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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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IOSIP said:
You should be greatful paranoid android has i high tolerance for bull shit. Like your not banned afraid you? Considering your contributing nothing to the topic.

Also I thought you died?
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I bring much to the topic of antipsychotics.

What do you possibly bring to the topic instead of whining/venting allday? 🤔
 
Did invega also somehow raise you from the dead?

And it doesn't take 4-5 years stop spreading bullshit. Why are you even here lol
 
IOSIP said:
Fun fact about my sucidality. It runs deeper than invega. I blew up my life. Now I have to somehow get everything back and become a functional member of society again. For many reason including the fact my medications are now restricted this is a huge mountain I need to climb. I'm not just suicidal because of invega side effects. I'm suicidal because I lit my life on fire during a manic episode and then had psychosis and did some incredibly insane things yo further duck my life up. I am devastated and for the rest of my life the medical community in Australia will have a flag against me. So I will be treated differently because of this. And its killing me slowly.

If it was just the invega injection I had to worry about i wouldn't be suicidal. It's all the other shit I'm now confronted with.
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I feel you on this.
When you have recovered noticeably from invega, all of this will be much easier to deal with, I promise. It's hard to come to terms with the impact of psychosis, let alone in the post invega nightmare state.
 
IOSIP said:
I tried weed for the first time since my psychosis today and it wasn't a very good idea. It's got me freaking out in a paranoid panic. It's what ruined my life in the first place to. Or started me on the path to ruining my life.

Just want to vent i dont think it's a great idea when in recovery from psychosis it's hit me hard.
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I had a similar reaction at first, but a few months later smoking again was helpful because I could relax a little bit and somewhat enjoy music again.
 
stolensoul said:
I had a similar reaction at first, but a few months later smoking again was helpful because I could relax a little bit and somewhat enjoy music again.
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do you know how long it took you to enjoy smoking? i'm able to tolerate it right now with mild anxiety.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I didn't do shit lol. You are spamming.

Also people are allowed to talk about sexual dysfunction here as long as they don't act creepy about it. I shared a good sign of recovery. Sexual dysfunction is the worst remaining symptom I have, and it could be worse.
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how have you been feeling mentally?
 
paranoid android said:
I am honestly surprised just 1 injection of haldol did much of anything long term. 10mg's is a decent dose for sure but again its only 1 instant release injection. What was their reason for giving this to you? Like what disorder did you have?
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It was because I was “to angry”
 
what are your thoughts on mushrooms helping in brain recovery? I’ve been reading up on it.
 
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