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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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TonyTonyChopper said:
Lool ngl ever since the psych ward experience I been much much calmer. I'm still anti psychiatry but I dont have the energy to go on those long rants anymore. Maybe i was a little psychotic last few days. Idk man this psych experience was soo chill. The staff were all nice , very boring but overall im calmer.

Maybe cuz i slept well .
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Ya i sounded fucked to man when i was psychotic lol. I was worried abut people coming and trying to kill me so i loaded up the shotgun and the rifle. I went a little insane lol.

You need to sleep if you dont you will go psychotic. Thats a fact. Ever hear bout the guy who stayed up for 11 days on the radio as a experiment? Poor guy didnt know what he was geting into i dont think and he was never the same after
 
paranoid android said:
i never heard anything about india being racist. But i guess anywhere can be racist.

And yes m a filthy dirty commie lol. It is so hated in the west because it was the prevailing ideology in the east like capitalism is in the west. There was the whole berlin wall thing
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My psychosis from 2 years ago was very political . I was very anti russia anti china pro Nato idk why . I was smoking very strong weed and watching too much news and youtube lol. Like im reading my disclosure from my arrest 2 years ago and here is what it says

While attempting to read RTC and caution MYNAME kept interrupting police and asking to be taken to jail. MYNAME kept asking
to be put in a cell so he has somewhere to sleep as he doesn't trust his family because they are all "Commie's"

IOSIP said:
Nah bro no one needs youwillrecover around here.
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Nah hes nice I'd like to have him around. The music he sends is nice even though I dont enjoy music

paranoid android said:
Ya i sounded fucked to man when i was psychotic lol. I was worried abut people coming and trying to kill me so i loaded up the shotgun and the rifle. I went a little insane lol.

You need to sleep if you dont you will go psychotic. Thats a fact. Ever hear bout the guy who stayed up for 11 days on the radio as a experiment? Poor guy didnt know what he was geting into i dont think and he was never the same after
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you got a guns WTF? I thought that shit is all banned in Canada. bruh never held a gun in my life i thought theyre only obtained illegaly and by police

Also yeah I didnt sleep for 1 week that was fkn scary I was on angry outbursts and shit. Sleep is the food for the brain someone told me. Thank God my sleep is back.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
My psychosis from 2 years ago was very political . I was very anti russia anti china pro Nato idk why . I was smoking very strong weed and watching too much news and youtube lol. Like im reading my disclosure from my arrest 2 years ago and here is what it says

While attempting to read RTC and caution MYNAME kept interrupting police and asking to be taken to jail. MYNAME kept asking
to be put in a cell so he has somewhere to sleep as he doesn't trust his family because they are all "Commie's"


Nah hes nice I'd like to have him around. The music he sends is nice even though I dont enjoy music


you got a guns WTF? I thought that shit is all banned in Canada. bruh never held a gun in my life i thought theyre only obtained illegaly and by police

Also yeah I didnt sleep for 1 week that was fkn scary I was on angry outbursts and shit. Sleep is the food for the brain someone told me. Thank God my sleep is bac
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No with a unrestricted gun license like my dad has you can get lots of guns up to some types of "assault rifles".
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
My psychosis from 2 years ago was very political . I was very anti russia anti china pro Nato idk why . I was smoking very strong weed and watching too much news and youtube lol. Like im reading my disclosure from my arrest 2 years ago and here is what it says

While attempting to read RTC and caution MYNAME kept interrupting police and asking to be taken to jail. MYNAME kept asking
to be put in a cell so he has somewhere to sleep as he doesn't trust his family because they are all "Commie's"
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What have you got against commies?
 
paranoid android said:
What have you got against commies?
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idk my psychosis was around communism and i dont even know what it truly is. As of right now I have nothing against communism .My beliefs change every few years. I was anti russia anti china 2 years ago and now I dont hate chinese people and arent totally against russia for the war going on right now. They were threatened by Nato and it makes sense. I dont agree with their invasion but the lives lost on both sides hurts to think about.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
idk my psychosis was around communism and i dont even know what it truly is. As of right now I have nothing against communism .My beliefs change every few years. I was anti russia anti china 2 years ago and now I dont hate chinese people and arent totally against russia for the war going on right now. They were threatened by Nato and it makes sense. I dont agree with their invasion but the lives lost on both sides hurts to think about.
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I am neutral on the Russian-Ukraine war. On one side there is ultranationalists on the other actual nazis. I hope they both lose if thats possible.

As far as what Communism is if you want a example of a real Communist look at Burkina Faso and Thomas Sankara.
 
I checked youwillrecover profile and he was also acting weird and had weird exchange with me and others . I dont even remember half the things I said but he was talking about Gore and swearing towards God .religion and other users here which is so not like him. I wonder if he also went psychotic but lets please put it behind us and you apologize and I apologize. We are a little community here @Youwillrecover . Come back man .
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
I checked youwillrecover profile and he was also acting weird and had weird exchange with me and others . I dont even remember half the things I said but he was talking about Gore and swearing towards God .religion and other users here which is so not like him. I wonder if he also went psychotic but lets please put it behind us and you apologize and I apologize. We are a little community here @Youwillrecover . Come back man .
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I can't accept the stuff he said as being ok. It was disgusting.
 
IOSIP said:
I can't accept the stuff he said as being ok. It was disgusting.
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Trust me its unlike him. I was talking to him for a while and hes usually nice and encourges people. We both fought and got psychotic it happens . Idk what we talked about on facebook I forgot everything but he is definetly not a bad evil guy . He actually has narcacisstic parents which makes his life hell.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Trust me its unlike him. I was talking to him for a while and hes usually nice and encourges people. We both fought and got psychotic it happens . Idk what we talked about on facebook I forgot everything but he is definetly not a bad evil guy . He actually has narcacisstic parents which makes his life hell.
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Agree to disagree.
 
IOSIP said:
@TonyTonyChopper when you find the cure to anhedonia let me know brother. Im fucking sick to death of feeling this way.
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If you fix the underlying cause of the anhedonia then you cure it. In my case its caused by low dopamine in the brain because the invega blocks it. So whats the fix? Well obviously anything dopamenergic will cure it temporarily but it has to have the least amount of damage. Meth will fry your brain but it is the most dopamenergic. Wellbutrin works on dopamine but it isnt very strong otherwise it would be addicting. Parnate is the only other anti depressant that works on dopamine which is why I want it so bad.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
If you fix the underlying cause of the anhedonia then you cure it. In my case its caused by low dopamine in the brain because the invega blocks it. So whats the fix? Well obviously anything dopamenergic will cure it temporarily but it has to have the least amount of damage. Meth will fry your brain but it is the most dopamenergic. Wellbutrin works on dopamine but it isnt very strong otherwise it would be addicting. Parnate is the only other anti depressant that works on dopamine which is why I want it so bad.
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But many people get anhedonia for literlly no reason. Their brain just decides not to work one day . It would terrify me if im fine on day and the next i have anhedonia for 0 reasons.
 
Do you ever fucking sleep dude? Sleep is my only escape from this shit. It seems like your always awake.
 
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