Christianity and atheism, both conquered and exterminated at the same time" (General Albert Pike's August 15, 1871 letter to revolutionary Giuseppe Mazzini).

I love you all! Have a wonderful and blessed day. Peace and Love!

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I was getting manic from not being able to sleep from all the trauma stress and cortisol. Had a deep sleep and feel so much better!!! I will rely on this until i heal
 
Also, I would like to ask anyone of you the following questions. These questions may help you overcome the tyranny you may think you have over others. I am presenting all of this in the spirit of love. It is important that you conquer whatever it is that you think you have over someone. Everyone is free to think, speak, and act as they please, while also respecting the equal rights of others.

Does my being full of myself, or egotistical, or confident, or arrogant, harm anybody?
Does my being full of myself, or egotistical, or confident, or arrogant, pose a threat to the ending of your life?
Does my being full of myself, or egotistical, or confident, or arrogant, cause the Sun to stop rising and shining upon the world?
Does my being full of myself, or egotistical, or confident, or arrogant, cause you to give up hope that you will ever recover from Invega?
Does my being full of myself, or egotistical, or confident, or arrogant, if you have fully recovered from Invega, cause you to relapse back into the side effects or withdrawal symptoms of Invega, without even taking Invega again?

I rest my case. My belief or knowledge in myself does nothing to harm or injure you. If anything, it should be consolation to you, and a marker or paragon for you to rise above your Invega condition.

With that being said, I love you all. And have a wonderful and delightful day. Peace and Love!
And God bless you all forever!

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I built a cool thing in my video game. My building prowess is back! I can imagine what I want to create and make it happen again! I also learned fun new building tricks from both playing around and watching a video.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I built a cool thing in my video game. My building prowess is back! I can imagine what I want to create and make it happen again! I also learned fun new building tricks from both playing around and watching a video.
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Minecraft?
I used to be addicted to that game until I got injected with Xeplion 😡
Was so much fun
 
The beautiful thing about all of you who are viewing this thread, whether you have or haven't created an account, is that you will fully recover. I'm certain that everyone recovers. Only those who have had Invega for a really long time don't; or it may take a much longer time for them. Again, I state that I have observed this thread, and I can rest like a baby, knowing full recovery is not only possible or certain for me, but for everyone, too. And, at the present, I do not believe many of the stories of people who are still suffering Invega for over a year, and even more so I don't believe those who went over two years, took that long. I think some of the people on this website never even went through Invega. They are stationed here to scare you. Ha-ha. Seriously, much of what's going on here is a joke. You will definitely recover. Today (8-13-2024) I noticed improvement in my sexual function and daily ejaculate or semen volume. It's good to test it daily for a while to see where you are, if you had any issues with semen volume. I notice on here people play games with my comments and purposely do things to try to upset me. But it never works. I'm so relaxed, perfect, and in a victorious place right now and forever. So, yes, again, you will fully recover. I went through having basically no energy at the beginning, barely able to move, to having much or normal energy and being able to move normally again. It's been a constant gain for me. I would even say I have super energy.

And, if you observe carefully, some people on here have gotten mad at me for petty reasons. Very strange anger issues have been directed my way. I complimented some people and they tried to turn my words around. Ha-ha. It's funny and hilarious. And, again, I'm relaxed. All of you will recover. Don't worry about a thing. Everything gets better. Sleeping improves without any medication, so does sexual function return back to normal. That heavy feeling in the head leaves. Invega just takes longer than most, if not all, other medications to heal from or, possibly, leave the body as well. One website claims Invega is detectable in the blood for up to 6 months. (And up to 3 months in the urine.) According to veteranswife, it may be much longer in some people's cases. Everybody heals. That's a fact. Only those who went very long taking Invega may find it much more difficult to recover. I'm certain of everything I said. You may just wait it out if you want to. But you can speed up the process with things.

I'm so relaxed and at ease right now. Life is just so amazing. If you keep speaking and thinking positively, everything will go your way and stay that way forever.

Peace and blessings to you all. Relax. If you're heavily blunted emotionally, life's not over for you. You're not going to be R.P. McMurphy the rest of your life. Invega is not really a permanent chemical lobotomy, it's more like no lobotomy at all, or a temporary one. You get the point. Be at peace. You will soon be released from your suffering from Invega. Sexual function will return 100 percent. Believe what I say. Disbelieve the words of those who are trying to scare you. Beware of them.

Peace and Love!

P.S. I been typed this message, and at the time of me posting it will probably be over 20 minutes after completing it. I proofread it for typos, like I do all of my messages.

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Youwillrecover said:
I couldnt sleep from constant stress and cortisol. this neurotoxins shit allowed me to have deep sleep
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I advise you not to take seroquel (qietiapine) wait until you have a natural sleep, I knew someone taking haldol injection and when he stopped it made him insomniac he took seroquel now he regrets the supplements destroyed and this slowed down his healing, I advise everyone not to take any medication during convalescence, to find natural plants to have natural sleep
Youwillrecover said:
Jesus christ guys. Low dose seroquel saved my life
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I advise you not to take seroquel (qietiapine) wait until you have a natural sleep, I knew someone taking haldol injection and when he stopped it made him insomniac he took seroquel now he regrets the supplements destroyed and this slowed down his healing, I advise everyone not to take any medication during convalescence, to find natural plants to have natural sleep
 
JoshuaGuillory36 said:
Also, I would like to ask anyone of you the following questions. These questions may help you overcome the tyranny you may think you have over others. I am presenting all of this in the spirit of love. It is important that you conquer whatever it is that you think you have over someone. Everyone is free to think, speak, and act as they please, while also respecting the equal rights of others.

Does my being full of myself, or egotistical, or confident, or arrogant, harm anybody?
Does my being full of myself, or egotistical, or confident, or arrogant, pose a threat to the ending of your life?
Does my being full of myself, or egotistical, or confident, or arrogant, cause the Sun to stop rising and shining upon the world?
Does my being full of myself, or egotistical, or confident, or arrogant, cause you to give up hope that you will ever recover from Invega?
Does my being full of myself, or egotistical, or confident, or arrogant, if you have fully recovered from Invega, cause you to relapse back into the side effects or withdrawal symptoms of Invega, without even taking Invega again?

I rest my case. My belief or knowledge in myself does nothing to harm or injure you. If anything, it should be consolation to you, and a marker or paragon for you to rise above your Invega condition.

With that being said, I love you all. And have a wonderful and delightful day. Peace and Love!
And God bless you all forever!

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articles 22 everyone does what they want 😀
 
JoshuaGuillory36 said:
The beautiful thing about all of you who are viewing this thread, whether you have or haven't created an account, is that you will fully recover. I'm certain that everyone recovers. Only those who have had Invega for a really long time don't; or it may take a much longer time for them. Again, I state that I have observed this thread, and I can rest like a baby, knowing full recovery is not only possible or certain for me, but for everyone, too. And, at the present, I do not believe many of the stories of people who are still suffering Invega for over a year, and even more so I don't believe those who went over two years, took that long. I think some of the people on this website never even went through Invega. They are stationed here to scare you. Ha-ha. Seriously, much of what's going on here is a joke. You will definitely recover. Today (8-13-2024) I noticed improvement in my sexual function and daily ejaculate or semen volume. It's good to test it daily for a while to see where you are, if you had any issues with semen volume. I notice on here people play games with my comments and purposely do things to try to upset me. But it never works. I'm so relaxed, perfect, and in a victorious place right now and forever. So, yes, again, you will fully recover. I went through having basically no energy at the beginning, barely able to move, to having much or normal energy and being able to move normally again. It's been a constant gain for me. I would even say I have super energy.

And, if you observe carefully, some people on here have gotten mad at me for petty reasons. Very strange anger issues have been directed my way. I complimented some people and they tried to turn my words around. Ha-ha. It's funny and hilarious. And, again, I'm relaxed. All of you will recover. Don't worry about a thing. Everything gets better. Sleeping improves without any medication, so does sexual function return back to normal. That heavy feeling in the head leaves. Invega just takes longer than most, if not all, other medications to heal from or, possibly, leave the body as well. One website claims Invega is detectable in the blood for up to 6 months. (And up to 3 months in the urine.) According to veteranswife, it may be much longer in some people's cases. Everybody heals. That's a fact. Only those who went very long taking Invega may find it much more difficult to recover. I'm certain of everything I said. You may just wait it out if you want to. But you can speed up the process with things.

I'm so relaxed and at ease right now. Life is just so amazing. If you keep speaking and thinking positively, everything will go your way and stay that way forever.

Peace and blessings to you all. Relax. If you're heavily blunted emotionally, life's not over for you. You're not going to be R.P. McMurphy the rest of your life. Invega is not really a permanent chemical lobotomy, it's more like no lobotomy at all, or a temporary one. You get the point. Be at peace. You will soon be released from your suffering from Invega. Sexual function will return 100 percent. Believe what I say. Disbelieve the words of those who are trying to scare you. Beware of them.

Peace and Love!

P.S. I been typed this message, and at the time of me posting it will probably be over 20 minutes after completing it. I proofread it for typos, like I do all of my messages.

😀😀😀😀😀❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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no it's real 100% healing takes 1 year 2 years 3 years kaatrina received 5 injections cured in 2 years
 
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