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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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paranoid android said:
I also live in Canada and also cannot get amphetamines from my shrink. This is because i have had psychosis in the past. I get where hes coming from though i doubt
drugs will ever make me psychotic. I have had other drugs that affect dopamine since having psychosis mainly coke and was fine. Well i did have a seizure but hey no psychosis lol. I was actually treated good at the hospital for my coke seizure. But im not going to dwell on not getting amphs.
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Bro my sister got adhd prescription on her first ever psychiatrist appointment without any problems. I'm on my 5th psychiatrist and all refuse me. It is quite unfair just cuz i got psychosis from weed 2 years ago I'm not allowed to get life changing medication for life?? . I wanna go back to school I want to read books I want the focus to do anything but because I dabbeled with very potent weed from 2 years ago, psychiatry discriminates me for life. Also the only drug I have done was marijuana , coke is too expensive probably and I dont want to obtain anything illegally so not worth the hassle.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Bro my sister got adhd prescription on her first ever psychiatrist appointment without any problems. I'm on my 5th psychiatrist and all refuse me. It is quite unfair just cuz i got psychosis from weed 2 years ago I'm not allowed to get life changing medication for life?? . I wanna go back to school I want to read books I want the focus to do anything but because I dabbeled with very potent weed from 2 years ago, psychiatry discriminates me for life. Also the only drug I have done was marijuana , coke is too expensive probably and I dont want to obtain anything illegally so not worth the hassle.
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Tony im in the same position and it keeps me awake. For the rest of my life I will be that junky who had psychosis in the eyes of psychiatry. It's totally fucked. But it's reality.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Bro my sister got adhd prescription on her first ever psychiatrist appointment without any problems. I'm on my 5th psychiatrist and all refuse me. It is quite unfair just cuz i got psychosis from weed 2 years ago I'm not allowed to get life changing medication for life?? . I wanna go back to school I want to read books I want the focus to do anything but because I dabbeled with very potent weed from 2 years ago, psychiatry discriminates me for life. Also the only drug I have done was marijuana , coke is too expensive probably and I dont want to obtain anything illegally so not worth the hassle.
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I know how you feeel but look at it from a shrinks perspective. If we end up going psychotic and back in the psych ward that comes back to them. So i get it

IOSIP said:
Tony im in the same position and it keeps me awake. For the rest of my life I will be that junky who had psychosis in the eyes of psychiatry. It's totally fucked. But it's reality
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Just because you are refused amphetamines does not mean they see you as a junkie. I mean hell my shrink likely knows i ended up in the hospital for IV coke and i get prescribed controlled meds. just no amphetamines which i can live with
 
paranoid android said:
I know how you feeel but look at it from a shrinks perspective. If we end up going psychotic and back in the psych ward that comes back to them. So i get it



Just because you are refused amphetamines does not mean they see you as a junkie. I mean hell my shrink likely knows i ended up in the hospital for IV coke and i get prescribed controlled meds. just no amphetamines which i can live with
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Oh no trust me they think I'm a junkie. My life is fucked.
 
IOSIP said:
Tony im in the same position and it keeps me awake. For the rest of my life I will be that junky who had psychosis in the eyes of psychiatry. It's totally fucked. But it's reality.
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Only solution to reset from psychiatry is to move to another country. Maybe you move to Canada and I move to Australia 🤣

paranoid android said:
I know how you feeel but look at it from a shrinks perspective. If we end up going psychotic and back in the psych ward that comes back to them. So i get it
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But I did try stimulants without any problems and no psychosis. I was so productive my focus was sharp and I didnt feel euphoric or the need to abuse my medication . If I get hospitlized its on me im risking a CTO and more injections so my psychiatrist shouldnt and i believe wouldnt be penalized . My current psychiatrist is actually restricted idk if its for sexual misconduct im just assuming it but he is probably on thin ice in terms of precsribing stimulants but an antidepressant? thats just unfair
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Only solution to reset from psychiatry is to move to another country. Maybe you move to Canada and I move to Australia 🤣



But I did try stimulants without any problems and no psychosis. I was so productive my focus was sharp and I didnt feel euphoric or the need to abuse my medication . If I get hospitlized its on me im risking a CTO and more injections .
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To bloody cold in canada for me. Not a bad idea though.
 
IOSIP said:
Oh no trust me they think I'm a junkie. My life is fucked.
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Pretty sure iv drug user and iv coke user is on my record. You forget about peoples ability to forget things. My records are old newss and your probably will be to. My shrink and GP never even mentioned my little incident with coke
 
IOSIP said:
To bloody cold in canada for me. Not a bad idea though.
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Yeah this winter is the craziest winter ever in the past 5-6 years brutal as fuck. I heard Australia is basically like Canada but warmer and more racist lol? cant be that bad. Oh I got into an argument in the mall after i fought with my family and this older guy told me to go back to my own country. BRO your fkn european , this isnt even where your ancestors lived LOL.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Yeah this winter is the craziest winter ever in the past 5-6 years brutal as fuck. I heard Australia is basically like Canada but warmer and more racist lol? cant be that bad. Oh I got into an argument in the mall after i fought with my family and this older guy told me to go back to my own country. BRO your fkn european , this isnt even where your ancestors lived LOL.
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Lots of racist people that's for sure. Lots of not racist people to.
 
IOSIP said:
Lots of racist people that's for sure. Lots of not racist people to.
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Its fine , im black , only racist encounters in canada was some highschool kid calling me the n word as a joke but i wasnt offended just laughed along. My family did have an islamaphobic encounter on 9/11 in 2012 thats pretty much it. Cant wait to visit australia , heard work holdiay visa is till age 30 or 36 in some regions so i got a few years to come if I decide to.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Yeah this winter is the craziest winter ever in the past 5-6 years brutal as fuck. I heard Australia is basically like Canada but warmer and more racist lol? cant be that bad. Oh I got into an argument in the mall after i fought with my family and this older guy told me to go back to my own country. BRO your fkn european , this isnt even where your ancestors lived LOL.
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It would be like my Irish ass telling you to go home. Im hardly indigenous either lol.

As far as racism goes my friend from aussie isnt racist or hasent been in the 15 years or so ive known her. My other friends from there one of which is a Anarchist Communist are not racist either. I dont know why Australia would be more racist then parts of Canada. I mean some parts of Canada are pretty racist
 
I'm a full blown white man and don't consider myself racist. Some people are aome people are not. There are heaps of cultures in Australia.
 
paranoid android said:
It would be like my Irish ass telling you to go home. Im hardly indigenous either lol.

As far as racism goes my friend from aussie isnt racist or hasent been in the 15 years or so ive known her. My other friends from there one of which is a Anarchist Communist are not racist either. I dont know why Australia would be more racist then parts of Canada. I mean some parts of Canada are pretty racist
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Nah its just some rumor I heard on reddit that Australia is more racist than Canada. Well guess what India is far more racist towards blacks from what I saw on youtube.

Also are you really a communist lol? idk much about communism or why its so hated by the West , amma read up on it next few days.
 
IOSIP said:
But you keep me entertained and I think your a good human ahahaha
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Lool ngl ever since the psych ward experience I been much much calmer. I'm still anti psychiatry but I dont have the energy to go on those long rants anymore. Maybe i was a little psychotic last few days. Idk man this psych experience was soo chill. The staff were all nice , very boring but overall im calmer.

Maybe cuz i slept well .
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Lool ngl ever since the psych ward experience I been much much calmer. I'm still anti psychiatry but I dont have the energy to go on those long rants anymore. Maybe i was a little psychotic last few days. Idk man this psych experience was soo chill. The staff were all nice , very boring but overall im calmer.

Maybe cuz i slept well .
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You were definitely being unreasonable thats for sure. I think your family just care about you.
 
IOSIP said:
You were definitely being unreasonable thats for sure. I think your family just care about you.
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Yup choosing to be homeless and freeze over a warm bed with ppl that think ur crazy. Any regular human would choose the latter but I was just angry and it clouded my judgement but im chill now even though they still think im crazy 🤣.

I should also apologize to @Youwillrecover he has actual abusive family unlike me and is a nice guy. I shouldnt force my religion on him or disrespect his way of life . Come back bro I'm sorry im calmer now. The fake parnate and lack of sleep made me little psychotic but im chiller now.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Nah its just some rumor I heard on reddit that Australia is more racist than Canada. Well guess what India is far more racist towards blacks from what I saw on youtube.

Also are you really a communist lol? idk much about communism or why its so hated by the West , amma read up on it next few days.
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i never heard anything about india being racist. But i guess anywhere can be racist.

And yes m a filthy dirty commie lol. It is so hated in the west because it was the prevailing ideology in the east like capitalism is in the west. There was the whole berlin wall thing
 
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